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OH THE DRAMA...
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vendredi, septembre 30, 2005
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LADIES FILL OUT TOP QUESTIONS
GUYS FILL OUT BOTTOM QUESTIONS
LADIES: Turned ON or OFF when a guy:
Is skinnier than you: off
Is shorter than you: off
Is taller than you: on
Has straight teeth: on
Wears braces: doesn't matter
Has green eyes: neither
Has blue eyes: neither
Has brown eyes: on
Drinks alcohol: he can't be anti-drinking
Smokes pot: OFF
Wears glasses: on.. smart boys! wee!
Has a tan: on!
Works out: on
Smiles alot: on
Calls you just to say HI: on
Lets you know he was thinking about you: on
Smacks your Ass: never had a guy do it :(
Sings: on...at least he's TRYING
Compliments you: on
Doesnt party a lot: on
Shaves his legs: off
Has facial hair: as long as he keeps it under control
Wears jewelry: depends on what kind
Has bigger feet than you: well, seeing as how i like my guys TALLER than me and my feet aren't very big, i like a guy who has bigger feet than i do
Has smaller feet than you: off
Wears cologne: on
Smiles when you walk into the room: on
Has brown hair: on
Has blonde hair: doesn't matter
Has red hair: on
Can make you laugh at any given moment:on..definately.
Doesnt care what a lot of people think: ON
Loyal: on
Laid back: on
Laughs a lot: on
WANTS to hang out with ONLY you: he should WANT to hang out with only me but shouldn't only hang out with me...if that makes sense
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GUYS: Turned ON or OFF when a girl
dresses like a slut:
dresses like a grandma:
dresses like a prep:
dresses in all black:
doesn't care what she wears:
sings:
plays musical instrument:
is shorter than you:
is same height as you:
is taller than you:
has straight teeth:
wears braces:
has chapped lips:
has green eyes:
has blue eyes:
has brown eyes:
has long hair:
has short hair:
drinks alcohol:
smokes cigarettes:
smokes weed:
wears glasses:
has blonde hair:
has brown hair:
has black hair:
has red hair:
has a tan:
works out:
smiles more than not:
calls you just to say HI:
smacks your butt:
compliments you:
shaves her legs:
wears jewelry:
has bigger feet than you:
has smaller feet than you:
smiles when you walk into the room:
wants to be a mom:
Belly piercing:
Virgin:
Laid back:
Doesnt party a lot:
laughs a lot:
doesn't care what people think about her:
believes in love at first sight/fate:
gaged ears:
Tatoos:
10:18 PM
jeudi, septembre 29, 2005
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i feel like i'm turning this blog into survey central! i mean, i know it's my blog and i can survey if i want to, but i guess i should draw the line somewhere.
evan farmer came into town tuesday afternoon and stayed until last night (well, this morning) when he left cowboys to go home for his classes at UofH. interesting, huh? we missed NO class, they missed A WEEK of class.
went to cowboys last night. carol wanted me to go with her again tonight, but i'm just too physically drained PLUS i haven't had a decent talk with my boyfriend since monday so i'm hoping to stay up late enough to talk to him then i'm HITTING THE SACK before classes tomorrow. goodness it feels like a friday/saturday night.
it's been a hard last hour. i wish this weekend was next weekend so i could go home instead of staying here. if i didn't have to work saturday for the football game i might actually have gone home this weekend instead of next weekend, but that puts a damper on things. PLUS, i think it's better this way because it gives me the opportunity to "live through it" without daddy.
schedules went up on catsweb for next semester today. i planned out my schedule already and it's GUNNA SUCK BIIIIIG WANKERS! i have 4 classes t/th from 8-3:15 plus 1 class mwf 8-9 with a lab w 12-3. how does THAT sound?! doesn't sound toooo bad to me as long as i don't have evil teachers who give the tests all on the same day. :( that's something i'll have to get over, though. PLUS this way chris and i can still take classes together over the summer!!! :-D
i'm having a little trouble keeping my eyes open here. think maybe it's time for bath and tv waiting for my phone call from christopher!
11:24 PM
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Name 20 people off the top of your head...
1. chris
2. jordyn
3. vanessa
4. caroline
5. austin
6. carol
7. erin
8. kim
9. ann
10. chris
11. david
12. douglas
13. robert
14. richard
15. jen
16. kathy
17. jill
18. erin
19. andy
20. rick
*How did you meet 13?
- something like he came to the hospital to visit me then took me home with him?! j/k...he's my OLDEST BROTHER
*What would you do if you never met 5?
- I'D BE LOST WITHOUT MY AUSTIN!! :'(
*What do you honestly think of 10?
- he's one of my very best guy friends...i love the fact that i can call him up at anytime and talk about ANYTHING...even things i can't talk to chris about
*Would or did 19 and 8 date?
- i don't think andy and kim would make the best of couples. don't get me wrong, they're both sweet, awesome people...just not right for a relationship
*Have you ever liked 3?
- hehe, yes i like her...but not in that way!
*If 1 died tomorrow, what would you do to prevent it if you could?
- oh my goodness. i'd do anything to prevent chris from dying. i don't know what i'd do WITHOUT him. not only would i be totally and completely lost, but i don't know if i could go on living...as stupid as it sounds, it's the truth so DEAL WITH IT! (ps--baby, PLEASE don't die!)
*Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
- yeah...i think they would. jared might be a little upset, but i love my little brother and think that jordyn would be really good for him! (whip him into shape for me, wouldya?)
*Describe 7 in 3 words:
- BEST ROOMIE EVER
*Do you think 12 is hot?
- weeeeell...seeing as how doug is ALSO one of my brothers, i don't really think i should answer that one.
*Would 16 and 17 make a lovely couple?
- haha...i'll tell them you asked tomorrow in class. no...they're both girls
*What do you think when you see 8?
- PERFECT! why does everyone like her so much? she doesn't even YELL at swim practice! ;) j/k
*Tell something humiliating about 11.
- when he was super young he bit the swing while my friend was on it because he wanted her to get off and he lost his front tooth...and was the cutest little kid for forever while the adult tooth was trying to grow in. i still remember when his adult tooth came in...it made mom really sad.
*Do you know any of 3's family members?
- i've met them all...even the dog and cat
*What's 20's favorite color?
- im actually not sure...i'm going to guess blue, though, because he's a guy and most guys like that color
*On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
- as bev would say, "we are not a pretty people." but i think he got the good genes! he's handsome...i think i'll give him a 9, but i have a biased opinion
*What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
- ummm call gary
*What language does 19 speak?
- english
*Who is 8 going out with?
- if she's going out with anyone, i think it's daniel....but i could be VERY much mistaken cuz she's never online anymore for me to talk to
*Is 15 a boy or a girl?
- a girl...my sister-in-law
*Would 18 and 4 make a good couple?
- unless they're lesbians, NO
*What grade is 17 in?
- she's a senior in college...i think
*When was the last time you talked to 12?
- friday before hurricane rita
*What is 3's favorite band?
- not so sure...but she likes all kinds of music!
*Does 1 have any siblings?
- 2 brothers and 3.5 sisters...soon to be 6 brothers and 4.5 sisters! ;)
*Would you ever date 6?
- i don't htink that's a good idea...but we DO live together!
*Would you ever date 7?
- it's really funny that you should ask that about these two people. one's my current roommate, but 7 (erin) is my former roommate
*Is 9 single?
- haha...not a CHANCE
*What is 2s last name?
- chason
*What is 5's middle name?
- ooops...didn't know i would need middle names for this thing
*What is 10's fantasy?
- haha...to secretly run away with me forever!!! :-D j/k...but it's funny that we joke about that all the time. i miss ya, chris!!
5:49 PM
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ok, now that we know what guys should do... this is what girls HAVE to do!
1. dont show up at their house! its a good rule, just dont do it! its never a good idea
2. dont call when he says hes going to call you... if he says he's gonna call, hes gonna call!
