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OH THE DRAMA...
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lundi, octobre 27, 2003
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ever have one of those times where you're in a good mood cuz you're going to something that you REALLY enjoy doing but when you get there and everyone else is excited about something that you aren't excited about you get all depressed and stuff? yeah, that's kind of how i felt about tonight's fanatic meeting. i mean, everyone else had a REALLY good time on road trip and i just...didn't. it sucked. i hated it. i really really did. everyone was telling fun stories today about their cars and i didn't have ANYTHING to say. whatever...i give up. my life's NOT supposed to be fun and even the most fun things in my life aren't fun anymore. maybe i should just quit everything and spend 24/7 in my room or in the library. not that i think anyone'd really care either way. ...or maybe i should just go home... i was all excited about getting involved in fanatics cuz it meant i met people and made friends and stuff which made me miss home more. but the more i try to get involved the more "out of the loop" i feel...which in turn makes me miss home more. no matter what i do i'll never make friends and i'll never fit in...one of those things i'll just have to get used to!
anyway...i need to go to the library to study for tests so if something else happens between then and when i get back i'll blog again later...otherwise i'll just blog tomorrow....
6:36 PM
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