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vendredi, avril 30, 2004
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I GOT THE 102!!!!!!!!!!! I'M EXEMPTING MY MED TERMS FINAL!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!! man...how awesome is that?! alright...off for a wonderful weekend in college station...just had to blog it first!
1:32 PM
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have you ever noticed that i start most of my blogs like i'm already in the middle of a conversation with you?! "sooooo..." or "and" or "riiiiiight" or "yeah" or...you know...
10:27 AM
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so i'm leaving my dorm this morning (walked out the door) and there are about 7 birds all jumping around on the ground obviously fighting for SOMETHING there. as i walk closer they all kind of fly away and i see something green. at first i thought it was a grasshopper or something but the closer i got, i realized it was a lizard. these birds had been trying to catch a lizard!! you know how when you grab a lizard's tail it comes apart? well...i suppose one of the birds caught his tail because...there wasn't one there. anyway, i walked over, the birds flew away and all that was left was this poor open-mouthed, under chin-thingy all big and red, fending for it's life against lots of big birds. nature never ceases to amaze me.
i stopped by parking services this morning on my way to class to drop off erin's permit request for next year and to get a temp. permit for me for next week. i'm SOO excited that i get to go to college station today!!! YAY!!!
today was my last day of intro to fine arts. i have to go on monday but that's to take my final, so...this was the last CLASS day. man, that's the ONE class i wish i could take year-round. neely really did make it fun. 9:00 wasn't ever too hard to get up for...except the one day they had the FINAL REVIEW that my alarm didn't go off... but, anyway, today we had to turn in our K-5 and K-6. K-5 was just pictures (the ones i almost forgot to pick up from walgreens last night) of buildings that were labeled with what time period they are modeled after (very easy) and K-6 was us writing a blues stanza. mine was stupid, so while other people were going i made up a different one... some of them were REALLY REALLY funny...then there were those like mine...not so funny but it got me the grade! we had to get up in front of the class, at the "solo spot" of the piano and "sing" our blues! hehe...there's a guy (i think he's another teacher) and he comes in every once in a while to...sit in, i guess. anyway, he plays the piano so neely had him play our "background" music for us. then when we all finished, he played different styles of blues for us and then did...oh...it was great. my guy's gunna play the piano or the guitar...or somethning like that...and he's gunna LIKE it too!!!! *tehe* i'm just kidding..
anyway...i'm really sad that class is over, but...i guess i knew it had to come eventually. OH...for those of you who have been reading since the beginning of the semester know that my original intro to fine arts professor was in a really bad car accident and that's why we have neely... well, today neely told us that our other professor hit and went under an 18-wheeler on I-35 and was in REALLY bad shape for awhile (a "minor miracle" that he's still alive) and that he's now walking with a walker (a cane at home) and that he starts hydro-therapy next week. that's all the update i have on that. i know my mom asks about him every once in a while but i never know what to say to her because we hadn't heard anything since we heard he was in an accident. but...yeah...
well...i better get ready for anatomy (yay fun...can't you just see how excited i am...) and get some stuff together for this weekend! i probably won't be writting again until sunday night and then not after that until thursday (unless i decide to blog while i'm home). have a great one!!!
10:18 AM
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erin called me a tease tonight.... i'm sorry if i've "teased" you recently. it's probably not intentional...i guess that's just how i am. but i'm still sorry...
1:30 AM
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YAY for talking to matt on the phone tonight for an hour!!! (well...57:07) he called me while i was i the laundry room throwing some stuff in the washer cuz i dropped ketchup ALL over my favorite pillowcase (the handprint one), my maroon txstate sweatshirt and the floor. then he was nice enough to go to walgreens (to pick up pictures for my project due tomorrow) with me and to help me move containers out of my car back into my dorm room then he went with me to move my clothes from the washer to the dryer. he ALSO went to jones with erin and i to get ice cream!!! wow...what a great guy! :-D
erin wanted me to ask matt for advice about paul...so i did...i think she liked his advice but i'm not really sure. she still didn't call him, but...yeah. i think erin and paul is kinna like me and matt...at least the long distance aspect of it...oh well... she's sooo cute about him! man...i hope they meet soon...actually, i can't WAIT for them to meet...over the summer...it's gunna be great. she BETTER call me and tell me all about it or i'll be one upset roommate next semester. man...in 4 days i'm not going to see her again for a while. it's going to be weird to go from living with her EVERYday to never seeing her. i'm going to go through erin withdrawl. but we've PROMISED to spend weekends with each other so that will be nice...and lots of fun. and we're planning on going out to eat on the 12th with me, ann, chris, her and andrew...at least...if not more people. man, i'm excited. but i'm really going to miss my roommate... :(
chris and ann: 12 days
matt: 22 days
job: 4 days
home:3 days
banquet: 7 days
classes left (as of right now): 5 classes and one final!
1:06 AM
jeudi, avril 29, 2004
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riiiiiiiiiiight... so i go to my anatomy lab for the final. i walk in, set my backpack next to the door (because we're supposed to), grab an answer sheet and walk over to the cabinet and sam (my lab instructor) says, "gee, thanks for dressing up for your final, miree. i appreciate it!" haha...YEAH!! i think he was making fun of me for wearing my dark grey athletic shorts and my "game day" (basketball) t-shirt. *sigh* it's ok, though. i can take it. people make fun of me all the time!! once more REALLY won't hurt my feelings.
5:39 PM
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i have an oral fixation...i have a problem. the first step to fixing is admitting it. i have a problem. i like to suck/chew on the end of a pen (yes, just one of them) while i'm sitting at my computer in my dorm room. crazy, i know...oh well...
2:49 PM
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No Place That Far
-Sara Evans
I can't imagine, any greater fear
Then waking up, without you here,
And though the sun, will still shine on,
My whole world, would all be gone,
But not for long,
If I had to run, if I had to crawl
If I had to swim a hundred rivers, just to climb a thousand walls,
Always know that I will find a way, to get to where you are,
There's no place that far
It wouldn't matter why we're apart,
Lonely minds or two stubborn hearts
Nothing short of God above
Could turn me away from your love
I need you that much
If I had to run, if I had to crawl
If I had to swim a hundred rivers, just to climb a thousand walls,
Always know that I will find a way, to get to where you are,
There's no place that far
If I had to run, if I had to crawl
If I had to swim a hundred rivers, just to climb a thousand walls,
Always know that I will find a way, to get to where you are,
There's no place that far
Baby there's no place that far
1:10 PM
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The Fool Lyrics
-Lee Ann Womack
You don't know me but I know who you are
Mind if I sit down
Do I look familiar if I don't well I should
I'm sure you've seen me around
I know you've probably heard my name
Though we've not been introduced
I'm the fool in love with the fool
Who's still in love with you
If you've got a minute I'll buy you a drink
I've got something to say
It might sound crazy but last night in his sleep
I heard him call out your name
This ain't the first time he's done it before
And it's hard to face the truth
I'm the fool in love with the fool
Who's still in love with you
I know love is a fragile thing
And I'm trying hard to make it last
But it ain't easy holding on to my dream
When he's holding on to the past
Just one more thing before I go
I'm not here to put you down
You don't love him and that's a fact
Girl I've seen you around
But you hold his heart in the palm of your hand
And it's breaking mine in two
'Cause I'm the fool in love with the fool
Who's still in love with you
I'm the fool in love with the fool
Who's still in love with you
1:00 PM
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and i almost forgot... the klein band leaves for corpus today. hope they are all really safe, have fun, and do well at the competition...cuz that's why they're there, right?! haha...you just keep telling yourself that... I LOVE MY BABIES!!!!
12:51 PM
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I'M WEARING MY CHRIS SHIRT TODAY!!!!!!!!! :-D thanks for it, by the way. seems to be my "pick me up" shirt! *hehe* hope you're having a great day!!!
12:48 PM
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I love you
Not only for what you are,
But for what I am
When I am with you.
I love you,
Not only for what
You have made of yourself,
But for what
You are making of me.
I love you
For the part of me
That you bring out;
I love you
Because you have done
More than any creed
Could have done
To make me good.
And more than any fate
Could have done
To make me happy.
You have done it
Without a touch,
Without a word,
Without a sign.
You have done it
By being yourself.
10:55 AM
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awww...sooo cute. walking back from jowers today i saw two big ducks and a little baby duckling!! i ALSO saw two turtles with their little, adorable heads sticking out of the water!!
ok, enough about cute stuff...i had two finals...go back about 20 minutes ago... i don't really like to analyze how i think i did on tests, but...the care of athletic injuries final just kicked my butt into next semester. sorry, matt...i just couldn't study... the taping one was pretty easy but one of them i'm not really sure what she meant, but i think i got it right. as long as i got a 60 or higher on the first one i'll still have a "B" because there's just NO way i'll get an "A". but i think i'm ok with that. as long as i got a 70 or higher i'll have an "A" in taping. oh, i hope i got a 70...that would be missing 7 of the 25 questions...that's a LOT! if i get an 85 or higher on my final in lab tonight i'll have a 90 on the nose! that's a good thing...i NEED an "A" in that class...but even if i get a 100 on the final, i'll still only have a 93.75 which...well...it'll help my anatomy grade but not by leaps and bounds...
i was SOOO excited. all week long i've been planning on going to the river after my two finals this morning (the ones i already took) and "destressing" before the lab final and the two projects that i have due tomorrow in fine arts, but as my luck would have it the weather SUCKS today. even though my "trusty" weatherbug says it's supposed to get up to 82 degrees and be partly cloudy, it's rainy, TOTALLY cloudy and NOT 82 degrees. i wore a sweatshirt to class today and was comfortable climbing back up the hill...doesn't usually happen that way...but on the up side, my hair is really soft and kinna cute today! *hehe*
two more days...TWO MORE DAYS!!! two more days and i'm finished with my first year of college. can you believe it? wow...this year has just FLOWN by. i guess it helps that i wasn't here very many weekends this semester. speaking of...i'm WAY excited about going to college station tomorrow!!! jen and i have ALL saturday together. BOY TALK TIME!!!! i love having a sister!!! that's gotta be one of the greatest things in the world!!! i'm sooo glad doug chose her! he's got a good eye for 'em! *hehe* anyway, tomorrow night i get to take them out to dinner! we're goin to cheddars. YAY!!!!!! GOOD FOOD!! i gotta bring some stuff with me to leave at doug's apartment, though. cuz otherwise i'm NEVER gunna get home... sooo, tonight i'm gunna pack the big monkey (from chris and ann for valentine's day), my body pillow, my reading pillow (from the rasches for graduation) and some other stuff around here that we're not gunna need while we're "studying" for finals...and stuff that i won't need immediately when i get home.
