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OH THE DRAMA...
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lundi, novembre 17, 2003
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one of erin's poem things was someone at a coffee shop and the lady behind the counter asks what she wants...this is pretty much stolen from erin...so i'm at least going to give her full credit for it...
people always ask what you want for christmas, for your birthday, for special occassions but...what do you REALLY want? what does ANYONE really want? i like to think i'm normal and that i want what everyone wants, but...i just don't know sometimes. am i asking for too much? am i just too picky about things?
i want success in all that i attempt. i want to find love and for once know that it exists...and to believe it. i want happiness and to never again have to fake a smile. i want that "fairy tale" ending... i want to enjoy college for all the right reasons. i want my friends to call me. i want someone to call me. i want friends... i want to feel needed. i want to feel wanted. i want to feel welcome. i want to feel appreciated. i want to feel pretty. i want someone to like me...for who i am... i want to know who i am. i want to be liked... but more than any of that, i think, i want to like myself. i want to forget all the bad about myself and for once look for the good...if there is any. i'm tired of hating myself. it really makes life just suck. : (
11:55 PM
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