3. if he tells you to call him, call him once, if he doesnt anwser, you can call the NEXT day, but if he still doesnt answer, he doesnt wanna talk - dont call again!
3B. dont bug him! that will just make him like you LESS!
4. DONT CALL DURING BOYS NIGHT! its hes time with hes friends! even if there are girls there!
5. go to his games (if he has some) wear hes number, and look hot, guys like to show off their girls to their friends, so make the friends say "wow... dude!"
6. offer to pay sometimes! they might not let you, but its nice to ask
7. dont use their money! if they take you to the mall and say, "what else do you want?" ask if he really wants to buy more. they arent made of money
8. dont freak out about other girls, if they see you with him, he should let them know that he has a girl
9. eat infront of him!! he knows you do!
10. if another guys calls while your with him, answer the phone, but say your with your boyfriend, so that the bf knows how much you care
11. tell them they look nice, we like to hear it, well, guess what, so do they
12. dont talk in a baby voice in front of his friends! save the cute stuff for when your alone!
12B. you can use the "puppy dog" face
13. dont be a retard in front of his friends, again save it for alone time!
14. dont ask million questions when he gets home from a night out without you, just ask how it when, and if they want to talk about it, they will
15. if they have a bad day, let them vent to you, if they dont want to talk, not make them!
16. if they had a bad game, tell them you think he did awesome
17. in case of 15 and 16, if they take it out on you, its ok, it sucks, but we take PMS out on them!
18. if hes mowing a lawn, bring him over some water or something from Wendys or McDonlds... they'll love you for it!
20. DONT CHEAT! its not nice! if you EVEN think about it, break up with him first! if you THINK you dont like him as much as you think!
21. their rooms are messy, help them clean up... its nice
22. suck up (not to much) to their parents, friends and grandparents, if they like you, you have them are your side! :)
23. trust them... unless they give you a reason to distrust them!
24. dont lie to them! if your out with a guy friend, tell him! he'll like you telling him alot better than someone else.
24B. he knows you had boys in your life before you met him
25. be open minded with them, and let them think that their right
26. take pictures and give them to him, he isnt going to take the pictures, but he'll like having them
27. let him see you without make-up! if hes that scared, than you shouldnt be dating him
28. dont give them what they want all the time, make the boy work for it!
29. tell him that you love him. we like hearing it, so do they
30. kiss them as much as possible (when alone) dont let that chance get away.
5:45 PM
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o - yes
x - no
~ - depends
Would you ever....
() worry about me if you notice I'm sad?
() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me... even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() drive me somewhere/anywhere?
() take a shower with me?
() let me draw something for you?
() draw something for me?
() be my gf/bf?
() have a fling with me?
() visit me if you come to my city?
() listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
() take me home for the night?
() let me sleep in your bed?
() sing car karaoke with me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() let me give you a piggyback ride?
() have sex with me?
() come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
() give me your mail address to be penpals?
() be scared to talk to me?
2:59 AM
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went to cowboys, just got out of the shower...not ready to go to bed yet...gunna do this instead!
A is for age: 20...soon to be 21
B is for boyfriend: I have one, yes
C is for career: pe teacher, coach, or physical therapist
D is for date of birth: november 4, 1984
E is for essential item to bring to a party: CAKE
F is for favorite TV show: Gilmore Girls, desperate housewives, gray's anatomy
G is for good movie: the power of dance!!!! j/k...center stage
H is for hometown: born in new orleans but have lived in spring most of my life
I is for instrument(s) you play: used to play clarinet, bass clarinet, contra alto clarinet, contra bass clarinet and TRIED to play the piano
J is for jam [song] you like: Ummm...almost anything on my driving cds
K is for kids you want: 4
L is for last name: dornier
M is for memory: pictures
N is for number of times you've moved: once...unless you count college and then i've moved...6 times
O is for odd habit: i have a hard time sitting still so i bounce my legs...but don't realize it until someone tells me to stop...and i ALMOST always sit indian style when i'm sitting down
P is for pet peeves: stupid annoying people (good one, jordyn)
Q is for quote you like: there are soo many good ones.
R is for right: (i don't understand the question)
S is for something most don't know: chris wasn't my FIRST boyfriend if you count those silly little elementary school things
T is for time: 3:09 am
U is for unique trait: haha...i can put my leg behind my head and stand up!
V is for very worst habit: biting/picking my finger nails and FLIRTING :( but i love my boyfriend dearly!!!!
W is for weapon of choice: my greatgrandmother always said, "kill 'em with kindness!"...i'll use "the look", though...thanks
X is for xanga: i have one, but i don't use it...because i like BLOG better...sorry
Y is for year of birth: 1984
Z is for zoo (favorite zoo animal): white tigers (actually, any tigers) or the monkeys
2:47 AM
lundi, septembre 26, 2005
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Directions: copy this...click "comment" past it and answer the question, then copy it and put it in your blog so I can answer it for you!
WHAT WOULD YOU DO/SAY IF:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Who are you?:
Are we friends?:
Are we best friends?:
When and how did we meet?:
How have I affected you?:
What do you think of me?:
How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?:
Do you love me?:
Have I ever hurt you?:
Would you hug me?:
Would you kiss me?:
Are we close?:
On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?:
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:
Am I loveable?:
How long have you known me?:
Describe me in one word.:
What was your first impression?:
Do you still think that way about me now?:
What do you think my weakness is?:
What about me makes you happy?:
What about me makes you sad?:
What reminds you of me?:
What's something you would change about me?:
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
Are you going to put this in your blog and see what i say about you?:
5:23 PM
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Name: miree dornier
Birthday: 11/04/1894
Birthplace: new orleans, la
Current Location: san marcos, tx
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'6-ish
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: french and whatever my mom is! ;)
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops
Your Perfect Pizza: either cheese or pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: 4.0...and to get through my stupid "interpretive dance" class
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hehe/haha/oh ok
Your Best Physical Feature: ha...i don't have any
Your Bedtime: well, seeing as how i'm NOT 8 yrs old and i DON'T live at home, it's kind of whenever i crawl into bed...but even that doesn't mean that i'll fall asleep.
Your Most Missed Memory: family nights when i was growing up
Pepsi or Coke: Coca Cola
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or Group Dates: depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton (that's what daddy used to drink!)
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends
Cappuccino or Coffee: mocha frappuccino
Do you Sing: in my room, in my car, in the shower, around friends
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you believe in yourself: not really
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes
Do you think you are Attractive: No
Are you a Health Freak: sometimes
Do you get along with your Parents: for the most part
Do you like Thunderstorms: NO!
Do you play an Instrument: i USED to play a few instruments (all clarinets of some type or another) but since high school, i haven't really played much
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: ...yes...
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: not that i can think of
How do you want to Die: Peacefully and quickly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: right NOW i want to be an elementary school PE teacher or a physical therapist
What country would you most like to Visit: france or south africa
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: Shorter but not a buzz
Height: taller than me
Weight: healthy
Best Clothing Style: comfortable
Number of things in my Past I Regret: lol lets not get into that
5:05 PM
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[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I am an okay dancer.
[x] I am a huge fan of lists.
[x] I am a morning person.
[] I am a perfectionist.
[x] I am a Republican.
[] I am allergic to something deadly.
[] I am an only child.
[x] I am Catholic.
[x] I am content as of this moment.
[] I am currently in my pajamas.
[] I am currently pregnant.
[] I am currently single.
[] I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
[] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart.
[] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[] I am left handed.
[] I am married.
[x] I am obsessed with my blog.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I am procrastinating by filling out this list.
[] I am resentful that I have to grow up.
[x] I am very shy around the opposite sex.
[] I am, or was, pigeon-toed.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[] I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go.
[] I collect picture frames.
[x] currently have a crush on someone.
[] I consider myself to be a 'nerd'.
[x] I currently regret something that I have done/am doing.
[x] I curse frequently.
[x] I do not believe people are inherently good or evil.
[] I don't hate anyone.
[x] I enjoy country music.
[] I enjoy jazz music.