(i had, like, 3 more paragraphs written and then my computer decided to act up again, so i lost them...i'll try to remember what they said, though...i'm glad i posted this much first...ugh...STUPID BOB!!! *angry face*)
*thinking thinking thinking* I'M GOING TO BAND BANQUET!!!! hehe...my chillens decided they want me to go (or at least that's what they're telling me) so i'm gunna rush home (no speeding, though) friday after my finals and go. i'll be a little late, though, cuz traffic's gunna suck halluxes. (i think that's the plural but i could be mistake...it may be halli...oh well...you know what i'm talking about!) i think i'm gunna wear the dress i bought with jen and jessica! YAY!!! *hehe*
man...i sure was addicted to blogging for a while...everytime i go into MAJOR blogging mode, i come out a little later with NOTHING to write about...ever... now i could write about stuff but (1) it would probably make some people upset and i really don't want to do that (2) some if it is personal stuff that everyone doesn't need to know (3) i just...don't wanna do it as often anymore...partly because everytime i sit down to write i forget what i was going to write. i used to think of ways to write things while i was walking to and from classes but now i don't even think about stuff like that. oh well...
haha...so i totally forgot to blog yesterday about this, but i thought it was kinna funny...
ok, so yesterday i was shaving my legs at my computer (i know, probably mistake #1) but i was wiping the blade off on my towel (cuz the lotion was cloggin the blades) and i pushed down too hard and the razer part fell on the floor. so being the smart girl i am, i bent over really fast only half paying attention and caught my zygomatic bone on the corner of the desk. let's just say it was REALLY close to hitting my eye and it REALLY hurt. i have a nice red spot next to my eye now...stupid stupid stupid...
that was...fun... those of you who are really big into cuddling... do you ever just...need to cuddle?! like, you don't just want to, you really NEED to!? i miss my daddy... just a few more days, though and i'll be able to crawl into his arms. (i'm such a daddy's girl. 19 yrs old and i'm still crawling into my daddy's arms to get away from the stupidness of the world...) thanks for the monkey, chris. he helps when i REALLY need it and can't get it from anyone else. big arms!! *hehe*
i have SOO many errands to run today...i need to go to the library (not really an errand, i know...) and to parking services (again, i know...) and to target and walgreens. i HAVE to get those things done today, though, or i'm not gunna be able to pack, have a permit for next week (since i'm bringing the van back not connie), and i need to go to the library to get some anatomy test materials. AHHHHHH!! :( soo much to do SOOOO little time. but i'm gunna wait til after erin and i get food (lunch) and then i'll do it. i'm GOING to stop by parking services on the way back from the den. i was SUPPOSED to do that on the way back from class today but had to walk through the quad instead to get pictures for my project that's due tomorrow. *ugh*
wow...i feel like i've written a novel...about nothing. i crack myself up!!!! in 5 days i start my "first half of the summer" job!!! YAY!!!! hehe, can you tell i'm excited?!
chris and ann: 13 days
matt: 23 days
home: 4 days
job: 5 days
banquet: 8 days
classes left (as of right now): 5 classes and two finals...so i guess that makes 7...but they're not full classes, so count that however you'd like to count them.
hey chris...you know those people that have protruding eyeballs? well...they have what's called exophthalmos. have fun with THAT word!!! (it's a type of hyperthyroidism: overactivity of the thyroid gland.)
10:26 AM
mercredi, avril 28, 2004
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ok, so i wasn't gunna blog about it, but then i remembered...IT'S MY BLOG AND I CAN WRITE ABOUT WHATEVER THE HECK I WANNA WRITE ABOUT!!! sooo...on that note, MATT AND I ARE "DATING"!! i'm still not exactly sure what that means, but it's all good. things are gunna be great fun this summer when he gets home! :-D i'm sooooooooo excited!!! anyway...yeah...
today was "wear sexy underwear day"! that was great fun!
i had so much to write about earlier but now i can't think of anything.
i can't decide if i want to stay in fanatics and be an officer next year or if this is all just more than i want to be a part of. i guess i'll talk to doug and jen this weekend and to my parents when i go home and then i'll decide once and for all. i know, i need to decide soon so they will know if they need to get a different treasurer or not, but...yeah. i just don't know if i can take the fakeness that i feel like everyone is putting up. i REALLY don't want to get into how i feel about everything, so (once again) i'm going to hold my tongue...it's just not worth it...
chris: 14 days
matt: 24 days
days: 6
classes: 12
12:39 AM
lundi, avril 26, 2004
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what's your favorite pair of underwear?!
11:20 PM
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This is a quiz that Miree (and whoever else wants to) is going to take! we decided to make up a quiz and then switch and post our answers! woohoo! good procrastonation fun!!
1. if you could trade places with anyone in the world, who would it be?
2. what is your biggest fear? DYING ALONE HAVING NEVER TRULY BEEN LOVED BY SOMEONE OUTSIDE OF MY FAMILY
3. if this room caught on fire right now, what is the first thing you would grab to save? MY ROOMMATE!!!! BUT AFTER SHE GOT OUT, BECAUSE SHE WOULD, I WOULD GRAB...MY PHONE.
4. would you save the life of an immediate family member if it meant that 10 people that you had @ least met before would die? YES
5. if you were a deadly sin, which one would you be? (lust, gluttony, pride, greed, envy, wrath/anger, sloth) what about virtue? (zeal, faith/temperance, self control, kindness, love, generosity, humility) PRIDE AND FAITH?!
6. if you could choose another country to live in for the rest of your life, where would it be? AUSTRALIA
7. can you cross your eyes? roll your "R's"? curl (bring the edges in) or ripple your tongue (3 waves)? any other "weird human tricks?" I CAN CROSS MY EYES, ROLL MY Rs, CURL MY TONGUE AND POP MY CONTACTS IN AND OUT WITHOUT TRYING :-D
8. would you rather lose an arm or lose a leg? I THINK I'D RATHER LOSE A LEG...JUST NOT WHILE I'M AT SCHOOL HERE
9. if you could have one person select the man/woman you marry, who would it be? why? MY DAD OR THE COMBINED FORCES OF MY BROTHERS. MY DAD BECAUSE I KNOW HE WOULDN'T CHOOSE SOMEONE WHO HE DIDN'T FEEL WAS TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY IN LOVE WITH ME (hello, i AM daddy's little princess) AND HE WOULD WANT SOMEONE WHO COULD SUPPORT ME ALL THE WAY. MY BROTHERS BECAUSE TOGETHER I THINK THEY COULD FIND "MR. PERFECT"
10. make up a haiku...on the spot! (syllables 5-7-5...)
example: my name is erin. 5
i love my roommate miree 7
because she is nice. 5
NOW YOU TRY!
I LIKE TO MAKE QUIZZES
BECAUSE I LEARN ABOUT ME
AND THEY MAKE ME SMILE!
11. what song could you listen to on repeat and not be sick of it in an hour? DEPENDING ON MY MOOD, ANY SONG OFF OF MY "CHRIS" CD
12. if you could surgically change one part of your body, what would it be? MY CHEST
13. if you had the power to see into the future, would you use it? YES
14. what do you regret? (if you are one of those people who say "i regret nothing!", what do you look back on and cringe or want to forget?) I REGRET A LOT OF THINGS, BUT I FEEL LIKE I HAVE GROWN FROM ALL OF MY MISTAKES. I LOOK BACK AND WANT TO FORGET THINGS THAT I DID AS A CHILD AND HOW I MADE CERTAIN PEOPLE FEEL, KNOWING THAT BEING THE "OUTCAST" SUCKS MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD...ESPECIALLY IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL
15. what is the key to a successful relationship? COMMUNICATION
16. in 3 words describe yourself, your perfect match (soul mate), your best friend, and one of your parents.
17. would you rather give up your phone or your internet for a day? PHONE- BARELY ANYONE CALLS ME
18. gift from date: flowers, candy, jewelry, or stuffed animal? CANDY!!!
19. favorite kiss? (feel free to interperate any way you want...fav place to kiss, favorite person to kiss, favorite part of the body to kiss/get kissed, etc) MY FAVORITE KISS WAS ONE NIGHT ON MY FRONT PORCH WITH (who else) AND I WAS MID-SENTENCE PROBABLY TALKING ABOUT HOW HORRIBLE I LOOKED IN MY PJs AND HE LEANED IN AND GAVE ME THE SWEETEST, SOFTEST KISS I'VE EVER GOTTEN IN MY WHOLE LIFE...*sigh*
20. who do you wish you never drifted apart from? CHRIS EDMAN, SAMMY RAU, ERIN CHRYSTOWSKI, MONICA MONZINGO
9:48 PM
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soooo...erin had this idea of making up quizzes for our blogs, so here's mine:
1. What is the name on your birth certificate?:
2. Were your parents expecting you as a boy or a girl?:
3. What is your "best" time of the day?:
4. Would you rather back-to-back Tuesday through Thursday classes (4 day weekends) or spread out Monday through Friday classes?:
5. Beer or Wine?:
6. Boyshorts or thong?:
7. What's your favorite school subject and why?:
8. If you were to "come back" as an animal, which would you want to come back as?:
9. If you could go anywhere with anyone, where would you go and with whom?:
10. What is your favorite movie quote?:
11. Do you have a Bible? Do you read your Bible?:
12. How many things are on your bed on a normal basis?:
13. What music do you listen to? Why do you listen to that kind of music?:
14. What is your favorite snack food?:
15. Would you rather a t-shirt with your ENTIRE school mascot or just a "nickname" (for instance- "bobcats" or just "cats")?:
16. What is the biggest mistake you have typed while talking on AIM to someone?:
17. Who do you feel most connected with at this moment in your life?:
18. Do you believe in fortune cookies and horoscopes?:
19. Hot chocolate or coffee?:
20. What do you want in your "significant other"? (and by that, i mean what does he/she HAVE to have?):
21. What is your favorite sex position? (or which do you REALLY want to try?):
22. What is your favorite song to booty dance to?:
23. There is a banner thing in my room that says my middle name and the name of my lover...what are those two middle names?:
9:28 PM
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changing my profile again and didn't want to lose these quotes, so i'm posting them here!!!
