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vendredi, octobre 29, 2004
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GUESS WHAT I DID YESTERDAY!!?!?!?
I VOTED!!!!!!!
mike and i stood in line for...eh...30 minutes to vote. it was EASIer than i thought it would be. ...but the school newspaper only had 4 positions bioed so i didn't know who to vote for for the other 3million positions. *sigh* oh well...my own fault.
8:21 AM
mardi, octobre 26, 2004
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JUST ONE MORE PILL!!! then i think i should probably call the health center to make sure i don't have to go back in to get checked out again to make sure whatever that was is now gone. i don't want to go spreading something like that around...no-siry!! j/k aaaanyway, practice was good. it rained on us but it was good. i'm tired and my back hurts. i think i'm going to lay down and wait for chris to call me.
8:45 PM
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I GOT BACK MY RESULTS!!!! I'M GOOD, I'M NORMAL, I'M CLEAN, IT'S ALL GOOD!!!! now...i just have two more pills from this stupid bacterial infection and then it's all over! YAY!!!
4:34 PM
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chris and i are sending our FIRST "our" card for halloween this year! it's going to the ONE AND ONLY zawadzki family...the ones who have been with us thru EVERYTHING! it's really cute and i saw it in HEB when i went shopping with karen and...yeah. i FIGURED since chris knows them too i should ask if he wanted to be a part of the card...which he did. so i signed it for him. *hehe* i'm kind of used to signing guys names because i have to sign my brothers names on ALL of our parents cards. anyway, it's signed "love, miree and chris". YAY!!!
*sigh* i think things are getting serious...
4:29 PM
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ERIN GOT ACCEPTED TO UT!!!
i'm excited (for her)...i think... i'm going to miss her, but i know this is what she needs to do and i know that it's really not THAT big of a deal. i mean...she'll be in austin, i'll be in san marcos, we MAY live together in buda...maybe... anyway, I LOVE MY ROOMMATE!!!
sidenote: funny how my colors are JUST right for this post!
8:47 AM
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TWO MORE PILLS!!! then soon enough i'll find out if there are, yet, more pills for me to take. i just want this all to go away. i know, i know...i brought it on myself...
8:45 AM
lundi, octobre 25, 2004
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alright, loyal blog readers... i need your help!! I NEED A COSTUME THAT DOESN'T SHOW THAT I'M A GIRL! (aka-i need a costume that doesn't show that i have big boobs...one that KINNA makes me look like a boy.) all ideas are welcome!!!! either leave a comment, call me, or email me!!!
8:26 PM
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oh my goodness...this weekend was one of the BEST weekends i've ever had...and it all started in austin, tx (jordyn, that's NOT your brother) with karen on thursday.
ok, so you all know about thursday. i went to austin with karen and we went "over the shoulder bolder holder" shopping at a specialty store. finding the place was an adventure, the lady helping us was the cutest "little old lady" ever!...it was great!
fridays are "movie days at karen's" for karen and i, so when chris and josh got here, we were both...well...in karen's bed watching movies! (that was after we ran errands for almost an hour and a half) anyway...so we all hung out there for a little bit, chris and i came back here, josh went to austin and karen went to go do...something (?!). then chris and i went to the volleyball game (we won three games to none), we went to THE JONES to eat dinner (i didn't eat very much of my dinner, but chris was a good boy and had a "happy plate" when he was finished!) then went to get his car from san marcos hall before driving down to falls for RALLY IN THE VALLEY! after rally, we went to nay's to work on the 8-ft football and when the rain came in we all left (i went home with karen her eyes were swelling shut because she's allergic to cats and there was a cat outside with us). then chris got back...soaked...and we went to bed.
