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OH THE DRAMA...
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dimanche, avril 27, 2003
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i don't get it! i'm SUCH a jerk (like all the time) and yet i still end up with the greatest guy in the world. he seriously knows almost ALL the bad stuff about me and still hangs around. somehow, however, i try to make things NOT work with him. how much sense does that make? (exactly what i thought!) but that's how i am. i get happy and then break up with him (or try to as this weekend has showed not true!) all those girls that feel that their guy is the best...i think i have to disagree! your's can't have been through as much as i've put poor chris through and still be with you! i don't know any completely sane person that would! sometimes i wish i could break up with me for being such a jerk! but he doesn't...he just lets me have my mood and gets over it!
tonight he told me that all these things i think i'm feeling are on the outside and i need to listen to what's on the inside...well, to me that means i don't know what's going on cuz i thought what's on the "outside" was my "inside" talking. i asked him what my inside is saying and he told me exactly what i needed to hear...but how did he know that's what i needed to hear?! how come he knows me better than i do? i just don't get it! IT'S NOT FAIR!!!
speaking of... i think david's girlfriend broke up with him tonight becuase she doesn't want a relationship (sound familiar?!) and he took it pretty hard. my mom called me over at chris's to tell me that my baby needed a shoulder to cry on, but by the time i got home he was already asleep. poor thing...he likes her so much! mom's thinking that maybe david should bring helen flowers like chris brought me flowers today. i don't know...i just feel soo bad for him! but i hope that he knows if he needs me i'm here for him! i love him soo much! poor sweetie!
11:04 PM
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