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OH THE DRAMA...

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mercredi, mars 03, 2004
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i don't get it... guys can get 6-packs...celebrities (girls) can too...WHY CAN'T I?! it seems like all the ab workouts/crunches i do don't do anything for the BOTTOM part..which is the gross part. it's all the upper rectus abdominus muscles. WHY NOT THE LOWER ONES? and what about those "love handles"? why can't they go away too?! hello...i HATE being a girl... all i want is to go back to when i was in 3rd grade and be in the shape i was in then. if i knew this (present) was what i was gunna end up like, i would have taken a LOT better care of myself (ie-not quit swimming). dang that stupid band and all my friends being in stupid band... no, i'm kidding...but i wish i had kept swimming. i'm sure i could have done them both if i tried hard enough to. i might not have been able to take as many elective classes but it would have been worth it because i wouldn't be sitting here now hating myself and my body for what i did to it. oh well...i can't go back and change it... wow...that statement is SOOO relavent for SOOOO many things right now. and to think...i was single mindedly thinking ONLY of my lack of flexibility and lack of...being fit. anyway...yeah... erin and i gotta get up at 5:30 tomorrow morning because thursdays are SWIMMING days. YAY!
i got a song for you...it's "not a day goes by" by lonestar...
Got a picture of you I carry in my heart
Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
Got a memory of you I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
If you asked me how I'm doin' I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by
I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night
Thinkin' you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right
And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark
Wishin' you were next to me, your head against my heart
If you asked me how I'm doing I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by
Minutes turn to hours, and the hours to days
Seems it's been forever that I've felt this way
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by
10:41 PM
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