saturday we woke up, got breakfast at mcdonalds (so i could take my medicine) then went over to nay's to complete the float. TERESA AND I RODE IN THE BACK OF KRYSTEN'S TRUCK TRYING TO HOLD DOWN THE FOOTBALL EVEN THOUGH IT WAS TRYING TO FLY AWAY...into chris's car because he was following us... we got to the stadium, set up the "float" and chris and i went to help brian put together the "easy assemble" grill. EASY ASSEMBLE MY BUTT!! so that took some MAJOR determination to get finished. luckily we got it finished and chris and i left to go get his phone fixed and get him some black dress pants for his audition. so we went to verizon, dropped off his phone then headed to the outlet mall where we found some black dockers for a reasonable price, got him a belt and headed back to verizon to pick up his phone before heading back out to tailgating. we got there, we hung out, karen showed up, KRYSTEN GAVE CHRIS HER OLD ID SO I DIDN'T HAVE TO BUY HIM A TICKET FOR THE GAME, and we went into the game. sorry, love, but...TXSTATE BEAT SFA 17-14. it wasn't that great of a game because sfa didn't really put up a good fight. but it was nice to actually win against them...and actually win HOMECOMING. (ps-fanatics won first in LBJ window and second in in-town window to phi eta sigma.) after the game, chris and i came back here, i took a shower and we got REALLY dressed up to go to austin to eat at cheesecake factory. online it said that cheesecake factory closed at 12:30 and we arrived around 11:50 and they seated us. get this...we're, like, the only people in there and it's really late so it's dark outside and the lights are low and...it was soo romantic!!! *sigh* anyway, so a song comes on the "radio" and he sang it to me. i wanted to cry. he's such the sweetheart. at moments like that, i don't think i could ever hate him! I LOVE YOU, CHRISTOPHER!!! *muah* anyway, so we got home and went to bed. sunday morning karen and josh called us and we met them at i-hop for breakfast before chris and josh had to leave. once we left i-hop karen and i went back to her dorm and spent the WHOLE day in her bed watching chick-flix. IT WAS AWESOME!!! talk about best 4 days ever! i love my friends!! i get to see chris again this weekend! yay for that! i'm uber excited!!! hehe...ok...i'm gunna go now...
9:10 AM
samedi, octobre 23, 2004
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11:09 AM
vendredi, octobre 22, 2004
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ok...so i'm not exactly sure where the thought came from, but in my shower (the one i just got out of...feeling CLEAN again!) i was thinking about something that i haven't thought about since...well...a long time ago. sadly enough, the few people who might actually remember this probably don't even read this thing, but i'm going to blog about it anyway...just because i can!
ok, so in 4th grade i had the most awesome teachers ever! one day after either pe or recess, mrs. moody (my homeroom teacher) told us that we smelled bad and we needed to all start to wear deodorant. now...we used to sit at "tables" (4 or 5 desks pushed together to make a table) and my "table" all decided that we were going to be really funny and bring our deodorant to school one day and put it on our desk when she said something. (by this time, i think she was saying it almost everyday.) soooo, we got back from recess and she said something aobut how we smelled like wet dogs and the 5 of us at my table all pulled our deodorant out of our desks and put them on the top. *haha* it was really funny at the time. i know you had to be there...or know me and my friends from then...or know mrs. moody but i thought about it so i thought i'd blog about it. maybe the thought entered my mind because my deodorant here at school sits on my desk in front of my computer monitor!?
1:38 AM
jeudi, octobre 21, 2004
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well...i've decided that i'm not going to blog everything that i was GOING to blog about today. i'm way excited about the fact that k and i went to austin and had a really good time with ms. a. ms. e and ms. f are just...yes. i had a really good time today. i had something else i was going to say, but...yeah. if you get to the oshmans you've gone TOO FAR! *haha* karen and i drove in a "not so home" part of austin today.
i don't feel like spilling the beans. sorry.
11:11 PM
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you know that quote "guys aren't worth crying over and the one who is won't make you cry in the first place"? i disagree. i mean...on a VERY basic level, there are lots of different types of cry...and lots of different types of girl. if you're an emotional person (*ahem**ahem* ME!) then you cry about anything and everything no matter what it is. AAAND when he does something ultra sweet...it makes me cry. but that's a GOOD cry...but a cry nonetheless. see what i mean!? granted, i don't think he should beat you or anything and you be ok with that, but...yeah. ok. i'm done.
11:46 AM
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this is not a post that guys should read unless:
(a) you are really that curious
(b) you have absolutely NOTHING better to do
(c) you really do care what's going on in my life...and i mean ALL of it...
as for the girls... you may not want to read this either (as a forewarning).
