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OH THE DRAMA...
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dimanche, octobre 23, 2005
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found this on a friend's xanga. i wasn't tagged, but...it's still fun, right?
10 years ago: i was 10 years old at the top (5th grade) of mittelstadt elementary school. i was in mrs. anderson's homeroom and switched with mrs. cooper. because i was in the gt program, i also had mrs. shaw on tuesdays (i think?). my best friend was sammy rau, even though we weren't in the same class...or the same hallway. i had a HUGE crush on eric susawin (don't know if that's right) and nathan ray. i thought it was really cool to wear clothes that were WAY too big for me. i swam on atex and madeTAGS in three events two weekends before i aged up to 11-12. umm...i wanted to be a vet, i think. that's kind of all i can remember.
5 years ago: i was 15 years old and a sophomore at klein high school. this was my "i'm so lost" year because sammy, erin, and i weren't really friends anymore, chris and i weren't dating and weren't really friends, i didn't really have a "group" or anything. jessica wald and alexis kissic were my "best friends" this year. i think this is probably the year that i threw myself into band because i didn't know what else to do. my mom and i became very close this year because i was sooo miserable without friends. i had a lot of suicidal thoughts on and off throughout my sophomore year. i was in love with chris...but he was dating someone else. this was the year i stopped caring what i looked like because it didn't seem to matter to anyone. i joined BPA and earned my letter jacket at a stupid interview comeptition...but at least i earned it.
4 years ago: i was a junior in high school. katie wynns and i were drill instructors together for the bass clarinet/clarinet section of the band. i still didn't really have a "group" to hang out with but i guess it didn't really bother me too much. katie wynns was my best friend second semester, but i don't really know if i had a "best friend" first semester. things were weird for me. i was in HOSA and loved my class. things were pretty cool, i guess. evan farmer was my hard-core crush, but i was still in love with chris...who was still dating other people.
3 years ago: i was a BIG BAD SENIOR and took control of the bass clarinet section. i became the "band mom" and "bass clarinet fairy". michael wheeler and i dated first semester. i was dating michael and went to homecoming with matt hamilton. chris and i were friends again...kind of. ann rasch and i got close this year, but we'd known each other for YEARS before this from church. i went to visit katie wynns at swt and fell in love with the campus. i applied to swt, texas a&m, ut, and lsu and was only accepted to swt...which was ok because that was where i really wanted to go anyway. chris and i dated second semester, went to prom, and went on a trip together to new york.
2 years ago: i was a little one at a BIG school--txstate. erin jones was my roommate, my best friend, my second concious, etc. we were practically inseperable. we lived in elliot hall...the worst place on campus. the people who lived diagonally from us HATED us...but we never knew why. meredith became a pretty good friend second semester, but that was pretty much all i knew about the people who lived in our building. i joined bobcat fanatics and thought i had friends in there, but have recently figured out that was all...whatever. i played powder puff with the fanatics, and that was pretty much my life. i got a 3.53 my first semester of college. this was the first time since chris and i had met that we were more than 5 minutes apart...and it was really hard since i was still in love with him even though i had broken up with him before coming off to college. second semester was one of the lowest points i've ever been in my life. without erin, i don't think i would have made it. second semester was when i met karen and britt. the four of us hung out a little, but it was really tiresome to pretend to be happy around them. because i didn't really have anything else to do, i threw myself into my school work and ended the semester with a 4.0. i started dating matt robinson in march. this was my first year NOT to swim on our neighborhood summer league team (because i was too old) so i coached for londonderry lightning bolts with vanessa gnatzig and kimchi gibbs.
1 year ago: last year i was a sophomore here for the first semester then transfered home to tomball for a semester because i hadn't been able to register for anything but core classes for spring so i decided to go home and save money. i was the bobcat fanatic treasurer for the first semester. chris and i started dating right before fall semester but he was at sfa and i was in san marcos. that's a 4 hr, 250 mile drive for anyone who wants to know. um...i lived in college inn with erin, britt, and jessica mcneely. things with erin got really stressed at times because i knew she was leaving at the end of the semester to transfer to ut and i didn't really have any close friends besides her, so karen and i became really close. i got a 3.53 fall semester, then went home and got a 4.0 at home. i coached the londonderry swim team again.
Today: i'm currently a junior at txstate living in bobcat village with carol deyoung. i didn't know her before i moved in, but it's been really nice. i love having my own room and my own bathroom where i can just close out the rest of the world and take a BUBBLE bath if i want. it's my bathroom, i clean it, so i know when it's clean enough for a bath and not. chris and i are still together even though he's still at home. he's transfering up here next semester. i am taking a STUPID class that doesn't count for anything and have become really good friends with a lot of the people in the class (all it's been good for). it's nice to have a "group" to hang out with again. speaking of which...they're supposed to come over in a bit to watch desperate housewives and grey's anatomy!
5 snacks that I enjoy:
1) gushers
2) ice cream
3) chips
4) candy
5) popsicles
5 things I would do with a million dollars:
1) pay for school
2) get connie's window, odometer, front end and driver's window fixed
3) buy something to put my tv on so it's not on the floor
4) ask my dad what to do with the rest
5) .....
5 places I would run away to:
1) chris's arms
2) home
3) san diego
4) new york
5) far away from here
5 bad habits:
1) biting my nails
2) "mothering" everyone
3) being lazy
4) gossiper
5) getting mad about stupid nothings
5 people I tag this to:
1) jordyn
2) brandon
3) julie
4) kathy
5) richard
5:18 PM
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