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OH THE DRAMA...
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lundi, novembre 07, 2005
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i know...it's been a really long time. things have been hectic around here for a while and i haven't known what was and what wasn't appropriate, so...yeah. here i am, though. trying to get at least SOMETHING down. i've been stressed out and i think it's because i don't blog nearly as much as i used to so i keep everything botteled up inside instead of getting it all out in typing...if that makes any sense.
chris and austin came up this weekend. i turned 21 on friday. yay. we had a get together saturday night. txstate won the football game saturday afternoon. i got a job working at the gristmill as a hostess. i don't remember the last time i updated, so if you already knew that...sorry. this coming weekend i'm going to the txstate/sfa game with chris. that'll be fun, i hope. can't wait to CREAM the lumberjacks!!!! haha. i hate being a girl sometimes. actually...about two weeks out of every month i hate being a girl. haha...when you think about it, that's, like half a year. 2 weeks out of every month turns into 6 months out of every year, 26 weeks out of every year, wait...that's not right. more like 24 weeks. anyway...whatever. it's a LOT of the time to hate myself. haha...and people wonder why i have a low self-esteem and why i seem so depressed. i'm NOT depressed...people just think i am. silly people.
i hate pat stone. i really do. i don't like ANYTHING about her. i haven't learned a darn thing in that class except how to despise a teacher. the only thing good that has come out of that HORRIBLE "class" is making friends. kathy, jill, susie, sarah, heather, holly, erin, walter, tim...whoever else. it's just...getting old everything that happens in there. if no one needs it, why do we have to have it? she told me that she's taught this class a whole bunch...she told us (as a class) that she's taught it before but i'm having a REALLY hard time recently believing her. we've got these projects to do (lesson plans to be exact) and we were supposed to present them twice. first time was just a brief 15 minute skeleton lesson plan and the class was going to give feedback as to what could be changed to make it a better lesson. the second was going to be 50 minutes long and was going to be the full lesson plan that you would give if you were actually teaching the skill to a class. fine, right? yeah. that didn't bother me. it actually sounded like a decent idea. well. we were supposed to get 2 of the short lesson plans done per day but since feedback was taking longer than expected, she decided that we'd only do one a day because the feedback was a very important part of the whole process. that's really cool...except now we're in a crunch for time to get everything finished by the end of the semester. she's trying to squeeze 2 long lesson plans into a 50 minute period. please explain to me how we're going to fit two 50 minute lesson plans into 50 minutes?!?!?! anyway...all that aside, i figured out that if we each get to do 50 minutes for our lesson plans (there are either 8 or 9 groups) we'll finish those on dec. 2...which is the second to last day of class. well...that's no big deal, EXCEPT we've still got another project we have to do worth 15% of our grade. the last day of class is reserved for evaluations (trust me...sick or not, i'll be there THAT day) so i don't think we'd have time to do anything else that day.
ok. enough about pot. i failed a test today. i'm going to fail another test tomorrow. my costochondritis is acting up all of a sudden and it REALLY hurts. i wish i knew where my medicine was. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!
COUNTDOWN...
class days left: 17
classes left: 44
txstate/sfa game: 5
thanksgiving break: 15
finals: 29
christmas break: 36 or 37
go home for christmas break: 37
chris's birthday: 38
grades posted: 39
christmas: 48
3:35 PM
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