needless to say, yesterday was NOT the best day of my life. the day started out pretty not so wonderful with this gross, sticky, drizzly weather and didn't seem to get any better as the day progressed. two guys spent monday night on our futon and i didn't realize that they were GUYS and not my SUITEMATES until i walked out of the shower in just a TOWEL! (way to start off the day...) ok, so classes were alright, i suppose. i didn't really do much in gym and just took notes in ess...and we watched a movie in poli sci. so i went to lunch with karen and erin and that was nice but then i had to go to the health center. ok, my appointment was for 2:30 yesterday and i was there from 2:15 until almost 4:30. YAY! i hate going to the doctor. well, the pap smear wasn't as bad as i thought it would be; the ct wasn't too horrible; the nurse practitioner was really nice and was VERY informative with all of my questions...but then there was another problem. yeah. so i ASSUMED (i know, never assume) that after a week of meds i would be finished with all the UTI and yeast infection stuff. turns out my vaginal (GUYS...I TOLD YOU NOT TO READ THIS ONE!) pH is way too high. it's supposed to be around 3.8 or 4.2...mine's over 5.5...which means it's off the scale. YAY FOR ME!!! i'm way to basic...i don't have enough acid down there to kill the bacteria...which means NOW i have bacterial vaginosis. what a wonderful thing. NOT SO MUCH! anyway, so after the wonderful dr appointment, karen and britt and i went to austin to go to victoria's secret so we could buy some cute lingerie to help get rid of my "bad day blues". TOO BAD I'M TOO BIG FOR THAT DARN STORE! yay...you all make fun of how big i am. ...if only you knew....if only i knew. :( i hate my life. yeah. so karen and i are going BACK to austin today to try a different store and see if they will at LEAST measure me right. right. so i'm all excited. i'm going to go get measured and i'm going to find a bra that ACTUALLY fits me and everything...and i get there, get measured and the girl tells me i'm a 36-C. now...i'm not trying to call her STUPID or anything, but just looking at me, you can tell i'm not a 36-C. 36, yes. C, NO! i haven't been a C-cup since freshman or sophomore year. so that was fun. karen and i have decided that i'm either a 36-DDD or i'm doomed to never find the right bra! (well, that's my take on it, not so much karen's.) anyway, after that we went to cheesecake factory and i got a salad and the chocolate silk and satin cheesecake. i really didn't need the cheesecake and i think it's part of what's been making me nauseated today. *yuck feeling* anyway, i got back and went to the LBJ window to help...uh...sit there and keep nay, jessica and brian company. brian brought me to pick up my prescription for this dang stupid bacterial vaginosis that i've got. ok...I HATE TAKING PILLS!!! i'm starting to think that i would have rathered a cream or something. this pill is a horse pill. it takes gross. i don't like pills. i have a really hard time swallowing big pills and this one's no fun. ok...so the medicine may make me nauseated and may make me vomit. IT'S NOT SO MUCH THE MEDICINE AS THE STUPID PILL!!!! I CAN'T GET IT TO GO DOWN MY GOSH-DARN THROAT! and more than that...it tastes sooo not ok with me. the medicine is also supposed to make me lose my appetite. well...see...that's fine, i suppose, because i haven't really had it in 4 weeks; HOWEVER, i'm sooo hungry. i really do think i'm starving myself without meaning to. i'm really really hungry right now but nothing sounds good and i know as soon as i try to put something in my mouth, i'm going to regret it because it's not going to taste good and i'm not going to be hungry for it anymore. example: karen and i get blimpies almost everyday for lunch. recently i haven't been able to get halfway through it before i'm "full" and can't eat anymore. aaaaaaand the doctor (last week not yesterday) said that my urinalysis showed that i have too many ketones in my urine because i'm not eating enough and i'm not eating healthy enough. GOOD TO KNOW! she told me that i need to increase my food intake by quite a bit...but i can't. it sucks. i wanna go home and go to MY doctor instead of the quack-shack here where everytime i go in, i see someone new. dr. urano will fix me up. i just don't want to have to go in again...
chris REALLY needs to be here right now. i'm glad he's already planning on coming in this weekend because...we need to REALLY talk about things. *sigh* i just...don't know what to do about any of this anymore. i want to give up and just say "screw it all" but i know that's not going to make anything any better...infact, it will only make things worse. i just...i hate going in and continuing to find out there's something wrong with me.
11:04 AM
mardi, octobre 19, 2004
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david called me today. needless to say that was NOT good. i found my cookies and brownies. david ate them all. ok, now...LET'S THINK ABOUT THIS for a second. if someone went to your apartment to use your kitchen to bake and left 14 bags of cookies and brownies, WOULDN'T you assume that they left them there....NOT FOR YOU!? dang. i'm pissed.
11:12 PM
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oh my notes, oh my notes!!! i'm sooo sorry that i've fallen WAY behind in my count-down. we'll start it again...
3 days until i see chris again (homecoming-- txstate vs sfa)
14 days until i sign up for next semester's classes
16 days until my birthday (and brian edman's birthday!!! we're birthday buddies!)
17 days until chris comes for his audition and i leave for california
35 days until thanksgiving break
48 days until the last day of class
56 days until my last final
57 days until chris's birthday
60 days until i see chris b. and ann again
68 days until christmas
i HOPE those days are right...i just subtracted from the last one. :(
3:29 PM
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(WARNING: this one's gunna be a long one...)
