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OH THE DRAMA...

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vendredi, février 18, 2005
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(appologies for the language, but i stole this from meredith)
Find yourself. That is the most important challenge you will ever face. If you never see for yourself who you are then you will never be satisfied with anything you do. Fuck the sugarcoating. Fuck the bullshit. Be real to yourself and be truthful to what is real.
haha...so i guess that's pretty much the same as "be happy with youself" or "love yourself". none of those have i done. i'm sick of being the person that i am. i wish i knew how to change and be someone else. i'm getting tired of "ruining a good thing" because i'm too scared of what's next. why do i do it? i have NO idea. who does it hurt most? the one person it hurts me most to hurt. maybe there will be forgiveness for this one, maybe not. but even if there is...what's to say it won't happen again?
10:44 PM
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