[x] I enjoy smoothies.
[x] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[x] I have a car.
[x] I have a mobile phone.
[x] I have a hard time paying attention at school.
[] I have a hidden talent.
[] I have a hobby.
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[x] I have a pet.
[x] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy.
[] I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.
[x] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[x] I have avoided work to play with my blog.
[x] I have been in a real relationship.
[] I have been in a threesome.
[x] I have been rejected by someone.
[] I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship.
[x] I have been to another country.
[] I have been to an anime convention.
[] I have been to Europe.
[] I have been to Las Vegas.
[x] I have been told that I am very smart.
[x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[] I have broken a bone.
[x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
[x] I have changed a diaper.
[x] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[x] I have cheated on a significant other.
[x] I have counted down the days until the summer.
[x] I have dated my best friend's ex.
[x] I have done something illegal.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have gone scuba diving/snorkling.
[] I have had major/minor surgery.
[] I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
[] I have had the cops called on me.
[] I have snogged someone I knew I shouldn't.
[] I have snogged someone of the same sex.
[] I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
[x] I have mood swings.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I have rejected someone before.
[x] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
[] I have seen the television show The O.C.
[x] I have swam in the ocean.
[] I have tried a drug that is illegal.
[] I have tried sushi.
[x] I have watched Sex and the City.
[x] I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants.
[] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I like being the center of attention.
[x] I like eating Ramen noodles.
[] I like my handwriting.
[] I like Shakespeare.
[] I like the taste of blood.
[x] I like to cook.
[x] I like to sing.
[] I like to vacuum.
[] I love learning foreign languages.
[] I love Michael Jackson.
[x] I love my friends.
[] I love olives.
[] I love rain.
[x] I love sleeping.
[] I love to play computer games.
[x] I love to shop.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I own 100 CDs or more.
[] I own a home.
[] I own and use a library card.
[x?] I play a musical instrument.
[] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
[x] I read books for pleasure.
[x] I shave my legs.
[] I sleep a lot during the day.
[] I strongly dislike math.
[] I think Britney Spears is pretty.
[] I think long strings of html code look cool.
[] I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza.
[] I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
[] I was born in a country other than the USA.
[x] I watch more TV this year than last year.
[] I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[x] I wear contact lenses.
[] I will try anything once.
[x] I work at a job that I enjoy.
[] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I like orange kool aid.
[] I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'.
[] I like being at school.
[] I always love wearing sweaters.
[] I love water polo.
[] I am currently wearing socks.
[] I am being nostalgic right now.
[] I hate summer.
[x] I am tired.
[] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt
I have....
[x] been drunk.
[] smoked pot.
[] done ecstasy.
[] done coke.
[] done crack.
[] done heroin.
[] done opium.
[] done PCP.
[] done LSD.
[] done CCC's.
[] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.
[] huffed air-duster.
[] been to a rave.
[] been to a real party. (at least 30 people and at least 4 types of drugs there)
[x] kissed someone.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[] jumped a ramp with a bike.
[x] been dumped.
[] been used.
[] shoplifted.
[] ran from the cops.
[] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in
[] been fired.
[] been kicked out of a movie theater.
[] snuck into a movie.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[] got hit by a car.
[] fired a real gun.
[] snuck out of your parent's house.
[] been arrested.
[] gone in a mosh pit.
[] stolen something from your school. folding chairs, wet floor signs...
[] celebrated new years in times square.
[] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[] had a crush on a teacher.
[] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[] been to europe.
[] skipped school.
[] thrown up from drinking.
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] gone ice skating.
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.
[] been cheated on.
[] had your tonsils out.
[] been exposed to laughing gas
[x] had a car.
[x] driven a car.
[x] Totaled a car.
Do you...
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] sing along with your music.
[] dance around the house in your underwear.
[] listen to Hawaiian Music.
[] listen to underground hip hop.
[x] listen to rap.
[] listen to classic rock.
[x] listen to new rock.
[x] listen to country.
[] listen to reggae.
[] listen to techno.
[] listen to hardcore punk.
[x] listen to pop.
[x] listen to r&b.
[] listen to jazz.
[] listen to bands that can't be put into a category.
[] have hobbies.
[] skateboard.
[] do aggressive inline.
[] snowboard.
[] ski.
[] surf.
[] skim board.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[x] have slippers
[] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[x] like the color red
[x] like the color green
[x] like the color black
[x] like the color purple
[x] like neon colors
[x] like to read.
[] like to write.
[] have long hair.
[] have short hair.
[] have a laptop.
[] have a pager.
Are you...
[x] bored.
[] happy.
[] bilingual.
[] Hawaiian.
[] blonde
[x] a brunette
[] a redhead
[] a darkhead
[] Samoan.
[] Filipino.
[] Korean.
[] British.
[x] white.
[] Italian
[] black.
[] Inuit
[] Mexican.
[] Asian.
[x] French.
[x] a Christian
[] a Muslim
[] a Jew
[] a Hindu
[] a scientologist
[] an atheist
[] satanist
[x] short.
[] tall
[] just right
[x] realistic
[x] romantic
[] sick
[] mad
[x] lazy.
[] talking to someone.
[] IMing someone.
[] scared to die.
[] buzzed
[] high
[] caffeinated
[x] sleepy.
[] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[] drinking something.
[x] eating something.
[x] ticklish.
[] listening to music.
well, i'm not exactly sure what the point of that was but it DID keep me from doing my kinesiology review!!!
4:54 PM
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Guys
50 things about guys that girls DONT know
1. Guys hate sluts.
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
4:52 PM
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40 things you might not know about me...
Erase my answers & put in your own.
1. What color underwear are you wearing now?
white with tiny flowers
2. What are you listening to right now?
the dish washer
3. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number
16 (apartment) or 52 (home) or 48 (cell)
4. What was the last thing you ate?
toast with butter
5. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
i don't know...i guess i'd WANT to be blue or green since those are my favorite colors but probably brown because that's the one no one likes...unless they're coloring a tree
6. How is the weather right now?
uh...can i say we need a cold front?! it's september 26th and the heat index today is supposed to get up to 105 (110 in houston--for those of you IN houston). it's super sunny here with only a few clouds in the sky
7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
chris, my dad, my mom
8. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
smile, teeth, hair, SHOULDERS
9. Favorite type of Food?
american--PIZZA!
10. Do you drink?
recently, yes. but i didn't used to :(
11. Do you smoke?
not at ALL
12. Ever get so drunk you dont remember?
people say i did stuff that i don't remember EXACTLY, but i usually remember most of it.
13. Hair color?
brown
14. Eye color?
brown
15. Do you wear contacts?
yes, yes i do! o2 optics, actually
16. Single?
not so much
17. Favorite Month?
i'm going to have to go with june or july because (a) swim team (b) it's summer (c) 4th of july
18. Have you ever cried for no reason?
yeah sometimes a girl has just got to cry (good one, shalay!)
19. Last Movie you Watched?
hmmm...well, saturday night we attempted to watch, like, 3 movies but the one i saw the most of was HITCH...but i only saw the first 30-ish minutes
20. Favorite Day of the Year?
july 4
21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
not so much
22. Hugs or Kisses?
depends on who its with
23. Chocolate or Vanilla?
i think it depends on what kind of mood i'm in. if i'm feeling goofy, vanilla but if i'm craving something it's usally chocolate...or fruit
24. What books are you reading?
SHOULD be reading text books but i just can't get myself to open them (oops). i'm not reading any good books right now but i WANT to go buy one so i can have a "bubble bath" book! <~guys dont' know about that stuff
25. Piercings?
ZERO
26. Fav. Movie(s)?
haha...uh, look at my facebook! j/k let me think.... mr. and mrs. smith, hitch, the notebook, 28 days, 10 things i hate about you, just about anything with julia roberts, julia stiles, or sandra bullock
27. Fav. baseball Team(s)?
and what if i'm not a big baseball fan?! i'm going to have to say astros just because the chris's in my life are into them
28. Any pets?
MY BABY! dutch...he's at home because bobcat village won't let me have a dog.
