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OH THE DRAMA...
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mercredi, mars 10, 2004
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what the hay did i do to deserve all this? all i asked was a simple question that EVERYONE else seems to know the answer to. is it SUCH a crime for me to want to know too? i came to you like you asked me to and you still won't tell me. maybe i should go to my other sources. but, no. you mean too much to me for me to disregard your request. i wish you knew that...no, let me correct myself. i wish you accepted that you mean the world to me, but since you won't...yeah. i can't keep trying like this. when you're ready/if you're ever ready to talk to me again (in general) i'll be ready and waiting...
i have to ask...if something happened to me, would you "be there for me" like you always say you would? i mean...yeah. if friday at 4:30, my mom called you and told you that i got in a terrible accident and they weren't sure if i was going to make it or not, would you drop everything like you said you would and come sit by my hospital bedside to be with me in my time of need or would you just tell my mom you're sorry and you hope everything works out? i hope you said you wouldn't betray our friendship, but i can't help but think that it just might be too much to ask of you.
how many people do you know that would HONESTLY drop everything for you if you asked them to? i'd like to think that i have more than i'm sure i really do. people say "if you ever need ANYTHING, call me...i'll be there for you." who, though, really will be there for you?
7:43 PM
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