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OH THE DRAMA...
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vendredi, mars 12, 2004
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MORE kids on campus today. i just don't understand it...oh well.
intro to fine arts was great. we watched musical clips from movies the whole hour AND for being there when most weren't, we get 3 points extra credit...added to our FINAL average. so...if i end up with an 87...I GOT AN A!!!!!!! that's really exciting. i LOVE that prof!!!!!!!! for anyone that hasn't taken intro to fine arts at txstate and you're looking for a good, easy, FUN teacher...neely through the music department is the way to go! he doesn't give a final, just about every week you have a "test" (aka- 15-20 question quiz), he makes it fun...need i say more? and it's not "all about the music".
i have my anatomy test in about 30 minutes...can i say nervous?! i took the practice test and got all but 4 right, but i'm still really nervous. i need an A on this one to bring my average closer to an A. i want a 4.0 this semester...or at least higher than a 3.5 but we'll see what happens. i got a 91 on my anatomy practical last night. did better than i thought i did after leaving, but i thought i was going to know more going into it. i knew ALL the diagrams (for the most part) but some of the stickers were a little confusing on where they were pointing to. this time he wasn't as helpful as he usually is, either, because some people cheated last time so we didn't get to go back and look at ones we missed and stuff like that. i don't think it would have helped me one way or another, though, because the ones i missed, i just REALLY couldn't remember...except one. oh well...i remembered it AFTER i walked out of the room, but it was too late. AMAZING HOW THAT ALWAYS SEEMS TO HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!!!! man...3 and a half hours left... i just wanna go home. after all the "drama" that's been going on, i REALLY want my daddy to hug me and say it's all going to be ok. and i want to talk to jen. i want to know what she thinks. and i want to talk to chris...i miss him. i really really do! the night before he left, we stayed up late talking in my room about any and everything...i want that again. at least i have him ALL TO MYSELF tonight (i think).
i feel so friend-deprived while i'm at school. i mean, don't get me wrong...the friends that i have made here are amazing and SOOO nice to me, but it's not the same. besides poor erin who has to listen to all my drama problems, i don't have an "ice cream and chick flicks buddy" here. i mean...people say "if you need ANYTHING, don't hesitate to call" but i don't want to burden people with my petty problems, because that's all they are.
do i go out looking for drama or does it just always seem to find me? i don't get it...WHAT DID I DO?! i should sell my life story to some tv station and let them make it into a soap opera...that's been the joke since, like, 8th grade i think?! oh well...i wish i could just forget about you, but i can't...i don't know why. maybe it's because there's so much "history" and because we won't just end it that i can't once and for all get over it. we don't end anything...we always seem to say "we'll try again later" or "we'll finish this later" or whatever the case may be. oh well...maybe when i stop thinking about you i'll stop worrying about you, i'll stop writing about you, i'll be over you...
10:35 AM
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