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OH THE DRAMA...
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vendredi, novembre 19, 2004
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this may sound a little weird because it's kind of hard to explain, but one of the things robert does in his job is fix people's computers for them...by connecting over the internet. bob and his printer have been giving me some problems recently, mainly running really slowly and taking a REALLY long time to sent things to the printer. anyway, through robert's work website, we can link our computers and he can "take control" of bob and try to find/fix the problem. i think it's really cool and VERY safe since he can't do anything until i releive controls to him...so he can't just get on here and mess with my stuff...not that he would anyway...i hope...
well, after messing around for QUITE some time on this darned thing, his diagnosis for bob is that he's trying to run everything through the pcu instead of the ____. rob said bob is trying to feed information in marble slab scoop sizes instead of teaspoon sizes and it just doesn't work. and my pcu (i think that's the right term) is constantly running at 100%...so...yeah. bob gets to go to houston for thanksgiving. rob doesn't think it has anything to do with the printer, though, so he has to stay here. *haha*
totally new subject: i talked to richard yesterday online and he told me that he's moving into the "apartment" across from adam's. that, pretty much, means he's moving into an apartment like san marcos hall from an apartment like elliot hall...and for those of you who have ever seen those two dorms...you KNOW how dramatic the change will be...for the better. anyway, he also told me that he will be coming home (to baton rouge, i assume) from dec. 22 to dec. 28. granted, that means he will not be home for the reunion, but he will be with us for christmas eve (church and presents) and christmas day (more presents).
sooo...now i'm waiting on bob to finish checking the ad-aware stuff...which will take the rest of the night...then i have to call rob back so he can explain what else i have to do and he can reconnect to me from home. LOVELY enough...everyone in my dorm is going out...and while they say they want me to go, i don't really feel welcome and...oh...whatever the heck. i don't care.
road trip is tomorrow and while i SHOULD be really excited, i'm not. i just...don't really want to go. no offense, but the past 2 weren't so great and i'm just not in the mood for that stuff right now. don't get me wrong, i'm going to "put on a happy face" and get my booty out there and do the "yay! go team" thing, but...you get the picture.
i really think last night's conversation (while it's over and taken care of and...things are ok) just really put me in a bummed mood. i wish i could just forget things as easily as you can, but i can't. i know, i know. "forgive and forget." (don't get me wrong, i have nothing to forgive you for because you didn't do anything wrong...it was TOTALLY mutual, so please don't think i'm placing the blame on you.) i just...can't do the forget part. things like that...i really didn't sleep last night because i didn't know what to think. i'm kinna tired and grumpy...and the roommate stuff NEVER makes me feel better. i'm just...sick of it. i'm ready to go home and be away from girls...the ones here, at least. everyone here seems so fake..."oh, you look SOO cute!" and as soon as she turns away "i can't believe she's wearing that..." SO OVER IT!! damn. if you think i look bad, you don't have to tell me (cuz that HURTS) but don't go out of your f-ing way to LIE to me about it. that's just bull shit. (please excuse my language...but for a very select few of you, you'll know--by the language--just how strongly i feel about this.)
*sigh* whatever. it's out. i'm "shoving it under the rug" just like i have everything else that's bothered me this semester. i wish i had the guts to start a fight and get it all out, but i'd rather just keep it to myself and keep things at least semi-peaceful.
i have to go put britt's clothes in the dryer for her...because...nm
6:42 PM
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