"I always thought I'd look back at the times we cried and laugh, I never thought I'd look back at the times we laughed, and cry."
-Unknown
"People always come into your life for a reason, a season and a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do."
-Anonymous
5:17 PM
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Fun "Controversial Belief Quiz"...
Abortion?: pro choice (1st trimester)
Death Penalty?: if we kill someone for killing someone else, shouldn't someone kill us for killing them and so on? i'm against.
Prostitution?: well...i AM one, so... JUST KIDDING!!!!! no, i'm against
Alcohol?: for as long as you drink responsibly...and don't drink and drive
Marijuana?: against
Other drugs?: for penecillin (etc), against heroine (etc)
Gay marriage?: mixed feelings
Illegal immigrants?: against
Smoking?: against, but i dont see how they could successfully outlaw it
Drunk driving?: duh...against
Cloning?: cloning kidneys, for. cloning babies, against.
Racism?: SOOO AGAINST
Premarital sex?: haha...and if i hadn't just had this conversation last night... i'm against "casual sex" but i'm not against it if you are totally and completely in love and are planning on getting married one day. i think that the sexual aspect of a relationship is really important...not that i would ever not marry someone just because we weren't "good" together...i hope that makes sense
Religion?: for
The war in Iraq?: not going there...its a mess
Bush?: i support what he is doing with the troops
Downloading music?: definitely FOR...call me heartless, but i dont feel bad about taking .00001 c from Brittany Spears per song.
The legal drinking age?: should be 18 (if you can fight for our country, smoke, and vote for our president, you should be able to drink a glass of wine with dinner )
Porn?: against
Suicide?: against
4:37 PM
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well...since we're moving out in a week (so sad, i know), erin and i "rearranged" our room today. let me just say that it was one of the most DIFFICULT things we've ever done together. man...i think we ALMOST had our first fight. but we can't even FIGHT like normal people. oh well. anyway, so those of you who saw our room before know that the bed were bunked and our dressers were in our closets. well, since we have to have the beds unbunked and the dressers out of the closets when we move out, erin and i did that today...WHAT a fun day. hehe...it was lots and lots of fun. however, now i have all this stuff everwhere and don't really know what to do with it. i'm glad i'm going to college station this weekend to see doug and jen. i'm gunna bring some stuff there then and leave it there until my parents go up for jen's graduation. yay for having a brother with an apartment!!! anyway, we had lots of fun trying to get everything everywhere. it was really gross though...all the...stuff...BIG 'OL dust bunnies under the beds and under the dressers...man...it was...YUCK!!! erin and i have been sneezing quite a bit since we started moving cuz of all the stuff we kicked up while moving. man...the room looks SOOO small now. i had soo much room with everything where it was. i don't know how people could have gone the whole year with their rooms set up like this, but...i guess you gotta do what you gotta do. next year we're gunna loft our beds so they'll be off the ground and we can put our desks and a chair underneath them. i'm excited, can you tell?! man...getting outta here is gunna be really hard, though, i'm afraid. oooooooh well.
so last night was a GREAT night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm soooo glad i got to talk to ann, chris and MATT!! man, i REALLY can't wait until summer now. i REALLY can't wait!!!
chris:16
matt: 27 (yes, i had to add a day because he changed the time he's coming home)
class days: 7
3:49 PM
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Welcome to the next edition of getting to know your friends. Okay, here's what you're supposed to do.....and try not to be LAME and spoil the fun! Just give in, you do have time to do it! Copy (not forward) this entire e-mail and paste it into a new e-mail that you can send. Change all of the answers so that they apply to you. Then, send this to a whole bunch of people you know*INCLUDING* the person who sent it to you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about your friends. Remember to send it back to the person who sent it to you.
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? miree janelle dornier
2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? blue jeans
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? dawson's creek on tv
4. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? colored goldfish
5. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? blue
6. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? i'm not really sure...missed my first class this morning and haven't been outside yet to look
7. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? matt!!!!! :-D
8. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? smile!!!!!
9. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? of course
10. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? i'm doin alright. after last night...i'm in a pretty good mood!!!
11. FAVORITE DRINK? hehe...pink lemonade from jones...but it makes me pee a lot...
12. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? rasberry twisted smirnoff
13. FAVORITE SPORT? to play-football (team sport) and swimming (individual sport), to watch-hockey
14. HAIR COLOR? brown
15. EYE COLOR? brown
16. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yes
17. SIBLINGS? the 4 most AMAZING brothers ever!!!
18. FAVORITE MONTH? july!
19. FAVORITE FOOD? pizza
20. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? well...divine secrets of the ya ya sisterhood was on saturday night, but i was a little..."preoccupied" so i didn't watch too much of it
21. FAVORITE DAY? my favorite holiday is july 4 but my favorite day of the year is Holy Thursday (yes, i'm Catholic)
22. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? haha...no...
23. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer
24. HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs, you can get a hug anywhere you go, male or female, but kisses are limited (good answer, mina)
25. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships
26. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? chocolate
27. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? yes, very much
28. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? i'm not sure if anyone will
29. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? everyone
30. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? i started one called honey, baby, sweetheart last night...
31. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? uh...got back from road trip, TALKED TO MATT ON THE PHONE, got online and talked to people, went from a REALLY bad mood to a decent mood, got everything figured out with matt...it's good!! :-D
32. FAVORITE SMELLS? uh...?!
33. WHO/WHAT INSPIRES YOU? my friends and my faimly
34. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN? buttered
35. FAVORITE CAR? connie all the way, baby!!!
36. FAVORITE FLOWER? broccoli
37. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? 6
38. CAN YOU JUGGLE? haha...you should see it
39. RED OR WHITE WINE? the one my mom gave me
40. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? uh...went to class, had a test...it was a really crappy birthday...
41. DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD? blood donor
42. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? well, the FIRST thing i think is usually, how much longer can i sleep before i HAVE to get up for class.
43. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? yes
3:47 PM
dimanche, avril 25, 2004
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on the drive home from arlington i was trying to figure out how to say exactly what i wanted to say but i think i've decided that im not going to blog about any of it right now. if i still feel the same way tomorrow, you can bet your life i'll blog it, but...yeah. too much drama for me right now...
11:53 PM
vendredi, avril 23, 2004
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well, kiddos...i'm going to arlington tomorrow morning for a softball game on saturday and six flags on sunday. yay... i'll be back, probably, really late on sunday night, but hopefully i'll get to talk to some of you over the weekend...or when i get back. i'll have my cell phone if anyone's interested in talking... i'll write about the road trip when i get back!
ps- as of monday morning i only have 12 more classes and 5 "test" and 2 "projects" until i go home!!!!!!!! can't you tell i'm excited?!
10:37 PM
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"Never let someone be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option."
-unknown
2:34 PM
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THIS WEATHER SUCKS!!!!!! it's hard to be in a good mood with weather like this...AHHHHHHHHH!!!
well...yeah. that sucks. oh well...not like i didn't see it coming. i was too *darn* sure of myself at the beginning of the semester and...look where it got me. DANG IT! don't want to take this stupid final!!!! *angry face* well, i got another 91 on my med terms test. i needed a 96 at least... now i need to talk to my instructor to see if i can still take the stupid thing early because i don't want to have to come back and take it on monday. dang...and as soon as i walked up there she looked at me and said, "oh, you're going to be really mad at yourself..." when i saw it, i was disappointed but at least that's the exact grade i thought i got...which means i probably missed the exact ones i thought i missed. DANG IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok, i think i'm finished with that now.
erin left to go home today...and karen's not here either. I DON'T HAVE ANY MORE FRIENDS :( well, at least i'm not going to be here EITHER or i'd probably...not have a good weekend. i REALLY hope that this road trip is better than the one last semester...for me, at least. i know that just about everyone else had a REALLY great time on road trip last semester, but...yeah. i just hope this one's more fun. anyway...yeah...
i think my cephalgia last night was caused by photophobia and is leading to vertigo!
chris: 19
matt: 29
classes: 11
road trip: TOMORROW!!!!!
2:12 PM
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"your left hand lives for love. your right hand lives for the moment. your left hand wants to be held. your right hand wants to be held high. women of the world, raise your right hand."
-quote from a magazine that erin was reading
soooo...wow. y'all wanna know JUST how stupid i am? haha...you're gunna roll on the floor laughing about this one. DIDN'T get that quote at all. *sigh* yeah...i was like, "yeah, right hand's in the air! ...but wait...i totally live for love. i WANT to be loved! ...and i want to be held. WHO AM I KIDDING?! i NEED to be held! erin, i think i'm a guy...." haha...too bad the "left hand" means married and the "right hand" means single. dang it, i sure didn't get the smart genes in my family. maybe it's just because it's late...and i'm tired...or i'll keep telling myself that.
DANG I WANNA GUY!!!!! i think that i've decided that i'm a hopeless romantic...and there's not much i can do about it.
last night erin and i had another one of "those nights" where we stay up REALLY late talking about random things that we need to get off our chests (no, not bad things about each other, just...stuff that needs to be said about ourselves...and other stuff...). it was really nice....and needed...
then today, karen went with me to san antonio to go to the museum of arts (even though she HATES museums). what a great friend!!!!!!
12:20 AM
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yay for my kiddos still calling me. tonight not only did i hear from ONE of them...i heard from TWO of them. you might be able to guess who person #1 was...but DOUBT you'd guess who the second one was... #1-F*O*X and #2-WILLIAM SUNDLAND!!!!!! hehe...how cool is that? and not only did i talk to scott, i talked to him for an hour and a half... crazy stuff. i hope you ALL know that if you ever just...need to talk to someone who is NOT at all involved, i'm here!!! and if there's anything i can do, let me know. AAAAND...scott and katie, today, told me that i've got some brilliant ideas!!!! (i just wish i could take my own advice every once in a while...)