WOW! with the amount of time that it's been since i blogged last, you're probably under the impression that i haven't been up to much worth blogging about. HOWEVER, i'm sorry to admit, but you're sadly mistaken. there's been SOO much that i just haven't had the chance to write it yet. so...here it goes!!!
thursday night, after studying with mike for friday's test for 3 hrs, erin and i went to HEB to buy the stuff i needed for the goody bags then went over to david's to bake. we were there from 9:30-1:15, i think, and i was baking almost the WHOLE time. CRAZY!!! erin decorated the bags and wrote the quotes out all cute for me while i did the cookies and brownies. 14*4+21=77 cookies and 30 brownies... LOTS of kitchen bonding time for miree. anyway, we got back from david's around 1:30 and i called mike and we went down to the lobby in our dorm until 4:15 to study some more. we both have 9:00 class on friday so we decided that 4:15 was probably time to pack it up and head on back to the room...too bad we didn't STUDY that whole time. but, mike, don't get me wrong...it was a really nice conversation! i really feel like i know you now!! so...needless to say, i only got about 3 hrs and 45 mins of sleep friday morning.
friday morning i woke up, surprisingly enough, refreshed and ready for the day! after ess, i went to lunch with britt at the jones then we sat at the statue and talked for a little while before i had to head off to cent for some last minute studying before my poli sci exam. the 2 guys that sit next to me were helping me study and we were all relooking over my typed notes and so on. it was REALLY helpful to study with them (cramming is a good thing!). as soon as i got out of my test, i went to my room and got ready to leave. i called doug and jen to make sure they were going to be at the apartment, called christopher, loaded my car and headed out! (PS--JORDYN, READ THE OTHER BLOG!!!) anyway, i stopped in bryan to drop off the cd then drove to nac to pick-up chris. he drove connie to lufkin, we went to the game, i had a BLAST in the stands with my kiddos but missed katie and scott not being there, then chris and i got food and headed back to nac for the night.
saturday morning, we got up and he had to be at work by 11, so i left to come home when he left for work. i got home and mom was across the street giving out some kind of flower (because she's crazy like that) and when i drove up, i think i probably caugher her a little off guard. *blah blah blah* mom and i went shopping and i got my christmas dress (yes, i already have my christmas dress and it's not even halloween yet.) after dinner, mom and i went back out shopping... that was fun! blue sapphire NOT blue topaz. WOW! mom sure knows best! yeah...that was fun...
sunday i woke up and went to church but started feeling REALLY not so good so after lunch i got back in bed. mom let me stay in bed all day sunday, miss my first 2 classes monday and leave at 8:22 to come back to school in time for poli sci.
monday morning, mom woke me up to send me off at about 5:30 and i didn't feel good still so she made me grits and eggs and orange juice then i showered and elft to come back. i got back about 11:15, unpacked my clean clothes and got ready for class. hmmm... other than classes and the fanatics meetings, not too much happened until erin, mike, britt, and i went ot starbucks to study...but THANK GOODNESS jess called as soon as we got there to remind us about the floor meeting that we had, so we left... it wasn't really a floor meeting, but more just us having to fill ot a survey for something...YAY!!!
oh the conversations that my roommates and i have. after the meeting last night, we shared "ghost stories" and such...which freaked us all out just a tiny bit.
today, i thought the weather was going to be at least half-decent, but NO! sooo gross today. but something really cool happened while i was walking across the bridge. some girl in front of me stopped to look at something in the water so i, of course, had to look. A BEAVER!!! no joke. a beaver in the san marcos river. CRAZY!
this week is so busy with all of the homecoming stuff, so if i don't write again soon that's why! I PROMISE IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY LOVE FOR YOU!!!
11:21 AM
jeudi, octobre 14, 2004
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k, i stole this from jordyn who stole it from me who probably stole it from some email someone sent. i just thought that SINCE it's my mother's birthday, it was appropriate.
~Beauty of a Woman~
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman Is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman With passing years -- only grows.
da Sans
An English professor wrote the words,
"Woman without her man is nothing," on the blackboard and directed the students to punctuate it correctly..
The men wrote: "Woman, without her man, is nothing."
The women wrote: "Woman! Without her, man is nothing."
The Images of Mother
4 YEARS OF AGE ~ My Mommy can do anything!
8 YEARS OF AGE ~ My Mom knows a lot! A whole lot!
12 YEARS OF AGE ~ My Mother doesn't really know quite everything.
14 YEARS OF AGE ~ Naturally, Mother doesn't know that, either.
16 YEARS OF AGE ~ Mother? She's hopelessly old-fashioned.
18 YEARS OF AGE ~ That old woman? She's way out of date!
25 YEARS OF AGE ~ Well, she might know a little bit about it.
35 YEARS OF AGE ~ Before we decide, let's get Mom's opinion.
45 YEARS OF AGE ~ Wonder what Mom would have thought about it?
65 YEARS OF AGE ~ Wish I could talk it over with Mom.
ok, the "images of mother" thing above... i have to agree, some of those i agree with, some i have yet to experience, but some i don't agree with at all...and didn't at that age. at 18 i was NOT thinking "that old woman? she's way out of date!" granted...i DO call her old woman, but when i was 18 i was already at the 35 thing. my mom knows what she's talking about...and she's one of my very best friends. i love my mother. i can talk to her about ANYTHING and even if it's something she doesn't want to know about she listens, lets me get it all out and gives advice IF and ONLY IF i ask for it.
