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OH THE DRAMA...
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mardi, septembre 21, 2004
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so mondays? NOT my favorite days. (actually, that's a lie...) i was SOO busy yesterday. didn't feel like i got any "miree time" yesterday but it's ok because i have time for that in the shower, right?
anyway, mondays...i have class from 9-11 (jowers), 12-1 (centennial) and 3-5 (jowers); fanatics officers meeting at 5:15-6; fanatics meeting 6-7-ish; dinner; START homework; talk to chris when he gets off work (11:45-ish); BED TIME!?? buuuut yesterday was a little different than that. so yesterday i had all my classes, meetings and everything, but right after the fanatics meeting (we had "free" pizza, so we didn't have to go eat dinner after the meeting) i came back to the dorm to get my book and spiral to study for my prevention of diseases test (today at 9:30) because i was going with karen to austin to hang out with matt before we had to pick britt up from the airport. so...yeah. came back, grabbed my books and we were off. then we got to matt's, baked brownies, they talked to jace online while i ATTEMPTED to study but got a little too involved in their conversation and they had to keep explaining who they were talking about since they both live in flower mound (where i'm going on oct 1) and i'm from spring. aaanyway, yeah. so after that we went to the airport to get britt and...yeah. then we came home. it was about 12:15 when we got back from austin and everything and...yeah. then i was on the phone with chris while i was "studying" until about 1:15, got in bed at 1:22 and woke up this morning at 5:33 to get ready to go workout with karen. THAT was a bit of a challenge to say the least, but i still got my 35 minutes and 365 kcals. AAAAND i did 45 crunches--15 straight; 15 to each side.
i'm WAY excited about this week. first of all, britt's home so there are 4 of us again, "fall begins" tomorrow, deryk comes on thursday for erin, i go home friday for austin's play and (hopefully) get to see mrs. chason, jordyn and vanessa, and SATURDAY I'M GOIN TO NAC TO SEE MY BABY!!!! :-D (but i'm not excited about the last one...can you tell? 4 days.) mom and dad's anniversary is on saturday, as well, so i get to pick up flowers and a card for them from the 4 of us.
i love my parents. i want a relationship like that. one THAT loving. one where we DON'T fight...at least not in front of other people. RARELY ever in front of the kids...so that when they see us fight it makes them uncomfortable instead of comforting them. i want to be loved the way my dad loves my mom. i want to make my kids SICK by kissing in front of them. just...stupid little things about my parents. i'm way lucky and i know that. sheltered? very! ok with that? YES! you know why? because i still learned the MOST IMPORTANT THING in life...how to love! even though i may not be the best at expressing it sometimes, i was taught by the best what it means to love and be loved in return...and because of it i refuse to "settle" for some guy who's gunna treat me less than my dad treats my mom. spoiled? probably. ok with that? OF COURSE!! i know how a good family feels. i know what it feels like to have a really close relationship with all of my family members...and to have a DIFFERENT kind of relationship with all of them. call me a "daddy's girl", call me a "spoiled baby", call me whatever you want...whatever makes you feel better about yourself. i know i'm lucky. i just wish everyone could have grown up in the family atmosphere i grew up in where love was always present...ALWAYS!!
enough of that...i'm going to meet jace and karen at THE JONES for socializing because k and i are going to the den for lunch after our classes...
11:01 AM
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