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OH THE DRAMA...
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dimanche, avril 27, 2003
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have you ever had a time in your life where you feel like everything's going too perfectly and you have this nagging feeling that something bad's gunna happen?
i don't know why, but i'm constantly feeling like that right now. i'm SOO happy and, yet, at the same time i'm unbelievably not happy at all. i don't know why i get all confused like this (you know what i'm talking about) but i do. SOMEONE PLEASE STOP ME!!!! i'm gunna do something i'm gunna regret and i know it but i don't know how to keep myself from doing it...or if i even can!? i mean, if i feel SOO strongly about doing it (even though i know i don't want to) then maybe that's how things are supposed to be, right? or maybe i'm wrong. i don't know anymore. oh well...
ally eiche wrote something in her blog the other day "It's amazing how much you take something for granted until you realize how quickly it could be taken away from you..." and i guess i've never really realized it before. i take SOO much for granted and i never go back after i've lost it to tell someone how much they meant to me. this is a VERY broad (i know) thanks to everyone who's ever done anything kind for me and an appology to those who i have hurt in any way. i wouldn't be half the person i am without any one of you not being present and apparent in my life and i appreciate all that you do (even those of you who don't know what you're doing...or don't think you've done anything at all!) THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!!
12:50 PM
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