12:02 AM
jeudi, avril 22, 2004
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zachshack610: brain cells come and brain cells go but fat cells live forever
zachshack610: that is the best saying ever
9:49 PM
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the following quotes are all courtesy of ginger's profile. (thanks, ging!)
"The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for."
--Maureen Dowd
"It is strange to be known so universally and yet be so lonely."
--Albert Einstein
"Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people."
--Unknown
"I always knew I would look back at the times I'd cried and laugh, but i never knew that I'd look back at the times I'd laughed and cry."
--Unknown
"Jealousy is no more than feeling alone against smiling enemies."
--Elizabeth Bowden
"A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway."
--Jerome Cummings
"Love makes time pass. Time makes love pass."-
-Proverb
"Change is inevitable-except from a vending machine."
--Gallagher
8:50 PM
mercredi, avril 21, 2004
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i love karen! she's great, isn't she?!
i got to talk to richard AND doug today! how exciting is that?! i think i just used all my minutes, though...talking to doug for 31 minutes (not that it wasn't needed, but..yeah...). i may be going to spend the weekend with them next weekend! yay!! wouldn't that just be wonderful! i miss seein them so much and i have a feeling that having another "hand" to help with wedding stuff would...well...help. and...either way, i need to go to the hotel and talk to the people there. i haven't been able to get a hole of them for a while and...i need to talk to them so if that's all i go to do then at least i have a reason!
soooo, i went to check my mail today (since my mommy sent me something that i needed to sign *blah blah*) and had not only ONE piece of mail, but also a package waiting for me!!! how exciting?! i wasn't expecting anything...who was it from? THE DEMARS!!! hehe...that's my mom's sister and her family. aaaanyway, it was my easter basket (in a box) from them. good stuff inside! thanks, guys!!!! even if it's late for easter, it's JUST in time for finals!!! :-D and i sent out my "thank you notes" for all that stuff...and sent that thing back to my mommy. i'm doin well, i think!
went swimming this morning (no practice, just swimming) by myself and did a mile. tomorrow's practice, i hope, will be really easy! i'm going straight from practice to care of athletic injuries and from there to san antonio (after i get karen...if she still wants to go with me) for extra credit for intro to fine arts. we have to go to the san antonio museum of art and do some critiques or something and that's our extra credit. since i'm finished with classes tomorrow at 9:15 (NO TAPING CLASS CUZ I TOOK MY PRACTICAL ON TUESDAY!) i'm gunna go down there and get it over with really quickly so i can have the rest of the day to prepare for my anatomy lab...and do whatever the heck else i want to do. even better than THAT...friday i don't have class until 11 because my intro to fine arts prof is going to be in san antonio for people who can't go on thursday to the museum to get their extra credit. how cool is that?! YAY!!!! missed 2 classes in one week...unless you count the two tests i had as missing days...then i missed FOUR!!! (and that's without skipping ANY!!!!)
oh...and i talked to doug about he and jen coming with us over the summer!! he said he would love to but then the whole...yeah. i'll explain that to each of you individually if you want to know (and you know who "you" are...). HOPEFULLY we'll get it to work and we'll have lots of fun. july 2 through july 4!!!! tell me if that works for y'all!!!
6:18 PM
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Girl Poem
A poem for us....
I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify
any shopping spree.
Don't go to a barber,
but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage
without a hard-on.
I can balance the checkbook,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends,
about the size of my ass.
My beauty's a masterpiece,
and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit,
to others when I'm wrong.
I don't drive in circles,
at any cost.
And I don't have a problem,
admitting I'm lost.
I never forget,
an important date.
You just got to deal with it,
I'm usually late.
I don't watch movies,
with lots of gore.
Don't need instant replay,
to remember the score.
I won't lose my hair,
I don't get jock itch.
And just cause I'm assertive,
Don't call me a bitch.
Don't say to your friends,
Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear,
I can do better!
Flowers are okay,
But jewelry's best.
Look at me you idiot...
Not at my chest!!!!
I don't have a problem,
With Expressing my feelings.
I know when you're lying,
You look at the ceiling.
DON'T call me a GIRL ,
a BABE or a CHICK ..
I am a WOMAN.
Get it?, you DICK!?!
7:55 AM
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just a few quotes for today...
We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go we take a little of each other....EVERYWHERE- Tim McGraw
NEVER ALLOW SOMEONE TO BE YOUR PRIORITY WHILE YOU'RE THIER OPTION....
Be more concerned with your character than your reputation because your character is who you really are while your reputation is merely what others think of you.
It's easy to say 'I LOVE YOU', and even easier to hurt the person you love. What is hard to do, but proof of truly loving, is saying 'I LOVE YOU' to the one who hurt you.
chris: 21
matt: 31
classes: 13
road trip: THREE!!!!!
word of the day?! i'm going to give you two. flatus and eructation. have fun with those, chris!!!
7:44 AM
mardi, avril 20, 2004
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chris...today's word is mastication. (that's my favorite medical term EVER!)
chris: 22 days
matt: 32 days
end of classes: 14 days
road trip: 4 days
11:55 AM
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from erin's journal:
TO PLAY I NEVER. PUT AN (x) IN FRONT OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE AND A (_) ON THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE AT LEAST ONCE. ADD A "I NEVER" OF YOUR OWN.
I never...
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(x) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(x) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(_) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(x) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(x) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(_) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(x) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(_) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT''S HOUSE
(x) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(x) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(_) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(x) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(x) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(_) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB <-i stole a lollypop last year from the Y...
(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(x) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(_) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(x) I NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE
(x) I NEVER SKIPPED HIGH SCHOOL
(x) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FISTED AND/OR HAVE NEVER FISTED ANYONE
(x) I NEVER HAVE THROWN UP IN A BAR
(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN MY PARENT'S BED
(x) I NEVER DROVE INTO A LIGHT POLE AND TOTALLED MY CAR! :'(
(x) I NEVER TRIED TO STICK MY DICK IN THE VACUUM CLEANER <-kinna hard to do as a girl...
(x) I NEVER SUCKED COCK BEFORE
(_) I NEVER WEAR GIRL'S JEANS.
(x) I NEVER GOTTEN A TATTOO
(x) I NEVER BEEN KISSED UNDER THE MISTELTOE <-mine
11:54 AM
lundi, avril 19, 2004
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just to clarify for everyone...since everyone seems to be asking me...the "chris" i've been writing about is NOT chris edman. i'm NOT counting down the days until i see him. and i'm NOT posting words for him. it's chris baumgartner. so, no, chris e and i are NOT back on "good terms" nor will we probably ever be. just wanted to post that so everyone doesn't keep asking me. now that that's over with...
chris, your word for today is...olecranon or olecranon process (aka your elbow) so next time you hit your "funny bone" say, "oh, my olecranon...IT HURTS!!!" and just see what people say. erin makes fun of me when i say it...you can join in the "being made fun of for using medical terminology" club!
chris: 23 days
matt: 33 days
end of classes: 15 days
road trip: 5 days
8:02 AM
dimanche, avril 18, 2004
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ok, so that quote i was looking for the other day? i the first one is it but the second one is good too!!!
"People always come into your life for a reason, a season and a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do."
-anonymous
"Love has its own time, its own season, and its own reasons from coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you."
-Kent Nerburn
2:58 PM
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dang it, chris...i'm SOO sorry...i'm falling behind on my words for you...
pleurodynia
chris: 24 days
matt: 34 days
end of classes: 16 days
11:18 AM
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katie came this weekend to see me...but i just dropped her off at her parent's hotel room... man, i miss her! dang. it was REALLY nice to get to talk to her again...to hang out with her and not have that weird "we haven't talked in a while"/"we haven't seen each other in a while" stuff, ya know? she liked it here...at least that's what she said! man, if katie ends up coming to school here, i think i'm gunna pee my pants with excitement! i know, i know, i still have a year til she'd come IF she comes, but either way...wow...that'd be SOO fun. *hehe* now if just one OTHER person would come...man, wouldn't life just be perfect then!?
i think i'm really giving up on finding some guy here. it's just impossible...there's just no one looking...no one interested...and...yeah.
i got my chocolate covered strawberries last night :-D!! katie and i went to walmart yesterday to get strawberries and chocolate that erin told us we couldn't make until last night because she didn't want us to do it without her...then she went out last night so we didn't do it with her anyway... but that's besides the point. so katie and i are sitting on the carpet in front of the tv unwrapping hershey's kisses into a bowl so we could melt it and then dip our strawberries into it. well...let's just say we're not very good at measuring how much chocolate we can put on a few strawberries. i'm not sure WHAT we thought we were going to do with the chocolate, but we ended up unwrapping almost an entire bag of kisses into this bowl...and only used a little of it... i guess it's not really right to eat chocolate covered strawberries while you're watching a scary movie. i think it kinna defeats the purpose...er...not so much that, but you should probably eat them while watching a "sexy" movie, right? i mean...yeah. anyway, we rented stigmata... i THINK i liked it, but being Catholic, i'm not 100% sure. either way, it was a good movie.
man, katie and i were up outside (so we didn't keep erin up) until 3:26 this morning...then her mommy called at 9 to make sure we were up...then erin's alarm went off at 9:30 so she got up and made noise so we got up too...then we went to breakfast at commons...then i dropped her off...now i'm here.
anyway, back to katie and i talking last night... it was SOO good and SOO needed. thanks, babe!!!! you're such a great friend for listening to me complain about things that you don't care about...and letting me ramble about...whatever the heck it was i was rambling about last night. i REALLY needed that from you. and i hope that you know you can come to me if you need anything...EVER!!!! don't ever think it's too late to call me cuz I'M IN COLLEGE!!! ;) (and now you know what that means...)
last night while we were sitting outside, we think we heard bats...scary ones...THAT KATIE WAS TRYING TO TALK TO!!!! and some drunk guy almost fell down the stairs that we were sitting on...man, college life is so much fun when you get to experience/share it with someone else!
well, my sheets smell like poo and i need a shower, so i think i'm going to go do that then i'll probably pop in meet joe black since we rented THAT last night, too! i dunno, though...depends on how i'm feelin at the time, i suppose...