i have to admit...i feel sorry for the person who doesn't know his/her mom. i feel sorry for the girl who doesn't have a good relationship with her mom. if i didn't have a good relationship with my mother, i don't know where i would be. just like friends, we have secrets and she knows what i need before i say anything. she knows when i need a hug and more than that, she knows who i need the hug from...and doesn't force me to talk about things when i'm not ready to talk about them.
this all reminds me of a conversation that erin and i were having yesterday. we were talking about home life vs school life. no matter what happened at school, i knew i was welcome, loved and wanted at home. when the rest of the world seemed to be shutting the door in my face, my family got behind me 110%. when i was losing all my friends, didn't have a boyfriend, thought my life was over...that's when i got closest to all of my family members. each in a different way, they helped me realize that i would get through the split with erin and sammy, not having chris in my life, not having a "core" group of friends anymore...and they knew just what to say and when.
i miss being a child at my house. i miss sunday nights; i miss family dinners; i miss the meetings, chore wheels, merits/de-merits; i miss the tickets; i miss the treasuer box; i miss the garden; i miss snuggling; i miss singing grace; i miss squishing on the bench with david and richard; i miss all 7 of us being together. most of all, though, i think i miss nighttime. when richard and i shared a room, dad used to come sit between us or stand at our door and tell us a bedtime story. it always included a princess (that's me) and a prince (richard) doing something couragous. i don't remember any of the stories, but i remember feeling loved. and the songs...i miss the songs. songs at dinner, songs in the morning, songs at night, dancing with daddy when he got home from work... *tear* i miss my family. i know that we all have to grow up and go our separate ways, but i hope that once a year we will still get the opportunity to get together and relive some of these oh-so fond memories. ...i wonder if they miss it too...
wow...this post was NOT supposed to turn out like this, but i guess that's what happens when you just let yourself type with no restraints!!! I LOVE MY BLOG!!!
2:37 PM
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ok...i've been thinking about this a lot recently. one of the MOST unattractive things someone can do is cuss. now, don't get me wrong, i have my fair share of bad-word moments (ie-playing powderpuff football), but...GOODNESS!!! every other word that comes out of you mouth DOESN'T need to be a bad one. and it's so much more unattractive when girls (females) do it. you know...i think that may be one of the things i like MOST about christopher. i RARELY hear him cuss, but when he does it's all over. maybe that's what i respect so much about him. that's the kind of family atmosphere i was raised in. mom and dad didn't cuss. granted, i tease dad about his "bad language" when he says things like "hell" and "crap" or whatever, but he's NEVER EVER EVER EVER used the "f-word". why should he? and IFF you feel the need to use it, at least use it meaning what it really means! i'm no goody two shoes, but there's a time and a place to say things like that. and, think about it like this, if you use bad language all the time, it has NO effect when you're mad. you KNOW when i'm really really mad/frustrated because that's one of the VERY few times i talk like that. the good thing about that, though, is that people know. it's not an everyday occurance to hear me say "oh, f***" or anything stupid like that. granted, i may call you a butt nugget, but i don't call you an "@$$ hole" or anything.
i think our society lets us talk without really thinking about what we're saying. i mean...we've grown up in such a "dog-eat-dog world" that we say something to someone without really thinking about how it will make him/her feel. we call things "tacky" or "gross" or "stupid" or whatever without taking the other person's feelings into consideration first. i don't know...maybe it's just me. goodness, i know i do it. i'm HORRIBLE about it...ask chris. i say something intending it one way but the way i say it, the words i choose to use, the tone i choose to use, reflect a negative attitude. it's sad. it's hurtful. it sucks.
ok, i'm off my soapbox now. haha...but sadly enough, now i don't have anything to say. it's going to be a good day!!! erin and i are going over to david's later to bake! I'M SOOO EXCITED!!! mike and i are studying later...i have a mid-term at 1...*sigh* it's ho cho weather...I NEED SOME HOCHO!!!
11:34 AM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOMMY!!!!
11:29 AM
mercredi, octobre 13, 2004
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for those of you who liked the count-downs...just so you know...
2 days til i see chris
22 days until my birthday
23 days until chris comes and i leave for california
41 days until thanksgiving break
54 days until the last day of class
62 days until my last final
63 days until chris's birthday
66 days until i see chris and ann again
74 days until christmas
i think that's probably the extent of the countdowns for the moment. if you can think of anything else that i need to add in here, let me know!