29. AIM?
yup- swimfly816
30. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
Butter
31. dogs or cats?
dogs. cats are no fun
32. Favorite Flower?
if i HAVE to chose...i'll have to chose later. daddy always buys me miniture rose plants for my birthday so maybe that's it! but i like exotic looking ones...or ones that look like they'd grow in exotic places, you know?
33. Have you ever fired a gun?
nope, not me...or have i? well, that will all change when we go PAINTBALLING over christmas, huh richard?
34. Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?
i've only taken 3 plane trips and i've been in the car WAAAY more. i feel more safe in a car...and you're bound to know more people in a car than you are on a plane. i guess car it is for me!!!
35. Right handed or left handed?
right handed...you should see me attempt to write with my left hand! HAHAHA
36. How many pillows do you sleep with?
there are 10 on my bed but i only sleep with two...and rover
37. Who are you missing right now?
everyone not here. i miss all my swim team kiddos (and the other two coaches) because i watched our video thing yesterday; i miss my family because i get home sick super easy; i miss my boyfriend becuase...i do; i miss all my friends that i haven't talked to in FOREVER because...well...it's, obviously, been too long
38. Who do you think is gorgeous?
i think LOADS of people are gorgeous, but when you say a word like that more girls come to mind than boys. SOOO...if i must say, sammy, karen, erin, vanessa, KIMCHI, carol, caroline, jordyn, etc. etc. etc.
39. do you think your ex misses you?
highly doubtful...unless you count chris as one of my exs! hehe
40. if you could say one thing to one person, what and who would it be to?
well, chances are if i knew what i wanted to say to that person but HAVEN'T, don't you think maybe there's a reason!? PLUS, if i can't tell them, why would i tel you?
3:44 PM
dimanche, septembre 25, 2005
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Body: Two teenagers goin over 100 mph..
Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it's not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
11:46 AM
samedi, septembre 24, 2005
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i just got a phone call from my family. they experienced the northwest most tip of the storm which brought down a tree and one of the fences that surrounds our back yard. they're all safe, though, and that's all that matters to me! i assume that means that chris is safe as well. i've been trying to call him but "all circuits are busy now" or "my call did not go through" so i may have to wait for him to call me again. i'd hate to call his house (for more than one reason) so i'll just keep trying him. YAY I GOT HIM!!
well...that's all the updating i have right now.
9:08 AM
vendredi, septembre 23, 2005
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i got a 92 on my intro to fine arts class. and thank GOODNESS i decided to go to class today, because we got 5 extra credit points for being there when everyone else skipped. WOOHOO!!! she said it's 5 points added to our final grade, but i don't know if that means if i have an 85 i get a 90 or if i have 350 points i get 355...and there IS a difference! anyway, guess i'll just have to wait and see. either way, though, i'm excited about my 92. kathy's not too happy about it, though. hehe.
good luck to everyone staying put!
11:14 AM
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so it seems like NO ONE but me updates anymore. it didn't bother me so much when i wasn't updating, because i wasn't on the computer long enough to care, i guess. oh well. just wanted to post that and say:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUSTIN CHASON (yesterday, i know)!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHAEL GLENN WHEELER (today, i'm up on that one)!
good luck to everyone staying in houston/galveston/port aurthor/wherever.
8:10 AM
jeudi, septembre 22, 2005
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OH MY FREAKING GOODNESS!!! yes, there's a hurricane headed in my direction so instead of helping get the house ready, i'm going to sit around and watch my dad and brother do everything...by themselves...instead of offering to help. WTF? yeah. i think NOT! my parents would kill me. i wouldn't be able to sit around. but i guess that's just me. i overreact too much to let someone else do all the work. talk about paranoid?
ok. i'm finished. i hate stupid people.
11:39 PM
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31-44 to texas a&m. can't complain too much...we're just a big penalty school, i guess. 126 yards this game were given up to penalties. yes, i DO realize that that's a touchdown plus some. darn tootin'! j/k better score than i was expecting, so that's good. it was nice to hear that other schools were watching the game and cheering for the "underdog" school. too bad fsn is way biased toward a&m...and made it sound like we were a horrible football team. oh well. i was watching the game and the weather channel intermittenly.
hurrican season is only 60% over and we've already had 17 major hurricanes this year. 2 of the 5 most dangerous storms have been in the past 4 weeks. how CRAZY is that? i don't know what to say..or what to think anymore. i wish i could go to sleep but i'm not tired but i have a headache. oh well...it's time to go do something else.
11:19 PM
mercredi, septembre 21, 2005
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wow. what a day it's been so far. let's see...i went to class (nothing really interesting happened) then came home and that's when all the excitement started. i've been wanting to go to sam's to get food and water and stuff cuz buying in bulk is cheaper and yah duh yah duh so i got back to the apartment and carol came out of her room so i asked if she wanted to go with me. she did so i went to the bathroom and she got dressed. we left here about 11:15 and on our way up to austin there was an overturned 18-wheeler that caught fire on the south-bound side of i-35. traffic was pretty backed up but we figured it'd be cleared by the time we got out of sam's and were heading home for our 2:00 classes. well, we drove to where my directions said sam's was and NO GOOD! there was no sam's there. NONE! we asked some guy if he knew where it was and he said that the only one he knew of was in north austin. so we decided to come home...and got stuck in that horrible traffic. we sat in traffic for 2.5 hours, moved about a mile and finally decided to get off at one of the buda exits. i called david to see if he could get us home the backways from there and carol called matt to ask the same thing. as i was exiting, carol happened to look down at my dash for some reason and noticed that my temperature was JUST below the "H". so i pulled into the home depot parking lot, we opened the hood and some guy came over and helped us out. i called daddy and he talked to the guy. blah blah. we shopped around home depot for a while until my car cooled off enough for me to drive it a few miles to a car shop. then we waited there for carol's friend matt to come pick us up. in the meantime, we've both missed our 2:00 classes and don't have a tan to show for it! ;) we still have no food because we didn't get to sams...or walmart like we were planning on doing. i just got a phone call from the car shop and they said it's going to be $200 to fix the problem. i need to email my professor to let him know why i wasn't in class today. stupid 18-wheeler accident.
i've decided not to listen to anything that any of these news stations are saying about rita because so far they haven't been very right about anything. first they said she'd hit around 8:00 am saturday, now it's 2:00 am. then she was supposed to be a cat.3...then a catagory four by tonight (turned into a 4 yesterday) then a catagory 5 late tonight (it's been a cat 5 since i got out of class today).
the texas state website says that we may not have classes due to weather (aka-tornadoes and flooding). galveston and houston both reached record temperatures today. houston's old record was 97 with the average at 89...today it was 98 and chris said the temp is supposed to be 100 by rush hour. i wasn't really paying attention to the numbers for galveston, but i know they're way high, too. the coast is under mandatory evacuation and houston's under voluntary evacuation. rita has gone from a cat 2 to a cat 5 in 24 hours...that's soo creepy!
kat finally had her baby! andrew steven. 7 lbs, 6 oz, 19 inches. can't wait to see pictures!!
4:42 PM
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hurricane rita is already a 4. she's not supposed to be a 4 until tonight. i wonder what that could mean...will she reach catagory 5 status?