11:13 AM
samedi, avril 17, 2004
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i think i'm becoming un blog addicted... i know i have SOO much to write but really don't feel like writing about it.... i think this may be the end of the blog because i'm getting kind of tired of writing about my feelings... it doesn't really make me feel much better anymore because i can't write EXACTLY how i feel in fear that someone might read it and get upset and...yeah.
KATIE'S COMING TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!
12:20 AM
vendredi, avril 16, 2004
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last night was SOOO great!!!! karen, erin and i went to austin after my lab to eat at the cheesecake factory. we talked about BOYS and our outlook on boys and stuff like that. we talked about our pasts and stuff that...well...few other people know about us. i think it's interesting that they both think that since i grew up with 5 guys that my outlook on the male gender as a whole is totally different than theirs. and not only that, but what i look for in a potential guy is different than what they look for. i can't really say that i disagree, but...yeah. i guess it was just a little weird to hear someone else say it to me, ya know? oh well...it was a good converation. then after we got back from austin, we rented "under the tuscan sun" from blockbuster and went to karen's to watch it. yay, that was lots of fun. i think that watching that movie has totally changed my outlook on life. it's one of those life changing movies, ya know? i just feel SOOO gutsy today...and i'm sure some of you have been forced to be "put on the spot" because of it.
i think that i said something to someone that i really shouldn't have said...and i wish i could go back and take it back, but i'm PRETTY sure it's a bit too late for that... oh well... i think that's the story of my life...DANG! aaaanyway, i gotta leave for class...
CHOCOLATE COVERED STRAWBERRIES!!!!!!
chris-25
matt-36
12:45 PM
jeudi, avril 15, 2004
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Friendship
Somewhere between the procrastination
And the homework
And the incessant forwards
And the friendships
And the nasty cafeteria food
And the calls to each other complaining about crushes
Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends
And the "I miss you's"
And the "I love you's"
And the "What are we doing tonight's"
And somewhere between all of the changing & growing…
Somewhere between the classes
And the skipping classes
And the studying for tests
And the pretending to study for tests
And the downright not studying for tests...
I forgot.
I forgot what college is all about.
I forgot what it meant to cry
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy.
And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart.
I forgot that you can’t just forget the past in fear of the future.
I forgot that you can’t control falling in love
And that you can't make yourself fall in love.
I learned that I can love.
I learned that it's okay to mess up
And it's okay to ask for help
And it's okay to feel like crap.
I learned its okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day.
I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have.
I learned that the greatest thing about college isn’t the parties
or the drinking or the hook-ups...
It's the friendships which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which
we most need to talk about.
I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing
And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better.
But, basically, I just learned that my friends
Both OLD & NEW
Are the most important people to me in the world
And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today
So this is a thank you to all of my friends
For always being there and I love you.
12:06 PM
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so yesterday i had an away message that looked something like this:
"so, it's one of those days that won't get better until someone sweeps me off my feet....b/c thats what i need!"
and i got a nice response from matt that looked a little somethin like this:
" oh, im so sorry! i didnt mean to knock you clear off your feet with my broom!"
yay for fun responses to sad away messages!!!!
11:30 AM
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so erin and i were up late last night looking at old blogs about us. we've decided that we're going to choose some of the funnier posts next year and make wallpaper out of them! IT'S GOING TO BE SOOO MUCH FUN!!!! wow...our room is gunna be the coolest! i think we'll enter that "best designed room" thingy that the university has. wonder if we'll win!? hehe...j/k... but, yeah. old posts are really fun to look at sometimes because you read 'em and you're like, "hey, i totally forgot about that. i can't belive i blogged it!" *hehe* but, amazingly enough, i didn't blog about the day that i met erin. i said something about talking to her for the first time on the phone in office depot but not about the day that we actually met. oh well...
riiiiight, so last night i set my alarm so i could get up, take a shower and get to my class on time but APARENTLY forgot to turn the alarm on... yeah, you read right. i didn't turn the stupid thing on. i didn't really get to sleep until about 3:00 then woke up at 4:30 thinking that i had to go to class and fell back to sleep and woke up at 7:40, looked at the clock and almost FREAKED out. I ALMOST missed my care of athletic injuries exam because of my stupid alarm clock! sooo, i got dressed REALLY fast, went pee, took my pill and ran out the door. as i was walking into the room, gish was handing out the scantrons but had yet to pick up our homework assignment so i figured i was probably ok. then he told us that the assignment would count for up to 4 extra points on our exam so i was REALLY glad i did it. when he picked mine up, i think he was a little surprised about how thick the packet was. aaaanyway, i took the test (hope i did better on this one than the anatomy one yesterday) and when i went up to turn in my exam, he looked at my fill in the blank and the first one was wrong, so he was like "OH NO! THAT'S NOT RIGHT! i want the ligament not the bone. i know you know it because you have the next two right." i guess the look on my face said "haha...i have NO idea what that is" because he was like, you know those bones and you know where it is...that wasn't a big enough hint for me because he said "what are those bones?" (i answered), he said "is it anterior or posterior?" (i answered), he said "good, now put them together! anterior tibiofibular ligament." yay for good profs!!!!!
11:02 AM
mercredi, avril 14, 2004
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i think erin and i just had a REAL moment. ...i think i just grew up and all it took was one decision...and her telling me that i was very mature to have said what i said. she's the greatest. i know i wouldn't have lasted through this semester without her supporting me 100%. to those of you who don't get along with your roommates, i'm really sorry. i hope you find one one day that's half as good as mine is. i don't think i could have found a better roommate/better friend if i had searched the quad all day everyday for the rest of my life. she listens to me ramble when that's what i need and tells me EXACTLY what i need to hear when i need to hear it.
i really do believe in the quote (that i've been looking for for the past 45 minutes and have yet to find) about how certain people come into your life for certain reasons and once they have "fulfilled their duty" they leave. some are here for a season, some for a reason, some for a lifetime. you have to decide which they will be.
onto a more FUN topic...I LOVE MY ROOMMATE!!! i think i'm riding the emotional rollercoaster tonight. about 45 minutes ago i was crying...now i'm laughing my head off! wow...amazing how she can do that to me.
we lost our remote control (the tv one...the most essential part of our room) and erin's shoes are also, coincidently, missing. we've decided that someone came in while we were out and jacked our remote and her shower shoes. how crazy? nothing expensive...just the college essentials... so we were talking about the next things they may take. i said deoderant or tampons or toothbrush...erin said straightner. but i think i've decided that if "x" is going to steal things from our room they're going to be things we MUST have not expensive things because if they wanted our tv or our computers or her straightner or things like that, they would already have jacked those.
erin: what's the WORST thing he could take out of here RIGHT now.
me: me
erin: uh...yeah. um...she goes in here...that's my...roommate... ok, i'll TRADE you her for the remote...that goes in HERE!!!!!!! (as she's running down the hall in her bathrobe!)
AAAAND i brought a "stepcounter" thing from home that my family got from mcdonalds and erin wore it to the bathroom to brush her teeth. GREAT consept...not so great though. she counted 12 TO the bathroom and it counted 17 to, in, and FROM the bathroom. can't expect too much from mcdonalds, though, can ya?
i think it's time to get started studying for care of athletic injuries...
11:53 PM
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(for tomorrow)
chris--26 days
matt--37 days
9:49 PM
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soooo...erin and i are watching tv...and one of "those" commercials came on. while i was being really serious, we kinna turned it around. how likely is it that i'm gunna have to say "dear erin, i'm worried about you. people are starting to talk. call me later..." haha...yeah...i think NOT! *sigh* there's still scary commercials, though...
8:35 PM
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why do you like older men, again, karen?! yeah...tell the whole world!!! :-D i love my friends! man...the four of us...cracks me right up!
sooooo...it was a good day with boys! I'M SAILIN ON A BALLOON!!!! hehe..please don't shoot it down, k? you don't wanna talk to me and i don't wanna talk to you either. let's just leave it at that!
erin, karen, britt and i got dairy queen then went to the river...then came home...but it's not about where we went or what we did...it's ALL about what we talked about, right girls?
i think i have gastragia (that's for you, chris! hehe...hope you're using my terms!!!)
8:11 PM
mardi, avril 13, 2004
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look...only a few of you will understand this blog, but it goes out to everyone anyway.
i'm in college, right? that means i've been out of high school now for ALMOST a full year. it took "losing my best friend" to finally get over high school crap, but now i am. whatever happened in high school has been dropped. all the stupid high school drama is out of my life and I'M REALLY OK WITH THAT! i think that erin's hatred for drama is really starting to rub off on me. when i tell you i don't care, chances are i really just...don't care.
IN OTHER WORDS...the fact that you asked me and then asked someone else REALLY is fine with me. i was going to go because i thought you wanted me to go with you not because i was dying to go. to the other of you... if y'all want me to go then i'll go but don't think that that's the only chance to hang out we'll get.
and PLEASE don't feel sorry for me about this. there are SOO many other things i'd rather you feel sorry for me about than something as petty as this is. so...yeah. that's it. i'm out...
10:07 PM
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the game tonight really sucked. i don't even think i can blog about it, i'm sorry mike...3-0...yeah...
on a better note, jess and i cleaned mike and kyle's room today. it was SOOO nasty...and she's over there a lot and she couldn't stand it anymore. so we cleaned...and i put tape on mike's closet door so now it won't lock when/if he closes it. YAY FOR ME AND MY DUCT TAPE IDEAS!!! *hehe* awww...soooo cute...
i'm ready...just sitting here waiting...
zachshack610: michael left out a classification of guy
SwimFly816: ?
zachshack610: the boob/butt
SwimFly816: haha
SwimFly816: that's kinna what i said
SwimFly816: but he said "no, just 2"
zachshack610: well the boob/butt guy demands boobs that complement the butt or vice versas
SwimFly816: yes
zachshack610: they have to go together
zachshack610: or else it's not worth it to that guy
9:47 PM
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I REGISTERED FOR CLASSES LAST NIGHT!!!! thank GOODNESS i got all 8 that i needed. 6 pe classes and 2 chemistry classes...it's going to be ONE heck of a semester...17 hrs... and my mom's gunna sign me up for summer school coming up here really soon. and i called cary to see if i could "have my job back" and he said "miree, there's always a job for you here!" (in other words...he's WAY short on swim instructors and lifeguards and needs me to come back cuz i'm organized!) so now i have a job with londonderry (swim team) for may and june and another one teaching swim lessons (at the Y) for july and august plus i'm gunna be taking 6 hrs of summer school and hanging out LOTS with my favoritest people from home!!!!!!!! michael's teaching me the secrets on how to be "sexy and irresistable" so i can get a guy!
wheem03: have you heard the 2 classifications of guys?
