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OH THE DRAMA...
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lundi, octobre 20, 2003
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i got my grade back today in biology from the test... i got an 84. i'm not very happy. i know i should be all excited but i studied my butt off and i don't feel like my work paid off at all. i knew everything going into that test and got really nervous and started second guessing all my answers and screwed up big time. man...i mean, COME ON!!! if i can't get an A on a test where i know all the info, how am i supposed to get an A on any other test? i'm just no good test taker...and that's depressing...so i wanna just...die right now. i feel like a failure to myself and my family. i'm sure no one cares, but oh well.
crazy stuff is, i'm really excited about this weekend but everytime i THINK about it get all...i dunno...depressed and wanna cry. it's going to be GREAT to see chris again cuz everyone knows i could totally use a hug from him right now, but then i think that it's just gunna be a hug. i mean, we're not staying the night up there so it's not going to be like when i went to see him in san antonio or anything. i'm just gunna see him, give him a hug (Lord knows i'll cry) and then i'll say good-bye again until november 7th.
do you ever hear a song or see the lyrics to a song that just makes you break down? that's how i feel when i see the lyrics or hear the song "here without you" by 3 doors down. if you've never heard it, you should listen to it...and i mean LISTEN to it. the words are just...wow. who does it make you think of!?
7:16 PM
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