8:06 AM
mardi, septembre 20, 2005
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please keep everyone on the gulf coast in your prayers as we/they prepare for hurricane rita's arrival.
chris told me, but i didn't believe him, that on the abc13 website under forecast it says "hurricane rita makes landfall" for saturday. don't believe me? check it out for yourself. pretty crazy, huh?
so i watched, like, 4 hrs of hurricane news tonight and am a little freaked by the fact that rita is a catagory 2 right now but should be a 3 by midnight (i know, not that far away) and then will intensify into a cat. 4 by tomorrow night. anyone else worried? AAAAND the news said that if new orleans acquires 3+ inches of rain, the levies will fail again. NOT good...they don't need this!
chris was telling me that today in his government class some guy said something like, "why don't we just turn the hurricane to hit new orleans. it's already ruined anyway." HA! stupid comment to make. FIRST of all, we have NO control over where hurricane rita hits. if we did, do you think we'd want it to hit here? i think NOT! SECONDLY, do you have no sympathy for the poor souls of new orleans? granted, maybe it bothers me more because i found out that the house i was born in is in at least 12 feet of water still, but either way...why would you say something like that? man, if i had been there i would have ripped him up and down the wall for that comment. my whole family is from/lives in louisiana in either new orleans or baton rouge. ugh...that really pissed me off.
took my chemistry test today. wasn't quite as easy as i was hoping for...since i only got 3 hrs of sleep last night. karen and i didn't go running last night so we were going to go this morning...didn't go this morning so we were supposed to go tonight...haven't gone yet, so i'm thinking this is all a bunch of bologna. we're not going to work out. whatever...i think i'm going to turn my alarm off so i don't get up at 6 again only to not go running again.
carol and i have no food. we need to go shopping REALLY badly...but haven't done so yet. i think i'm going to go to sams tomorrow with or without my dad's office card discount. i didn't know that we were susceptable to tornadoes, massive flooding, and winds up to 70 mph being here...makes me want food BAD! hehe... well, LIKE i said, i didn't get much sleep last night so i'm going to go take my shower and head off to bed. 3 classes tomorrow and i need to pay attention.
11:38 PM
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well...i should SOO be sleeping right now but i'm not tired. i'm afraid if i get in bed i'm just going to lay there...and that'll be pointless so i'm not in bed yet.
went bowling tonight with martin, jace and karen. bowled three games...lost two....cuz i'm NOT a bowler. anyway, while we were there, karen and i decided that we're going to aim for losing 2 lbs a week from now until christmas break. then i can try out for miss america! j/k no, but seriously...we're going to start working out. running again like we used to do...except now it may be around the apartment complex instead of at the track. we're supposed to start at 6 this morning...which means i NEED to get some sleep but, once again, i can't sleep.
i have a chemistry test tomorrow...er today. i probably should be more worried about it than i am, but i'm not. i'll study between classes. i have my meeting with my advisor at 11:30 so between 10:45 and 11:30 i'll have to study as much as i can then lunch at noon and test at noon-thirty.
i put my bottom retainer in and because i haven't worn it in a little while it kinna hurts. maybe i should keep it out until i get into bed. or maybe i should start wearing it more often. oh well...no pain no gain, right?
hurricane rita. anyone wanna talk about this one? all i can say is i can't imagine what it must feel like to be a new orleans evacuee in houston/galveston with another hurricane on the way. even if this one isn't a cat 5 and houston/galveston isn't below sealevel, we're not much above it either. i can't imagine what it would be like to be displaced twice in a month due to mother nature. and if the gulf oil is devastated again...oh MAN for gas prices. my family is planning on coming to san marcos if houston gets evacuated. i don't think that'll happen, but i'm prepared either way.
i'm getting cold. maybe i should turn off the fan? i'm tired of turning the fans on and off, though. alright, i'm going to end this post. i don't really like useless posts, but this one kept me...well...i needed to post something. hope you enjoyed!
1:56 AM
lundi, septembre 19, 2005
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i don't know where jordyn found this, but she said it was from me...so i'm reposting it, i guess! hope you enjoy...and if you don't, comment!
Andy Rooney once said on "60 Minutes":
I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollegeFund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens... Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door.
Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game.
I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE?
I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others because they are different, weird, or tick me off.
When 70% of the people who get arrested are black, in cities where 70% of the population is black, that is not racial profiling, it is the Law of Probability.
I believe that if you are selling me a milkshake, a pack of cigarettes, a newspaper or a hotel room, you must do it in English! As a matter of fact, if you want to be an American citizen, you should have to speak English!
My father and grandfather didn't die in vain so you can leave the countries you were born in to come over and disrespect ours. I think the police should have every right to shoot your sorry ass if you threaten them after they tell you to stop. If you can't understand the word "freeze" or "stop" in English, see the above lines.
I don't think just because you were not born in this country, you are qualified for any special loan programs, government sponsored bank loans or tax breaks, etc., so you can open a hotel, coffee shop, trinket store, or any other business.
We did not go to the aid of certain foreign countries and risk our lives in wars to defend their freedoms, so that decades later they could come over here and tell us our constitution is a living document; and open to their interpretations.
I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know pro wrestling is fake, but so are movies and television. That doesn't stop you from watching them.
I think Bill Gates has every right to keep every penny he made and continue to make more. If it ticks you off, go and invent the next operating system that's better, and put your name on the building.
It doesn't take a whole village to raise a child right, but it does take a parent to stand up to the kid; and smack their little behinds when necessary, and say "NO!"
I think tattoos and piercing are fine if you want them, but please don't pretend they are a political statement.And, please, stay home until that new lip ring heals. I don't want to look at your ugly infected mouth as you serve me French fries!
I am sick of "Political Correctness." I know a lot of black people, and not a single one of them was born in Africa; so how can they be "African-Americans"? Besides, Africa is a continent. I don't go around saying I am a European-American because my great, great, great, great, great, great grandfather was from Europe. I am proud to be from Americaand nowhere else.
And if you don't like my point of view, tough...
THEN DON'T PASS IT ON!!
7:22 PM
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CONCERNED ABOUT TOO MANY CARBS IN YOUR DIET?
For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting medical studies.
1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.
2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.
3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.
4. The Italians drink excessive amounts of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.
5. The Germans drink a lot of beers and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.
CONCLUSION:
Eat and drink what you like.
Speaking English is apparently what kills you.
7:15 PM
samedi, septembre 17, 2005
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i'm home. it feels WAY good. i love being at home.
i went to the klein vs. klein oak football game last night. poor klein got TRAMPLED last night. 42-14. NOT a pretty game. good thing i was sitting on the winning side! ;) j/k chris and i sat with the KO band since he helps tc out with it and stuff so that was fun. my favorite part? HALF-TIME! both bands did a good job...both have a ways to go before competition time.
after the game, chris and i went to HEB to get some ice cream. if you like strawberry cheesecake, try dreamery new york cheesecake. SOOOO good. if i hadn't waited for the girl in front of me to grab whatever ice cream she wanted, we each could have had our own pint, but since i was trying to be nice, chris, mom and i had to share one pint. but since we didn't have much last night, i had the rest for breakfast! (haha...and sometimes i wonder why i'm getting fat. this should be good eye-opener.) then i rubbed his back, feet and hands cuz he's been soo stressed recently that he's all tense everywhere...so i fixed it...or maybe the medicine mom gave him fixed it and i just thought i was helping. either way, it doesn't really matter because when i dropped him off at home he said he was feeling way better!
i have lots to do today so i shouldn't be sitting here but since i'm talking to michael and jace i don't really feel like stopping this post yet. i need to wash clothes, wash and vacuum my car, make some cookies or something good like that...maybe something else.
12:35 PM
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| You Are Somewhat Machiavellian | 
You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to! |
| Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible | 
Fun, funky, and a little bit euro.
You love your summers to be full of style and sun! |
11:53 AM
mercredi, septembre 14, 2005
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HAHAHA...i thought this one was funny. tell me what you think.
A man walks into a restaurant with a full-grown ostrich behind him. The waitress asks for their orders. The man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke," and turns to the ostrich, "What's yours?"
"I'll have the same," says the ostrich. A short time later the waitress returns with the order. "That will be $9.40 please," and the man reaches into his pocket and pulls out the exact change for payment.
The next day, the man and the ostrich come again and the man says, "A hamburger, fries, and a coke." The ostrich says, "I'll have the same." Again the man reaches into his pocket and pays with exact change.