SwimFly816: nope
wheem03: really?
wheem03: boob men...and butt men
SwimFly816: oh...yeah
i think i need a boob guy...hehe...
i need to go study for my test...but i REALLY don't want to...but i told diedra i would call her so we could go to the library and compare answers...
chris-down: 28 DAYS
matt-down: 39 DAYS
2:35 PM
lundi, avril 12, 2004
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soooooo...i'm in the computer lab right now because karen had to come for tutoring for her computer science class. "it'll only take 20 minutes" she said...45 minutes ago... so i'm here kinna talking to people online waiting for jimmy to finish helping her. he's really funny. she's cracking me up. i'm having fun. uh oh...there's something wrong with the program, but jimmy won't let her just put it somewhere else...he's such a studeous person. hehe...he's from a "rich school" in austin. he's been to australia, hong kong, china... hehe...i don't know this guy, but i'm blogging about him.
well...to get back with people y'all (and i) know...i talked to chris, matt, ann...wow....i think my night is complete.
i found out, while i was sitting here SOOOO bored, that i could have registered for classes at noon today. i dunno why (i swallowed a fly...perhaps i'll die) i didn't know that before. so i coulda registered already...except that i still have to go into the office and tell them that i need to change my major into a double major or i won't be able to register for half of my classes. NO FUN!
wow...the conversation in here...wow...i don't...wow.... well, karen....at least humans DO mate...even if all you think we do is eat!
i'm gunna sing you a song here...
LALALALALALAAAAALALALALALALAAAALALALALALAAAALALAALALALALAAAAA!!!!!! (patrick wicker, that was for YOU!)
i wish i had something else to talk to y'all about...but i'm sorry i don't.
***BUT I DO!!!!***
This is Karen, yes...can you believe it, Miree is letting me blog...well, not really...while Jimmy is finishing up my assignment i have nothing to do! I surely do love having blonde hair and a smile...i get whatever I want!!! ewe la la!!!
big boobs probably help too!
hmmm....so for some reason this program isn't working...i don't have a clue...i really haven't had a clue since I got here, but I pretend...still, probably not fooling anyone...I want to be a MATH TEACHER FOR MEXICAN KIDS....not ANYTHING related to Computer Science....although getting to know people like Jimmy has certainly made my semester in the class of hell worth while...at least I get to tease him and he does whatever I want! THE POWER OF BEING A WOMAN HAHAHA!!! this is pretty fun writing in here, i may have to start my own...maybe i'll just randomly make guest appearances on Miree's hehe....hmmm.....
my tutor just said "oh gosh, what's going on here" I wonder if that's a good sign...i really wouldn't know, because I still don't have A SINGLE CLUE about any of this...still using the power...hmmmmmmmm
a giggle and a smile will ALWAYS work for a woman....being proven as we sit here...watching jimmy do ALL the work...while we blog and laugh...
hehe
the other power of being a woman is making a man agree with you no matter whatever you say! lol....Jimmy, thanks so much for all this great fun! you're wonderful! ps....THATS A C-INPUT....no miree, not sin....C INPUT....whew!
oh the calories burned tonight...sooooo good for the body!!!!!
IT'S MIREE AGAIN!!!
ok, so jimmy just finished karen's project so we don't have much longer...i hope. yeah...at the beginning of this blog we had been here 45 minutes...now (30 minutes later) we've been here for an hour and 15 minutes...NICE 20 MINUTES, KAREN!!! (kinna like "i'll be right there.")
i appologize for all this...stuff. i wish this REALLY long blog said something that would mean something to someone other than karen and i tomorrow (after we've slept). i DO hope y'all have enjoyed spending time with us in the computer lab, though. until next time...i'm going to go ahead and stop blogging...even though we're not leaving yet...
11:23 PM
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she's soooo smart. this was written last january by one of my favorite people of all times! just thought it needed to be brought back up! enjoy...
The path of love is one that bends, one that is straight, and one that is thin. You stand at a fork, which way to go, their paths look the same, except in what they bestow. One has flowers, but the other one has streams, too bad you can't see your future in one simple dream. You loving someone is hurting another, he loves you like you love the other. The one that you love seems out of reach, he's walking your heart around on his dog leash. He drags you in circles and up and down the stairs, you wonder all the time, does he really care? Your turn from the fork and walk away, never looking back having nothing to say. Even though love can be lost, some other will come and you paths will cross. Your life will bend with many curves, but always remember that love can be heard. It's heard by your heart and it will always say, don't choose that path, go this way. So listen to your heart, it's always right, when you find yourself crossed in the middle of the night.
By Katie Eckstrom
thanks, katie!!!!!
10:43 AM
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life explained..
On the first day God created the cow.
God said, "You must go to field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years."
The cow said, "That's a kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let me have twenty years and I'll give back the other forty."
And God agreed.
On the second day God created the monkey.
God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks, make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty year life span."
Monkey said, "How boring, monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Give me ten years and I'll give back the other ten."
So God agreed (sigh).
On the third day, God created the dog.
God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years."
The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Monkey gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?"
And God agreed again.
On the fourth day God created man.
God said, "Eat, sleep, play, have sex, enjoy. Do nothing, just enjoy, enjoy. I'll give you twenty years."
Man said, "What? Only twenty years? No way man. Tell you what, I'll take my twenty, and the forty cow gave back, and the ten monkey gave back and the ten dog gave back. That makes eighty, okay?"
“Okay," said God. "You've got a deal."
So that is why for the first twenty years we eat, sleep, play, have sex, enjoy, and do nothing;
for the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family;
for the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain our grandchildren;
and for the last ten years we sit in front of the house and bark at everybody.
Life has now been explained!!!..... your welcome J
10:20 AM
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the "chris-down" has begun... as of today (after classes) i only have 29 DAYS til i get to see him again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the "matt-down" is a little longer, but understandably... his is 40 DAYS!!!!!!!!! hehe...
schlitterbaun and camping...doesn't that just sound like SOOOO much fun? gotta convince the 'rents now...dang. i dunno how i'm gunna do that, but...we'll see... any suggestions?
8:22 AM
dimanche, avril 11, 2004
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I'M BACK AT SCHOOL! i'm trying to be excited about it, but...well...yeah. i missed everyone here while i was home but i already miss everyone from home..and i just got here. but thanks to my GREAT friends (matt, katie and karen) i made it without falling asleep...though i did "nod off" a little. anyway...yeah!
10:27 PM
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my mommy poured me a glass of wine with dinner tonight...and i drank the whole thing. she said i deserve it after...well...all THAT stuff...
i'll blog more later, i'm kinna tired (no, REALLY tired!).
12:49 AM
samedi, avril 10, 2004
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well...i had the interview with londonderry this morning. i'm not EVEN going to analyze that, though. if i get it, i get it and i'll gladly take it...if i don't, i'll either work for the Y, go to college station (which my dad does NOT want me to do) or i won't work this summer and i'll just go to school fulltime. guess i'll just have to wait and see.
last night i got some not so happy news...richard's on the list.
for those of you who don't know, richard (my brother-21), is in the marines and has been on and off "the list" (to go to iraq) a few times now and...well...last night he called me while my mom and i were at randall's getting ann some flowers for her birthday and told me that he's at the top of the list to go in september. i cried. HOPEFULLY he won't end up going, but it kinna looks like he's really going to go this time. that's not a very happy thing... anyway, so...yeah.
I GOT TO SEE ANN AND CHRIS LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!! wow...that was really nice. i cried (can you tell i do that a lot at home) when they hugged me...something i've needed for a long itme. i wish i had someone at school that i could go to when i need a hug or to cuddle or something. but it seems like i'm not the only girl that feels that way...why can't guys just get the hint? or maybe there really are that few that like to do that kinna stuff. don't guys know that if they can make a girl happy she can make him REALLY happy!? i guess it just doesn't sink in. *sigh* oh well.
it's really nice to be home and get to TALK to ann about all this...crap...going on. i mean...i've told her about it and stuff but it's different being around her and being on the phone/online with her.
right now i'm wearing the jeans that i wore to cowboys thursday night and they REALLY smell like smoke. *yucky* i shoulda washed 'em last night but...too late to say that now!
I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL!!! love y'all!!!
9:12 AM
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get your OWN blob!!!
8:56 AM
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it's random...i know...but it's good! *hehe* is it true?!
Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?
8:48 AM
vendredi, avril 09, 2004
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well...i'm home now!!! I LOVE BEING HOME!!!! i miss my family when i'm at school...BIG time...
last night i went out with melissa, jessica and andrea to cowboys! it was fun...for the most part. i didn't "dance" with anyone...neither did jess but i did DANCE! (some of you know what that means, some of you don't...if you don't...it's probably a good thing.) jess picked me up last night at 9:30 and i got back to my dorm and FINALLY into bed at 4:30...only to wake up at 6:30 to pack connie up and leave (since i was parked in alkek i had to move before 7 so i didn't get a ticket). well...i tossed and turned for about 30 minutes, finally fell asleep and when my alarm went off i turn it off and rolled back over. needless to say, i didn't get up until 7:32 so i grabbed some clothes, threw 'em on, grabbed all my stuff and ran out the door HOPING that by some miracle the parking police hadn't been there yet to give me a ticket. THANK GOODNESS they hadn't, so i'm ticket free! then i had some MAJOR running around to do so i took care of that and was FINALLY off at 8:40 (i think). 11:00 i drove into my driveway! YAY!!! not too much happened on the way over. i drove "speed limit" the whole way with my foot touching the gas MAYBE 5 times between the beginning of I-10 and katy. oooooh well. hehe. aaaaanyway...that's pretty much it!
