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OH THE DRAMA...
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samedi, mars 06, 2004
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today in san antonio some members of the san marcos masters swim team are competing in a swim meet. erin and i didn't get to sign up because we were sick and didn't go to practice for, like, two weeks but it's no big deal. i think i'm going to go watch them and cheer them on and stuff. that way at least i get a feel for how masters meets run and everything so i'll know for the next one.
i have SOOOOOO many tests and stuff to study for...and i have to draw a picture *suck* for my intro to fine arts class. i really shouldn't be blogging right now, and don't know if it's a good idea to go to the meet, but i figure i'll go down there for a little bit and then leave to come back after i've watched a few good races and congratulated a few people.
i went to renee's last night after the basketball game with david, mike, kyle, jess, and one of mike and kyle's friends. it was sooooooo much fun! i love those guys! anyway...i learned how to play poker. it's a little different than the way i've seen it play before, but i learned either way. they were playing for money (i have none) but i decided not to play that time...to kind of see how they all play and stuff. MIKE'S A FREAKING HOSS!!! wow...i'm never gunna play against him for money. poor jess...we still love you though. :-D
i was THIS CLOSE to drinking last night (yes, for the first time) because i just...wanted to do it, i dunno, but since i talked to chris last night (amazing, i know) and he made me promise that if i drank i wouldn't drive, i didn't. i wasn't going to have much, though...just a sip of david's. i probably wouldn't have liked it anyway but a promise to a "best friend" is a promise to a "best friend"...something i can't break no matter how small.
speaking of best friends...isn't it funny how your "best friends" change sooo much as you grow up? i mean...mine changed from no school to elementary schoo, from elementary school to high school and in high school. now that i'm in college, i have to wonder if my "best friend" is still my best friend. i mean...when y'all are close and everything it's easy to say "i don't know where i'd be without you...i need you in my life...i can tell you ANYTHING...you're the best friend in the whole world, don't ever leave me...blah blah blah and stuff like that." something happens, and all of a sudden you don't know ANYTHING about him/her anymore. amazing, isn't it? when we were in high school people said that high school let you find your true friends and now that we're in college, people say that college will find you your best friends for the rest of your life. i thought i had the best friends in the world already from high school, but recent events have led me to believe the saying. maybe we were friends to help each other grow up, but college really does change people and when people change, friendships change...nothing you can do about it. (if anyone doesn't believe my about people changing in college, send me a message...i'll explain this SOO much better...*sigh* you naive people.)
so...to my "best friend"...maybe it's all just a joke and because we've changed, our friendship is supposed to change as well...i just wish i knew what that meant for us...
(ps-posts are going to become fewer and shorter because i don't have anything to talk about and all the tests are going to be keeping me busy for the next week...just FYI for those of you who read this religiously.)
10:51 AM
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