This becomes routine until, the two enter again. "The usual?" asks the waitress. "No, this is Friday night, so I will have a steak, baked potato, and salad," says the man. "Same," says the ostrich. Shortly the waitress brings the order and says, "that will be $32.62." Once again the man pulls the exact change out of his pocket and places it on the table. The waitress can't hold back her curiosity any longer. "Excuse me, sir. How do you manage to always come up with the exact change out of your pocket every time?" "Well," says the man, "several years ago I was cleaning the attic and found an old lamp. When I rubbed it a Genie appeared and offered me two wishes. My first wish was that if I ever had to pay for anything, I would just put my hand in my pocket and the right amount of money would always be there." "That's brilliant!" says the waitress. "Most people would wish for a million dollars or something, but you'll always be as rich as you want for as long as you live!"
"That's right. Whether it's a gallon of milk or a Rolls Royce, the exact money is always there," says the man. The waitress asks, "But, sir, what's with the ostrich?" The man sighs, pauses, and answers, "My second wish was for a tall chick with long legs who agrees with everything I say."
12:58 PM
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an email from my aunt...from new orleans
Subject: Spirit of New Orleans
Dear America,
I suppose we should introduce ourselves: We're South Louisiana.
We have arrived on your doorstep on short notice and we apologize for that, but we never were much for waiting around for invitations. We're not much on formalities like that.
And we might be staying around your town for a while, enrolling in your schools and looking for jobs, so we wanted to tell you a few things about us. We know you didn't ask for this and neither did we, so we're just going to have to make the best of it.
First of all, we thank you. For your money, your water, your food, your prayers, your boats and buses and the men and women of your National Guards, fire departments, hospitals and everyone else who has come to our rescue.
We're a fiercely proud and independent people, and we don't cotton much to outside interference, but we're not ashamed to accept help when we need it. And right now, we need it.
Just don't get carried away. For instance, once we get around to fishing again, don't try to tell us what kind of lures work best in your waters.
We're not going to listen. We're stubborn that way.
You probably already know that we talk funny and listen to strange music and eat things you'd probably hire an exterminator to get out of your yard.
We dance even if there's no radio. We drink at funerals. We talk too much and laugh too loud and live too large and, frankly, we're suspicious of others who don't.
But we'll try not to judge you while we're in your town.
Everybody loves their home, we know that. But we love South Louisiana with a ferocity that borders on the pathological. Sometimes we bury our dead in LSU sweatshirts.
Often we don't make sense. You may wonder why, for instance - if we could only carry one small bag of belongings with us on our journey to your state - why in God's name did we bring a pair of shrimp boots?
We can't really explain that. It is what it is.
You've probably heard that many of us stayed behind. As bad as it is, many of us cannot fathom a life outside of our border, out in that place we call Elsewhere.
The only way you could understand that is if you have been there, and so many of you have. So you realize that when you strip away all the craziness and bars and parades and music and architecture and all that hooey, really, the best thing about where we come from is us.
We are what made this place a national treasure. We're good people. And don't be afraid to ask us how to pronounce our names. It happens all the time.
When you meet us now and you look into our eyes, you will see the saddest story ever told. Our hearts are broken into a thousand pieces.
But don't pity us. We're gonna make it. We're resilient. After all, we've been rooting for the Saints for 35 years. That's got to count for something.
OK, maybe something else you should know is that we make jokes at inappropriate times.
But what the hell.
And one more thing: In our part of the country, we're used to having visitors. It's our way of life.
So when all this is over and we move back home, we will repay to you the hospitality and generosity of spirit you offer to us in this season of our despair.
That is our promise. That is our faith.
12:51 PM
mardi, septembre 13, 2005
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well...here i am again. i should be studying for my motor learning test tomorrow, but can't concentrate enough to do it. i'm hungry. i really think i am. i'm, like, STARVING but don't know what i want to eat. alvin ords sounds really good right now, but i don't really want to get out and PAY for dinner...not when there's stuff here (though not too much). i wouldn't mind going to campus to get some food, but i don't want to eat alone and don't know anyone who's not a chi-o who lives on campus or would want to go to campus to get food. PLUS i want to eat at lbj instead of jones and i'd have to park at the jones lot...assuming there's a spot there. oh the drama of trying to get to campus to eat CAMPUS food...when one of my main reasons of living OFF campus was to get away from campus food. i don't make much sense, do i? no. i just don't feel like making a whole meal right now...not for myself at least. it'd be different if i wasn't going to have to eat alone. i need to get some recipes together, go to the store, and get some ingredients for GOOD food. i just...don't want to do that right now. maybe this weekend.
6:07 PM
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Nobody asked for them, but here are some little known Texas facts...hope you enjoy.
Beaumont to El Paso: 742 miles
Beaumont to Chicago: 770 miles
El Paso is closer to California than to Dallas
World's first rodeo was in Pecos... July 4, 1883.
The Flagship Hotel in Galveston is the only hotel in North America built over water.
The Heisman Trophy was named after John William Heisman who was the first full time coach for Rice University in Houston.
Brazoria County has more species of birds than any other area in North America.
Aransas Wildlife Refuge is the winter home of North America's only remaining flock of whooping cranes.
Jalapeno jelly originated in Lake Jackson in 1978.
The worst natural disaster in U.S. history was in 1900 caused by a
hurricane in which over 8000 lives were lost on Galveston Island.
The first word spoken from the moon, July 20, 1969, was Houston.."
King Ranch is larger than Rhode Island.
Tropical Storm Claudette brought a U.S. rainfall record of 43" in 24 hours in and around Alvin in July 1979.
Texas is the only state to enter the U.S. by TREATY, instead of by annexation. (This allows the Texas flag to fly at the same height as the US flag.)
A Live Oak tree near Fulton is estimated to be 1500 years old.
Caddo Lake is the only natural lake in the state.
Dr Pepper was invented in Waco in 1885. There is no period after Dr in Dr Pepper.
Texas has had six capital cities:.
1. Washington-on-the-Brazos
2. Harrisburg
3. Galveston
4. Velasco
5. West Columbia
6. Austin
The Capitol Dome in Austin is the only dome in the U.S. which is taller than the Capitol Building in Washington D.C. (by 7 feet).
The name Texas comes from the Hasini Indian word "tejas" meaning friends. Tejas is not Spanish for Texas.
The State animal is the Armadillo. (An interesting bit of trivia about the armadillo is they always have four babies! They have one egg which splits Into four and they either have four males or four females. (Well... I thought it was interesting anyway!)
The first domed stadium in the U.S. was the Astrodome in Houston.
THE TEN COMMANDMENTS - TEXAS STYLE
People here in Texas have trouble with all those shalls and shall nots in the Ten Commandments. Folks here just aren't used to talking in those terms. So, some folks out in west Texas got together and translated the "King James" version into "King Ranch" version: Ten Commandments, cowboy style. Cowboy's Ten Commandments posted on the wall at Cross Trails Church in Fairlie, Texas.
(1) Just one God.
(2) Honor yer Ma &Pa.
(3) No telling tales or gossipin'.
(4) Git yourself to Sunday meeting.
(5) Put nothin' before God.
(6) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal.
(7) No killin'.
(8) Watch yer mouth.
(9) Don't take what ain't yers.
(10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff.
Y'all have A NICE Day NOW, Ya Hear?
2:22 PM
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i called mr. mack. he said he'd email me some property listings this afternoon. mom told me to ask about two bedrooms. wonder who i could room with...maybe chris!!! j/k can't wait to see what he'll pull together. we gave him a price range but i have a feeling he's going to try to push my dad into buying something nicer and more expensive. he sure doesn't know how to negotiate with daddy. i still like the first one we saw...but it's also the ONLY one i've seen so far. mom told me i could go looking if i want...but the last time that happened i found one that i really liked...for $184,000. yeah. a LITTLE out of our price range! hehe hmmmm...interesting... well, i better get back up to campus. gotta eat lunch with karen (and whoever else decides to eat) at noon.
i'll write more later...i'm SURE i'll have more to write about.
does it feel like thursday to anyone else?