1:33 PM
jeudi, avril 08, 2004
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i think i'm in love! (thanks to jess and mike!) no, but seriously...hockey is SOOO the coolest sport to watch. don't get me wrong, football is still my favorite sport to play (cuz if i tried to skate and work with a stick at the same time...it'd just all be over) but hockey...there's something about that sport!
i actually understand some of it too! i mean...the whole off-sides thing still kinna confuses me but i understand the reasoning for the rule, it just...doesn't really make sense i guess. *sigh* wow...last night was fun, though!
i left mike's room around 10 to go to the library to meet up with will to study for our anatomy practical and we were on the 7th floor until almost 1:00...but SURE didn't study that whole time. the stupid "rent-a-cop" kept walking around telling people that they were in a "cellphone-free" area and handed them a little sheet of paper that says where you're allowed to be on your phone and stuff. (will got one on his way up to meet me. it was kinna funny.)
i went to the river today by myself cuz karen went to an early class so she could go home and erin's in class. i was THINKING about going home tonight, but i just don't think i can do it. i don't think that driving home from 8 until about 11 or 11:30 is such a smart idea considering i went to bed around 1:30 and woke up at 6:30 to shower and get ready for my class. so i'd be driving home...alone...late...on 5 hrs of sleep. it just doesn't really sound like a very smart OR safe idea to me. buuuuut if i get out of lab tonight and i'm not tired at all (which is doubtful since im already a little yawny) then i just might make the trip...or at least attempt to. like i said, we'll just have to see.
richard called me today! it was really exciting. he was calling me a million times everyday and then stopped until today. the first time i've talked to him in about a week. he talks to karen more than he talks to me. i don't know whether to be excited or upset, but it's no biggy...i don't think.
i got my housing assignment for next year!!!!! COLLEGE INN ROOM 872, BABY!!!!!! jess...you GOTTA get into college inn! then we'll all be together! talk about easy to call a meeting! haha... mike, did you ever find out where that room is, by the way? i think i'm gunna see if i can find it anywhere online.
i wish i had more interesting stuff to talk about but...i think i'm fresh outta ideas... until later...
2:59 PM
mercredi, avril 07, 2004
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i woke up this morning (to erin drying her hair) and thought "i feel like looking 'cute' today since last night was such a *crap* night." yeah, so i got up around 8:15, walked to the bathroom without any pants on (can you tell i feel at home here now?) and jumped in for a quick shower. then i came back and was going to wear a skirt with a cute little tanktop. then i looked at the weather and while it's SUPPOSED to get up to 80 today, it was only 61 at the time and i didn't really wanna be cold walking to the music building so i changed my mind and was going to wear a shirt and a sleeved top. then i threw the whole skirt idea out the window and now i'm wearing jeans, my hair amess and a sleeved shirt.
today's going to HAVE to be a good day because if it's ANYTHING like yesterday...i just can't have two yesterdays in a row. i was there for at LEAST a month already and...i just can't go back. sooo...if you have any ideas on how to "cheer me up" or what i can do to get/stay in a good mood, please pass 'em on!
i know that yesterday i thanked people for things they've been saying (nice things...not the mean ones that someone decided to throw in my face that i REALLY didn't need to hear at the moment) to me recently and that when i got "down" i was going to read them, but i suppose i probably lied when i said that. last night i forgot all that stuff and...i think that's why i was in such "a mood" (and if you don't know what that means, mike, don't worry about it).
my intro to fine arts prof today said that he's not going to "take off" if we aren't in class on friday (since it's Good Friday) and asked who would still be there. sadly, i was the only one to raise my hand because why should i NOT go if i'm going to have to stay for the other 2 classes that day? granted, i could sleep in, but i'm not going out thursday night so that doesn't matter and...yeah. HOWEVER, if my other 2 profs say they are going to "look the other way" then i will just go home after my lab thursday night and HOPEFULLY get home around 10:30. that way, i can go straight to church and at least sit in the chapel for a while...just me and my Bible and my thoughts... hopefully today prabhakaran will say something about friday's class. i think we have a test coming up soon, though, so i don't really want to miss all the notes we may get from then. i do, however, have 2 of the library practice tests and will get the one he puts up when he puts it up so i will have 3 of the practice tests...i wonder if it would really hurt me to skip another one of his classes?! *sigh* i guess i'll just have to wait and see...
oh, and yesterday in the cubicle was LOTS of fun! i don't remember if i wrote about it or not, but we (being jess, mike and i) made some decisions about next year, threw some ideas out on the lawn and...yeah. it should be a good year! ...i hope...
10:35 AM
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MOMENTS IN LIFE
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!
When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Please send this message to those people who mean something to you (I JUST DID); to those who have touched your life in one way or another; to those who make you smile when you really need it; to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down; to those whose friendship you appreciate; to those who are so meaningful in your life.
If you don't send it, don't worry, nothing bad will happen to you; you will just miss out on the opportunity to brighten someone's day with this message!!!
Don't count the years-count the memories...........
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away!
8:44 AM
mardi, avril 06, 2004
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so, it's one of thoes days that won't get better until someone sweeps me off my feet....because thats what i need!
you know what...forget "sweeps me off my feet". right now i'd go for an f'ing hug...not even that...how about some guy saying "wow...you're a girl, right?" but no. every other girl on this whole stupid campus can get a guy to acknowledge her. all i want is ONE. i'm not asking for all of 'em. just one...but i guess i can't be picky, so instead of that "one" that i want...i'll take anyone!
man, i sure am in a grouchy mood...i would appologize if this hurts any feelings, but i don't feel like it right now. in fact...right now i feel like being a big, mean pit bull...not EVEN a pit bull...just...yeah.
from karen:
"boys are like Fununs...sometimes the bag is good at first and nothing else will satisfy the craving, but eventually you realize it wasn't as good as you had invisioned!" (thanks, karen! i love you!!)
i think i'm just a little hungry for some lovin'. if you're the one that wants to give it...just let me know!
11:58 PM
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chocolate covered strawberries are a VERY sexual dessert to women because there's something in strawberries and chocolate that turn a woman on. (i was telling erin and karen this because i was TOTALLY craving stawberries earlier...i tend to do that around...now...)
karen: yeah, or maybe it's because they're hard on the oustide until you bite it and it gets soft and juicy!
11:57 PM
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(from karen...)
When I think about it, my eyes glaze over and I can't help but smile, that smile of purity and affection. That smile of innocence and a dreamlike state. I can't help but feel a certain magic about it and I can't get that image out of my mind, not that I want to, of the beauty that was before me, and the look it gave me. The words said and the eyes piercing me with the questions and answers of what was said before a word was uttered. I knew what was to be said, I wanted to say it, but the eyes staring at me stole my breath and made me doubt that both could want this. Not me, this would never happen to me, but, yes, it was. The smiles on the face, the silky touch, all will be remembered, for in my eyes it was magic, and nothing can replace it. The experience was one that can't be forgotten because of its occurence. Things like this are written down, for the value is too great to forget.
8:22 PM
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today has been filled with lots of nice comments/compliments from people. to all of you who said something to me today (or who told me something that someone else said about me...if it was good)...THANK YOU!!! it's made a hard week a little easier to get through! i'm just going to keep going back to those comments when i get a little...down...
3:22 PM
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just to set the record straight (kaleb, this is for you)...in a relationship, THE WOMAN IS ALWAYS RIGHT! in a fight, THE WOMAN IS ALWAYS RIGHT! the reason? if she's mad, you're not gunna get ANYTHING for a long while. it's easier just to say "baby, you're right" and know to yourself that she's totally wrong, but...yeah. on the other hand, however, WOMEN MUST LET THE GUY WIN EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE!!!!!!!! he may be totally wrong, but if you're talking sports, cars, bikes, etc. LET HIM WIN!
ok...enough about that now...i just had to get that out!
3:19 PM
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ok...so about last night... wow...that was SOOOO much fun! i talked to mike a little too! hehe...he's such a funny guy! *wink* ...and i talked to matt... i wish i understood that stuff...it's just too confusing for me right now. maybe over the summer all that stuff will figure itself out?! what was i going to say about last night? i think i wrote about it all last night. i think i FINALLY got in bed around 3...and had to get up at 6:41 to take a shower and get ready for class. IT WAS SOOOO YUCKY OUTSIDE THIS MORNING! i'm soooo glad i didn't do anything to my hair (including put it in a ponytail) because it was pouring rain. groooooooss. at least the rain has stopped for now, though. anyway, i had my knee taping practical today. i was the model for 2 people and did mine at 11:40 or something like that. it's nice to have that over with now!
i'm such a loser. i have, like, 4 rolls of athletic tape on my desk right now because i've been practicing tearing it so i wouldn't get to the practical and not be able to like sometimes happens.
thanks, kyle, for the little...message about last night! made my day!!!! :-D if ONLY you knew... sorry you didn't enjoy swimming the 500, but after the first 200 it should have gotten easier...if you swam it straight without and breaks. otherwise every 200 (for me and erin, at least) really sucks! (it's the 100-200 that kills. once i get past that i could swim all day...)
have you ever had a friend say something and...it just makes you really happy? (thanks, chris!)
Cmb2685: guys are losers
SwimFly816: haha
SwimFly816: i'll second that emotion!