2:11 PM
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OH MY NOTES!!!!! (chris, that was for you!) ok, so today in the lair erin SURE DID say she was eating for two. (for those slow ones of you out there, that means she was infering that she's PREGNANT!!) crazy stuff. she stood up, rubbed her belly and said "i'm saving that cookie space for ez mac. baby wants ez mac!" IT WAS PRICELESS!!!
well...i took my meds last night before bed and STILL woke up at 3...but didn't go pee. GOOD FOR ME! i woke up by myself again at 5:30 and decided it wasn't worth going back to sleep and being tired when the alarm went off, so i got out of bed, turned the alarm off (so i wouldn't forget and it wouldn't wake erin up), peed, shaved half of my legs and got ready for swimming. YAY FOR SWIMMING!!! ...or at least yay for attempting to swim. today's work-out was, like, 3200 yrds and i only did 1500...mind you, 1000 of that was kick so it was a decent work out but still... mike and i are going to go back at 6 to finish the practice because we had to leave so we could eat and still get to class. i like swimming days! i really need to be not finding stupid excuses all the time to not go swimming, though. it's NOT good for me. and i think the only way i'm going to reach my goal for this semester is if i swim...because i don't htink i'm going to gain back any of my lost muscle mass through that stupid weight training class that i have. *bahumbug*
classes today were, actually, really not too bad at all. i didn't fall asleep...didn't have any desire to fall asleep. i got about 4 hrs of sleep and feel GREAT today...i just hope i'm not getting back into that weird no sleep, cry all the time pattern. that was NO good. but so far, so good! anyway, i printed off the powerpoint for my ess class and took them to class. WAY better than trying to keep up writing with everything he says. it's easier to be looking at the slide on paper and adding notes to it. it's better that way in ex phys, too, so i think that's what i'm going to do from now on. maybe it will make studying easier as well! we'll see about that... balance and tumbling was fun today...i guess. it was way better than monday. we learned the "womens floor rutine" today. it has music...and my prof doesn't know how to make the moves fit to the music so...yeah. needless to say, we didn't do very well when we tried to put it all together. *sigh* it's all good, though, right?! we don't have to pass that off for awhile!
it was "misting" when i left jowers after tumbling today. i HATE mist. if it's going to rain it just needs to rain. if it's not, THAT'S FINE!!! BUT DON'T MIST!!! goodness. anyway, so i'm on the bus, i turn around and THERE'S MR. NEALY!!! crazy. way crazy. he's soo tall that he has to bend his neck all funny to be able to stand. (i know, i know, there are a lot of people like that, but still...) something else funny happened but i can't remember what it was.
i REALLY need to be studying or something, so i think i'm going to go do that! i'll write more as more things happen!
1:46 PM
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CRAZY stuff i tell you...CRAZY stuff.
ok, so i'm sitting here at my desk, minding my own business when mike asked if i had checked my email. of course the answer is no, so i go check. THIS is the email i received from the univerisity today...
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Resident
College Inn
Via Campus Mail
Dear Resident:
I hope your semester is going very well and that you are enjoying your time in College Inn - and studying hard for your classes. You may have recently heard some concern about insects in our home, including Loxosceles Reclusa, the brown recluse spider. While it is very unlikely the brown recluse spider has bitten anyone, this commonly misdiagnosed injury is a concern for everyone in Residence Life.
The brown recluse spider is indigenous to this area of Texas, but it is extremely unusual to be invenomated by a brown recluse spider, even though a bite diagnosis from a physician is common[1]. There are more than twenty other medical conditions that mimic many of the symptoms of a recluse bite. Several sources (American Medial Association News, The University of Washington) note the misdiagnosis rate is upwards of 80% with regard to brown recluse spider bites. Sean Bush, M.D., an emergency room physician and professor of emergency medicine who is often seen on the television show Venom ER, indicates the misdiagnosis is very common for a very uncommon affliction. Misdiagnosis is so common that several hundred bites are reported every year in areas of the country where there are no brown recluse spiders.
Residence Life is working closely with the contractor we use for pest control to address this situation - whether any bites are caused by a brown recluse or some other pest. Our contractor will be in San Jacinto Hall /College in ON Thursday 14th , between 10am - 5pm to determine if there are brown recluse spiders in the building, to spray for all spiders and other insects, and to help insure the safety of all who live in our home. So that our contractor can spray correctly, it is critical that you follow these directions!
1. Move your furniture and personal belongings at least eight inches from every wall
2. Empty your closet floor of all items, including shoes, luggage, boxes, etc.
3. Tightly seal all food products
4. Remove fish from the room, or tightly cover the aquarium top
While we spray, we will briefly cover your bed with a protective plastic tarp. This will prevent any spray from hitting your bedding.
If you do not follow these directions, you will be subject to judicial sanctions that include reimbursement for the pest control contract to return to the hall to spray again, a fine of $40.00, and community service. Most importantly, you may contribute to another student being bitten.