11:26 AM
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Okay, here's what your supposed to do...and try not be LAME and spoil the fun! Just give in. Copy (not reply) this entire page and paste it into a new bulletin. Change all of the answers so that they apply to you. Then post. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about your friends. It is fun and easy.
1. FIRST NAME: miree
2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?: there's a story out there somewhere. i think i've been telling it wrong for a while now. i'll ask mom and dad then let you know. ;)
3.Do you wish on stars?: used to do it all the time...now only when i'm feeling young
4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE?: my middle one on my left hand...but not for the reason you're probably thinking of
5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?: friday--HARDCORE crying from this side of the room
6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: not so much. i can't really read it.
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?: uh, you mean what's the only lunch meat i'll eat? turkey
8. ANY BAD HABITS?: is there really anyone who would say they DON'T have a bad habit? LIARS! uh...let's see... i bite my nails. that'll have to be good enough for right now.
9. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?: i'm not embarrassed of any of my CDs.
10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?: that would be a negative
11. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?: haha...i AM a girl.
12. DO LOOKS MATTER?: in a friend, not as much as in a significant other, but yes. i think they do. but it's ok cuz i'm WAY physically attracted to my man!
13. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?: cry, get mad, hurt other people :(
14. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?: uh...my apartment
15. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?: sometimes a little too much...seems to bite me in the bum all too often
16. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?: i liked to play house with my stuffed animals, but ALWAYS chose favorites--noel and bear bear.
17. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS?: can i say none of them? i mean, i don't like history, but i know why we have to take it. i don't like english lit, and don't need it for my major, but the state says i have to take it...so there's gotta be SOMETHING useful about it, right?
18. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?: haha...what do you think this is?
19. DO YOU USE SARCASM?: nope. i never use sarcasm...NEVER!
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?: not so much
21. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A BOY?: chris. i know, it's a lame answer, but no matter who i date, i look for him. maybe because he was my first love? i don't know.
22. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?: i used to have more, but now it's just down to mi and mimi...if there are any others, let me know!
23. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?: sure, but someone would have to throw me off the thing
24. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?: nope. i tied the laces loose enough that i don't have to!
25. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE STRONG POINTS?: maybe, but i sure don't know what they are
26. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?: depends on my mood. sometimes vanilla with sprinkles, sometimes strawberry, sometimes chocolate (and any variation of)
27. Whats your shoe size?: usually 7.5
28. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?: Blue and Green
29. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?: none...but not because they've been taken out. i'm not supposed to get mine in. they're some of those "missing teeth" of mine.
30. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?: chris...and dutch
31. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?: not going to happen, but yes, i would like that
32. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: the clicking of keys as i type and erase
33. LAST THING YOU ATE?: a lifesaver
34. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?: actually just got off with chris--his wake-up call
35. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: eyes and smile
36. DO YOU LOVE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS?: uh, sure i guess
37. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?: a little embarrassed, kinna hungry, my neck hurts but other than that, i'm GREAT; thanks for asking.
38. FAVORITE DRINK?: lemonade, probably
39. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?: recently? strawberry daquiris
40. FAVORITE SPORT?: football to watch, swimming to participate in
41. HAIR COLOR?: Brown
42. EYE COLOR?: Brown
43. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?: o2 optix.
44. SIBLINGS?: three older brothers, one younger brothers, plus one sister-in-law
45. FAVORITE MONTH?: never really thought about that before, but i guess june. i love summer so it'd have to be a summer month and in june we have swim team and summer is still fresh!
46. FAVORITE FOOD?: PIZZA!!!!
47. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?: save the last dance, i think
48. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?: july 4th
49. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?: nope
50. SUMMER OR WINTER?: summer
51. HUGS OR KISSES?: depends on my mood...and who it is, but probably hugs
52. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?: relationships all the way
53. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?: jordyn...hopefully chris, but probably not
54. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?: anyone else
55. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?: should be reading books for school, but i'm not even doing THAT at the moment.
56.What color is your mouse pad?: blue...nothing special
57. FAVORITE BORED GAME?: don't really have one :(
58. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?: 7th heaven
59. FAVORITE SMELLS?: guy's cologne
60. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE?: turn off the alarm
6:51 AM
lundi, septembre 12, 2005
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| You Are a Strawberry Daiquiri | 
You're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party.
You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk! |
10:46 PM
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went to the health center again today...same reasons as before. same results as before, too. new medicine, we'll see if it helps at all. the nurse said that i can't take bubble baths anymore. that makes me super sad. doesn't mean i WON'T take them...just advised against it. DANG IT! I HATE MY BODY! :( ...stupid uti...
took a quiz in kinesiology today. i got 7/7 which is WAY better than my 3/8 on the last one.
carol just set off the smoke alarm...again. she burned bread. what am i going to do with her?
i'm super tired but can't go to bed until chris calls. why does that sound so wrong? oh well...it's too early to go to bed anyway. i mean, if i go to bed now, i won't sleep through the night and then...yeah. nothing good will come from going to bed now.
i think i have a headache. i'm not really sure, but i think one's trying to start. i did a little homework, but just can't get myself motivated enough to do anything.
mom gave me the number to the guy who showed us a condo when they were here moving me in. i'm going to call him tomorrow and ask if he has anything else to show. looks like they're really selling the 4plex in college station which means it's only a matter of time before they get serious about buying me something here...i hope. so i was thinking that maybe if they buy me a house or something I CAN HAVE MY PUPPY WITH ME! i made tuna and tomato soup for dinner tonight and put the tuna can on the ground for dutch...then realized that he wasn't going to come clean it for me. i was super sad. i miss my puppy! :( i wonder if he misses me, too? guess we'll see on the 23rd when i go home! WOOHOO!!!
i think i'm going to bring a table, a tv, some clothes for cold weather (incase i don't go home again until thanksgiving), and my boyfriend back up with me from home.
i want to write about something i did today, but then it'd give away a suprise so i don't want to do it, but i will once the person it's about finds out.
i haven't done a countdown in a while, so i'm going to end this post with a few...
home: 11 days
mid-term: 30 days
mom's birthday: 32 days
ann and chris come: 40 days
halloween: 49 days
21ST BIRTHDAY: 53 DAYS
chris's audition: 54 days
thanksgiving break: 72 days
last day of classes: 84 days
kinesiology final: 86 days
special ed final: 87 days
rhythm and movement final: 88 days
motor learning final: 91 days
chemistry final: 92 days
chris's birthday: 94 days
richard comes home: 101 days
christmas: 104 days
haha...ok. a few turned into a lot. what can i say? i'm a little obsessed! hope you enjoyed it! TRUST me, i won't keep up with that countdown list, but it's nice to know that there are only 84 days left of classes...even though that sounds like a lot.
well, i need to be at least a LITTLE more productive than this. gotta go do...well...SOMETHING!
9:34 PM
dimanche, septembre 11, 2005
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i feel like i did my "good deed" for the day. my intro to motor learning prof sent us a review-ish sheet for our test (wednesday) and i added all the little things we needed to know...then sent the review sheet to the class. cool, huh? doubt anyone else will want to use it, but if they do, it's there for them!
studying wasn't quite as bad as i thought it'd be, ya know? time just flew. i thought i'd study from the last post until i finished but i kinna fell asleep until about 3:45 when chris called on his break. oops. oh well. i did the review for my test, looked over the material for the quiz, turned in my chem homework (can't remember if that was before or after the last post so just incase it was after, i got 15/15!!!), did a whole bunch of chemistry practice problems to ready myself for next week's test, worked ahead in chem, talked to richard on the phone for THIRTY-SEVEN MINUTES, and then i ate some dinner...kinna...a bowl of cereal! now i'm here, in too productive a mood to watch tv, but nothing really left to do but read...which i don't want to do.
i wish chris would get off work...then i'd have something to do...
i think i should drink more often. really makes me feel productive the next day!!! as long as i do it on the weekend, i should be good to go, yes?