1:15 PM
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Back of the Bottom Drawer
-Chely Wright
In the back of the bottom drawer
Of the dresser by our bed
Is a box of odds and ends that I have always kept
But the man who sleeps beside me
Doesn't know it's even there
Little pieces of my past
That I shouldn't have to share
A napkin that is stained with time
Has a poem on it that didn't quite rhyme, but it made me cry
In a 'Dear Jane' letter from a different guy
He broke up with me and he told me I'm not always right
And a stolen key from an old hotel room door
In the back of the bottom drawer
I don't keep these things 'cause I'm longing to go back
I keep them because I want to stay right where I'm at
I'm reminded of my rights and wrongs
I don't want to mess this up
But I wouldn't know where I belong
Without this box of stuff
A birthday card from my first boyfriend
He signed it 'I love you' so I gave in
Yeah, we went too far in his daddy's car
And those Mardi Gras beads from '98
We danced all night, stayed out so late
We thought we were stars, closing down the bars
That champagne was cheap but still I've got that cork
In the back of the bottom drawer
I?m not trying to hide these things from the man I love today
But I?m a better woman for him, thanks to my yesterdays
So now I try to give more than I take
And I bite my tongue, fight the urge to say it's my way
Or no way at all
And now I cherish love a whole lot more
'Cause of what's
In the back of the bottom drawer
12:29 PM
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soooo...i don't think erin, karen, britt and i should EVER be able to hang out late at night EVER again. 4 girls...in our state of mind...NEVER hanging out like this. but, damn, we sure have been having a BLAST!
karen: i'm a f*ing garbage disposal!
karen, thanks SOO much for letting me go walking with you. i totally needed it...and feel soo much better now. i feel like i have a clean slate now, but i hope you don't mind me venting to you like that... a mile and a half?! you think!? hehe...i'll just have to take your word on that because i was too busy talking and listening to count the laps. and i hope those CDs help at least a little.
ok, for everyone else... today...hmmm...what to talk about... i had my 5th med terms test and don't think i did very well on it. i've kind of given up all hopes of exempting that final, though. i mean, not to be too sure or anything, but i think i can get an "A" in that class but...a 97 is kinna outta reach unless i got a 100 on the test yesterday which i KNOW i didn't get. but it's not that big of a deal. i'll just take the stupid final with my 60 bijillion flashcards. *ugh* oh well.... enough about that, right? it was a kinna pooy day... not sunny outside, but erin and i went to the san marcos activity center to go swimming but when we got there, the pool was closed so we couldn't do that. so we decided to go tanning...except our memberships are expired. so we decide we're gunna go to the movies...but if we go before the fanatics meeting, i'll miss it...and mike said i HAD to be there (and just for him i went *wink*!). i think that kinna made erin mad, but we went after my meeting to see the prince and me with karen, britt and cara! it was a cute movie...but made me want MY prince charming...if there is such a guy out there. *hello* then erin and i came back and she got a sandwich and i got a salad from jones (my tummy still hurt). then karen asked me to go walking with her at the track, so i grabbed my umbrella (thinking it'd rain) and left to go meet her at her dorm. i hate walking around campus alone in the dark so i ususally call someone while i'm walking... well, chris was the one i called up until...about 2 months ago, but for some reason my finger hit his number last night so i talked to him on my way to san marcos hall. it was...a strained conversation, i think. i'm just glad he actually answered the phone and didn't hang up on me. i guess that's a step, right? it was the usual school, life convo...nothing "miree and chris like" but...oh well...small steps, right? so i got to karen's dorm and her STUPID phone wouldn't work so some guy let me into the dorm and i met her at her door and we were off. now...while you all know i would NORMALLY blog about what i talk about...this one needs to stay on the DL, i think. it's a little too personal (for me) to blog. if you are close to me, you: (1) already know, (2) will know soon enough, (3) might as well just ask me if you want to know and i haven't told you yet! [just consider yourselves warned...it's about guys *surprise surprise* so if you're sick of my "boy troubles" don't even ask!] ok, so we finished our walk because the wind was really picking up and stuff and went back to karen's dorm where she FINALLY did all her laundry. thank GOODNESS!!! hehe...we've been tellin each other that we were going to do it since "last tuesday." erin and i did ours the other day, but karen still hadn't done her's so we got that in and went back upstairs and watched a little country music videos (YAY FOR COUNTRY MUSIC!!!!!!!!) and called britt and erin to see if they wanted to go get ice cream from wal-mart with us. after we put karen's clothes from the washer to the dryer, we went to get britt and erin from elliot and were off. WOW!! it would have been a VERY bad time to get on someone's "bad side". if you know what i mean...good. if not...don't ask! 4 girls...MAJOR cravings...all together at the same time...singing REALLY loud to CRAZY songs (WHERE HAVE ALL THE COWBOYS GONE? OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!) when we got to wal-mart, we convinced britt to get in the cart (since her knee's still a little ouchied up) so we (no, ERIN) pushed her around. we decided against ice cream and went for little pizza bites instead. man, let me tell you...that HIT the spot! karen's ice cream was good, though! we came back to elliot and cooked the pizza things and sat outside at the picnic tables eating them. ok, THIS is why we should never hang out again...we went CRAZY! i don't think i should ever repeat what happened, but...oh, that poor guy! karen, i can't believe you actually asked him that question. thank goodness i have a million pictures between the million health classes i'm taking at the moment. feeling sooo sorry for him. "uh...i don't know, but i'll ask kmy girlfriend and get back to you on that one." haha...i think he was a little scared! sooooo...we came inside to hang out a little more (actually, i'm not sure WHY we came back inside, but it sounds better to say that!) so we're sitting in here and THEY STARTED HARRASSING MY BIG MONKEY!!! (yes, chris...the one you sent me for valentine's day.) poor guy! they were being really loud about it so meredith (the girl that lives on the other side of our wall) came and knocked at our door and asked what we were doing because she thought it was just erin and i...just a little surprised, i think, to see 2 other girls in our room. after making fun of us a little, she went back to her room and started being all...funny too! man...she's the coolest person to share a wall with! anyway, i'm gunna go...we're goin back to karen's to help her move clothes from the dryer to her room, so...yeah! i'll blog more later!
1:57 AM
lundi, avril 05, 2004
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"Girls are like apples on trees the best ones are at the top. Most boys don't want to reach for the good ones b/c they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground, that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong w/ them when in reality they are amazing. That is why we just have to be patient and wait for the right boy-the one who takes a chance to find the good and right apple will come someday."
- Sarah Bratton
9:27 PM
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sadly enough, i got this from a ninth grader's profile, but...yeah. i thought it was funny so...ENJOY! (and guys...take notes!)
How to impress a woman:
Compliment her, cuddle her, kiss her, caress her, love her, tease her, protect her, hug her, wine and dine her, buy nice things for her, listen to her, stand by her, support her, bring flowers to her, go to the ends of the earth for her...
How to impress a man:
Show up naked. Bring beer.
3:20 PM
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random thought of the day:
i think boys are no good...i think that's what i've decided...
1:45 PM
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i didn't sleep very much last night. i tossed and turned the WHOLE night (probably due to some major tummy ouchies, but...) but at least i'm not tired today. *knock on wood* my alarm went off at 5:30 and while i SHOULD have gotten up and gone to practice, hard work just doesn't really sound like fun to me right now. so instead i reset my alarm so i could move my car from alkek to lindsey lot. (not too much fun.) well...the weather here REALLY SUCKS today. and probably will until, like, next week sometime. how horrible is that? april showers need to go away, in my opinion. when katie comes there had BETTER be good weather cuz i REALLY wanna take her to the river!
last night someone came and wrote a note on our dry erase board and neither of us can figure out who did it. we THINK we know, but...that person couldn't possibly have done it because he/she doesn't live in our dorm and you have to have a swipy card to get in all the time. it's kinna freaky, actually, because we both woke up last night when our door was banging against the frame (i think this was when whoever wrote the note was writing it because that makes the door move). last night, however, i was convinced in my half-awakeness that there was a girl-eating monster on the other side of the door that was trying to get in to eat us. *sigh* such a childish thought, i know, but at 2 in the morning (or whatever time it was) it didn't seem so ridiculous. soooo...if it was you that wrote the note, thanks, but next time, SIGN IT PLEASE!!!!
yay! i'm wearing a shirt chris got me and can't help but think of him. thanks sooo much! you're the greatest friend i could ever have asked for. i can't wait til i get to spend time with you again this summer. hopefully everything can go back to how it used to be and we won't have this...strangness between us. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! *big hugs* i think the "chris countdown" is around 40 right now. correct me if i'm wrong, though.
well, kiddos, i've got an interview with londonderry over the break. we'll see what happens...*wish me luck*
alright, i gotta study for my med terms test...i still have about 25 diseases that i don't know so...*blaaaaaaa*
7:58 AM
dimanche, avril 04, 2004
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get this...between the two of us, erin and i just spent $9.00 on laundry. THAT'S INSANE!!!! oh well...at least now we'll have something to wear until we get home for easter!
2:32 PM
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yay for daylight savings... :( tomorrow morning's swim practice at 5:30 (which will feel like 4:30) is NOT going to be very much fun. *sigh*
neither or us have any clothes left so we're doing our laundry right now. it's kinna funny, though, because we decided to wash our clothes together to save money...and space (we only have 6 washers and dryers in this dorm)...but we wash clothes totally differently. she separates hers into, like, 7 different loads and i separate mine into 3 (at school...4 at home). so it was interesting trying to decide how we were going to combine clothes. anyway, we did...into 6 different loads...just enough to fill ALL of the washing machines. thank goodness there wasn't anyone else with the idea of doing ALL of their laundry today. i gotta go in a little bit to move all of the clothes to the dryers, though, cuz erin ran outta here to go to a chi-o thing. so much for all the stuff we HAD to do today. we'll do it later, i'm sure...except maybe swimming and tanning.
KATIE'S GUNNA COME SEE ME IN TWO WEEKS (hopefully)!!!!!!!!! :-D i'm sooo excited. hopefully the weather will be AMAZING and we can all go float the river like erin and karen and i have been looking forward to doing since...forever. we'll see, though... I'M SOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!! I MISS MY KATIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, so i was going to write about it the other day but forgot about it until i found a note i wrote to myself this morning. aaanyway, there's a bird that has perched itself outside our window that sings all night long. like, starting at 11:00 pm this bird sings until at LEAST 3:00 am. erin and i have decided that it's a little messed up in the head and i think it was raised by owls and thinks it's supposed to make lots and lots of noise at night...but let me tell YOU something...*UGH* stupid bird...dropped too many times as a kid...
watching dirty dancing last night was lots of fun! erin and i sang some of the songs and quoted some of the lines. i watched a documentary on the filming of the movie the other day, so i was telling her some of the crazy little facts that i learned from it while we were watching. i'm sure i was getting really really annoying with them all last night, but just like the great roommate that she is, she didn't ONCE tell me to shut up! isn't she just the greatest?! i'm sure you're all jealous...as you should be!
"i'm afraid of a lot of things but most of all i'm afraid of walking out of this room and never feeling the way i feel when i'm with you."
"nobody puts baby in the corner."
SOOOOOO SEXY THAT MAN!!!!!!!!!!! :-D
2:14 PM
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