If you believe you have been bitten by some insect, you should go to the Student Health Center (SHC) immediately. The medical staff at the SHC can treat the bite and make sure you are well. If you are bitten and believe you can safely capture the spider, please do so - it will help us and the medical staff to make sure we know exactly what insect may have bitten you.
Spiders, the insects they feed on, and many other "critters" are most often attracted to food in unsealed containers, and to food (crumbs, etc.) spilled in your room. You can help us to prevent infestations by all bugs if you make sure to keep all food in your room tightly stored, if you promptly dispose of all trash, and if you keep your room clean.
If you have any questions about the pest control schedule, spiders, or any other issues, please come to my office. I want to meet with you and answer your questions! good to know, huh!? makes me feel REALLY safe living here. but...i guess they're doing all they can do. at least they're not just like "oh well. let 'em die!" haha...but that WOULD be an interesting way to think about it! *wink* sorry, i know...i'm morbid. instead of finishing this post here, i think i'm going to publish this and start another one!!! YAY!!
1:14 PM
mardi, octobre 12, 2004
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**WARNING: GUYS MAY WANT TO NOT READ THE FIRST PARAGRAPH OF THIS BLOG!!!!**
ok, so for those few of you who may actually care...i finally went in to the health center today to find out what's wrong with me. very few of you knew there WAS something wrong with me until just now, but...yeah. that didn't need to be public knowledge and neither does this, but it's my blog and i'll write about whatever i darned-well please! thank you very much! anyway, so i finnaly went in after 3 weeks in agonizing pain (almost literally) and had a urinalysis done to find out that i have both a urinary tract infection and a yeast infection. YAY FOR BEING A GIRL! (no, not really...) anyway, yeah. so that's lovely fun. she prescribed me 2 meds (one of them was just one, single pill...and cost me $25) plus told me to get this over the counter stuff that APPARENTLY works major wonders. so far so good. i've taken all three of them and it's not oh so bad...yet. one of the prescriptions, though, i have to take with an entire glass of water and as long as i'm taking it, i have to drink at least 8 glasses of fluids a day to stay hydrated...because i'm assuming it's supposed to clear out my system. we'll see, though, right?! uh...let's see...i guess that's just about it with that thing...besides the fact that i have to go in for a pap and chlamydia test on wednesday of next week. NOT excited about those...but hopefully by then this other thing will be cleared up and it will be one less thing on my mind.
boys, you can start reading again!!!
mike told me that we're going to be study soul mates. YAY!! I HAVE SOMEONE TO STUDY WITH AGAIN!!! studying in the library in a "group room" was a bad idea. i DID get my flashcards done, but i DON'T know what they say...or if they're even going to help me for my weight training mid-term (thursday). it wasn't too bad, though...i mean...yeah. the company was nice. anyway...yeah. so we're study buddies now!!!
haha...y'all are going to LOVE this... ok, last thursday i had a test in prevention of disease. as you may remember reading (if you read that day), i didn't study very much for that test (hense mike and i studying together from now on) and...yeah. we got our grades back and needless to say, my grade reflects the amount of studying i did. SEVENTY-TWO!!! yeah...that dropped my average 11 points. i HAD a 94...i HAVE an 83. not so wonderful, eh?
i don't think our powder puff coaches are too fond of me. i think they think i'm really retarded. (but does this look like a face that really cares!?) they make fun of how i throw, how i catch (or don't catch), how i run, how i defend, my "out of it"ness, etc. it's...niiiiice... i'm almost glad i'm not going to be here to play now. *sigh* i think i've decided (and jess agrees) that PLAYING football is not good for my language. i can go to football games and keep my language clean (jess helps me get my point across...she uses the harsh words) but once i'm the one out there on the field, "good miree" leaves and "not so good miree" steps in to take her place. crazy stuff... oh, but don't y'all worry. i already know i have split personalities!!
we had fun at dinner tonight. i think it's funny how i TRY to embarrass chris when i'm around him just to see what happens and he doesn't give a hoot, but jess, renee and i were laughing tonight in the jones and mike FREAKED OUT!!! poor kid was embarrassed by our loud laughing. it wasn't funny, though. i must admit. i wanted to toss my cookies...which is ACTUALLY the reason for the laughter in the first place (i found out AFTER laughing about it. jess and renee were making fun of MY facial expression after an incredibly disturbing comment was made.)
so i got to the library to study my political science notes tonight (i typed them up and printed them out) and while looking over the review sheet, noticed that i skipped an entire TWO pages of notes. so, being the good student that i am, i came back to my room to add those two pages in and reprint. not so much of a good idea, apparently. first time i got a paper jam when i tried to print double-sided so i had to shut off my printer which confused everything, then i tried to reprint it again and I'M ALL OUT OF BLACK INK so i had to change everything to blue and reprint again. i REALLY hope that i have everything i need now, because i don't want to do any more of this crazy stuff. NOT so ok with the miree...