8:15 PM
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first off, i'd like to thank everyone who made last night such a great time...especially karen and jace.
yesterday was my first day of ticket sales. talk about an easy job! i sold 52 tickets!!!!! WOOHOO!!! that's not very good, but i'm still excited. carol *kind of* learned the fight song. i was excited for her. it's not hard, but everytime the band played it, i started singing it. crazy stuff. i miss being a fanatic. maybe i'll go to the meeting on monday? anyway...so i got off work at 7:30, came home, took a shower, went to karen's, made and ate dinner, karen and i made shelay's toga for pam's toga birthday party, hung out with jace while karen took a shower, waited for chris and steve to get to the apartment, then martin showed up...and we finally left for the party.
i had my first jello shots last night. pam made, like, a million jello shots and since i'd never had them before, karen made me have one of each flavor (there were 4...i liked the red and green best) and then we kept taking more of our favorite flavors. the keg was running low (which doesn't bother me because i don't drink beer) but pam was going to kick out everyone who wasn't invited...and that included half of our group so we went to the big HEB for a beer run and went back to karen's apartment where we hung out, watched the boys play super mario cart, drank, watched movies, etc. around 3 in the morning, karen wanted some food so we went to taco c. when they say tc is the place to be at 3 in the morning, they're not kidding. so we got food to go, thank goodness too because there was a cop right inside the door, and went back to the apartment to drink and eat some more. then everyone kinna headed off to bed. karen wouldn't let any of us go home, so jace and i attempted to share the couch while martin and karen used her bed. wonderful, i know!
woke up this morning, TALKED TO MY WONDERFUL SO AWESOME BOYFRIEND on his way to work, went back inside and karen woke up, made us breakfast (best pancakes i've had in a while, by the way), i cleaned the kitchen then came home.
so in chemistry we have weekly homework assignments that are due by sunday at 5:00pm, right? well, last week i was really good and printed the assignment off early, did it that night, and turned it in on, like, wednesday or thursday. yeah...just turned this weeks in a little while ago. no big deal, though. jace and i got 15s which is fine with me. plus i've gotten all of the "pop tests" right so far. don't think the grade in that class is going to be too much to worry about...at least not right now.
i have a quiz tomorrow in kinesiology. that'll be fun to study for...NOT! then i have a test in motor learning on wednesday, chem lab quiz on thursday, quiz in "interpretive dance" on friday, carol's birthday is saturday...and next week isn't much better with a chem test on tuesday and a quiz on thursday.
i really need to get studying...so i'm gunna go do that. YAY FOR A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!!! :-D
12:57 PM
samedi, septembre 10, 2005
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13 ways to win a girls heart
1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do anything.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say I love you.....and mean it.
10. Pick her over ur friends.. no matter what. even if your friends call u pussy wiped
11. comfort her when she cries.
12. love her with all your heart.
13.Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really shes loves it).
3:18 PM
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well well well...here i am. couldn't sleep anymore so i decided to get up. i've been doing laundry and cleaning the room. feels good to have things straight again, ya know? haha. i need to take out all the trash *yuck* but don't want to do that right now. i'm not really sure how it happened, but i seem to be a few hangers short. i need to run to walmart/target to get some more but that would require me to get dressed...and it's too early on a saturday morning for that, now isn't it? carol wasn't here, again, last night because of another phi lamb retreat (this one was for officers, however) so i had the whole place to myself. i gotta admit, it was kinna nice to be able to take over the place and not feel bad about it, ya know? some girls in my SPED class were talking about living alone vs. living with someone else and i, of course, said i didn't think i could handle living alone because i'd get too *duh* lonely. after last night and last friday night...i think i could probably handle it. i mean, i'd have friends and everything.
my parents are/were looking at a little townhome-type-thing not too far from campus when they moved me in. it's a one bedroom so i'd be living alone (except they'd probably let/MAKE me bring dutch with me) but i think it'd be ok. i could handle it. wouldn't be too bad, right?! haha. anyway...yeah. don't get me wrong, i LOVE having someone else around but i like to think i'm a really independent person, so...yeah. take from that whatever you want.
i was going to have cereal for breakfast but then remembered that i finished off the milk last night in my mac 'n cheese. yeah...i really need to go to walmart. guess i'll make my list now:
- hangers
- stain remover
- milk
- butter
- bread
- dinners
- water
- juice
- bleach
- folder
guess that's it. i can't think of anything else right now...which DOESN'T mean i won't come home with more stuff when i finally decide to go...it just means my brain hasn't been functioning long enough this morning to think of everything. AAAAAANYWAY...thanks to everyone who talked to me yesterday. talk about freaking out, right? ann...you're the best. don't know what i would have done if you hadn't talked a little sense into me. karen, thanks for getting me out of this room. just...needed to get away. well, guess i better get dressed so i can start a productive day! OH YEAH...TODAY'S MY FIRST DAY OF WORK!!! WOOHOO!!! i'll blog about that later.
9:20 AM
lundi, septembre 05, 2005
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HAPPY LABOR DAY!!! yay for no school today...it will give me time to catch up on all the homework/studying i DIDN'T do this weekend. i'm sad that everyone is leaving me, but it was great to have friends visit all weekend...so, thanks guys!
i had so much to write about before and now that i'm sitting here in front of my computer i can't think of a darned thing.
facebook sucks today. for some reason it's going really slowly and nothing is coming up right. don't know what's up with that. maybe it's the stupid high school version they're adding. oh well. whatever works, i guess. i'll just look stuff up on there later today...or tomorrow...or whenever.
i need to clean my room today. i don't feel very well, but that can't be an excuse for a dirty room. for some reason there seem to be ants all over my room and bathroom. it's kind of disturbing, but *so far* i haven't been bitten so i guess they're not too bad.
vanessa lost her sunglasses (from san deigo) in the river on saturday...but luckily the walmart here had them, too, so she just bought herself another pair! i finally got bedraisers. from target. hope they work. they're still in my car, but i'll add them to my bed today when i'm cleaning.
tummy's growling and i need to go take my medicine so i'll write again later if i can remember what all i was going to say...
8:33 AM
dimanche, septembre 04, 2005
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so i think i'm really sick. didn't sleep too well last night for a few reasons one of which included multiple kleenex. right now i'm sucking on a jolly rancher and it has no flavor...even though these things are VERY flavor-full. i'm a little upset about that. *sigh* i've got this cough. but my sore throat is pretty much gone. i can't breathe out my nose so last night my mouth was super dry. i ONLY sleep with my mouth open when i'm sick, so i'm not used to it and it really does throw me off allowing for very little sleep.
chris starts his training at chilis (on 2920 and kuykendahl) today. YAY for him!!! hope he has fun.
everyone at the hotel is probably still asleep. don't know what they're planning on doing today but i DO know that i need to go to the grocery store or something...and i need to do it sometime this morning...or do i?! i can't remember anymore.
i've got some studying i probably should get to so maybe i should stop wasting time on this thing and get to it!
9:41 AM
samedi, septembre 03, 2005
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do you ever feel really lonely? like, you're not alone, but you feel like you are? yeah. *points to self* that's me. i have "friends" here...but don't have FRIENDS here. something i think i've decided. there are people i can hang out with, but i don't feel like i fit in. it's not because i went home last semester. i've never really felt like i fit in. maybe that's why i always want to go home and never hurry back. other people stay here as long as they can and can't WAIT to get back to school. not me. i don't think it's because i'm a daddy's girl or because chris is at home (although, those ARE good reasons), i think it's because i feel like i belong at home and don't feel like i have anything here. don't get me wrong. i'm happy here. i love the school, i love my classes, i love my room, i just don't love...here. it's nice to have my own space, but it's not MY space. it feels like home, but it doesn't feel like HOME. i know this doesn't make sense, but it's how i feel and i need to get it out.
there's so much i want to say. so much i NEED to say. i just don't know how to say it. i wish i had someone (other than rover) that i could tell everything to and know that they wouldn't get upset, wouldn't get their feelings hurt, and wouldn't take it the wrong way.
life sucks.
11:59 PM
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