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OH THE DRAMA...
Adopt your own useless blob!

go bobcats all the way and keep the maroon and gold on high. fight on for every play until you hear that bobcat *smack* battle cry. we're gunna cheer for our team today until the whole world knows our name. there's no doubt about it, we're gunna shout it, bobcats will win this game!!!
 
mardi, avril 17, 2007
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WOW! It's been so long since the last time I posted anything on here. I probably should go back and look to see just how long it's been, but I'm not going to.

The reason that I originially made this thing was (well...two reasons, but the reason for this post is:) to rant when I needed to.

If you're in a relationship you do things with your significant other, right? You don't take "random members of the opposite sex" out to a dance bar on a Saturday night. You ESPECIALLY don't do this if your significant other is an extremely jealous person (something you have known as long as the two of you have been together). First reason? You're choosing other people over him/her on a day that you two USUALLY try to spend together (since it's the only day that you can do so). That's quite a slap in the face to the person you "are in love with". Not saying that you shouldn't have friends that are members of the opposite sex, but what's wrong with INVITING YOUR SIG. OTHER TO GO OUT WITH YOU!!! At least that way they have the option of declining without feeling unwanted. And another thing, I'm having a hard time feeling sorry for you being sick because you weren't feeling well on Saturday night and I said you should probably stay home instead of going out. What did you do? Went out with (I don't even know how many) other girls instead of taking care of yourself...and my ego.

I really just want to wash my hands of this whole thing...and I'm begining to feel that you want to just wash your hands of me. I must not be good enough for you anymore because you USED to want to spend time with me all of the time. You used to smile whenever I was around. Now as soon as i open my mouth, it's like you wish I wasn't there or that I would just leave you alone. I like to help (or think that I'm helping). They called me "Band Mom" for a reason. If you don't like it then I'm sorry that you've wasted 8 years of your life waiting for me to change, because what you see is what you get. Frankly, if this is how it's going to be forever, I think forever should end now. I'm tired of feeling less than adequate compared to other people.

If you love me and if you want me, you have to love all of me and want all of me. This is who I am. Take it or leave it.

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