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OH THE DRAMA...
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samedi, novembre 23, 2002
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have you ever had one of those days where someone says lots of nice things about you then like RIGHT after it makes you feel like the worst person in the world cuz you treat them badly even though they do everything for you? yeah...that's how i feel right now. i hate this feeling cuz there's not much i can do about it (in this particular situation) b/c no matter what i do, someone's going to get hurt and it's going to turn around and bite ME in the butt. I HATE MY LIFE SOMETIMES! if i have ever made ANY of you uncomfortable or sad or upset with what i write in here (or my lack of writing) feel free to tell me! i'm not going to stop you. there's no promise i'll change, i'm just telling you that you can tell me!
i wish there was something i could do about where i am right now, but i can't. i'm happy in my relationship with michael (REALLY happy) but i can't help but feel bad about all this other stuff that's going on at the same time. it's not your fault for bringing it up and telling me, it's my fault for makeing you tell me then expecting it to be something else. matt, i'm apologizing to you in front of EVERYONE taht reads my blog! please don't hate me. i'm really sorry about it all. but anyway...it's late and i gotta get up in 7 hrs to make sure to be up to do the parade down main st in tomball. good night to all! again, i'm really sorry!
12:22 AM
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