OH GOODNESS...LOOK AT THE TIME!!! i need to get to bed since i'm going to swim practice tomorrow morning at SIX O'CLOCK!! (or at least that's the plan...) mike and i are study budies and swim buddies!!! maybe we'll actually become good friends this semester...maybe i'll start to be invited to hang out with them!!!! doubtful, but i can hope and dream, can't i? *wink*
11:54 PM
lundi, octobre 11, 2004
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i've updated the "poems and quotes" blog with some things to get those wheels turning. hope you enjoy them! feel free to tell me what you think!!!
10:00 PM
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well...i got in trouble for not blogging in a while (yes, zach...you've been acknowledged!)
ok, so this weekend... (i'm just gunna fly through this becaus not too much happened and i don't really have much to write about and...yeah...)
chris came in on friday around 4 which was WAY exciting. then we went to the soccer game (we won in overtime), went to the volleyball game (won 3 games straight), went out to eat with some of the fanatics to herberts, went to bed. saturday morning we were sitting up talking and i thought i heard what sounded like 2 gunshots but we didn't really think anything of it because it could easily have been a car backfiring or whatever. chris got up and went out on the balcony later and was like "there's a dead deer out here." i, of course, have to get up to go look at it and he made search for the phone number for dead animal clean-up. understand that it's 10-ish and they don't open until 11:30 on saturdays so i called the UPD to see if there was anything they could do about it...since it was right across the street from my dorm and...yeah. ok, so i'm thinking about it later and...i think that someone shot the deer. it was on the sidewalk and if someone hit it there we would have heard tires, glass breaking, something, right?! ok, so after that whole drama, we go pick up karen (with connie's top down) and go to starbucks for some yummy before the game. chris didn't like his drink, i didn't get enough whipped cream for my drink...whatever. we got to the game, parked (free cuz i'm that good!), lost the game (not fair...), went to verizon after the game for chris and so i could find out why i don't get any service while i'm in nac, then the three of us went to get food together. karen went back to her room and chris and i went back to mine then we went to austin to get a movie for chris and we came back and he went to sleep so i studied a little bit for a test (read the book). i woke up sunday morning, he woke up, we went to commons for breakfast and then he left. i went to recruite for powder puff then went to powderpuff practice (4 people there with 2 coaches...football players...freshman). i went to dinner with krysten and the coaches then came back, took a shower, did some online stuff, watched tv and got in bed.
today i woke up, took a shower, went to class (not prepared for my test WHAT-SO-EVER), probably failed my test, went to balance and tumbling and learned a stupid ribbon routine (wish i had skipped that class today), came back to the room and took my ex. phys. lab quiz, went to poli sci, found out that my prof isn't going to be in class on wednesday and we have a test on friday so i don't think i'm going to class wednesday (i'll study instead), got out of class early so i waited for karen so we could get lunch, went to blimpies for lunch, came back to the room and studied for my ex. phys. lab test, ran down there in just about 13 minutes, probably failed that one too, came back up to the cube to take the pre-lab 6 quiz (but it wasn't online), jess and krysten came to the cube a little early so we all kind of hung out until we had to go up to the room for the officers meeting, had the officers meeting, regular meeting, went to dinner with fanatics, came back up here, typed up my political science notes... i think that's about it. now, here i am writing about it. WOW!!! haha...i know, i know. this one's not a good one. i'm just not really in the "blogging mood" at the moment. give me a little time and it'll get better. compared to last week, though, things are going to look dry this week.
i'm going to appologize for all the crazy dramatic posts from last week, by the way, but last week i was WAY PMSing so...yeah. this week things should be at least a little better.
i'm going to nac this weekend...going to see my boy AGAIN!!! then he's coming here again next weekend for homecoming since we're playing them and...yeah. YAY!!!
9:01 PM
vendredi, octobre 08, 2004
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i've noticed that posts recently have been either REALLY long or REALLY short. this one, however, is to say that i found some really good quotes yesterday when looking for one that correctly expressed how i was feeling...but couldn't find it. anyway, i know that this blog is not for that purpose, so i will SOON (not necessarily today) be updating my "poems" blog again with some good quotes. just wanted to let you all know! have a good day/weekend!!!
9:57 AM
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I LOVE MY ROOMMATE!!! i'll miss you, erin. have a great weekend home with andrew!
1:24 AM
jeudi, octobre 07, 2004
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you see...i had the BEST post thought up earlier. i was having a horrible day and i thought that instead of complaining about the things that suck today, i'd write about the worst possible day and then it'd make me feel like a butt-nugget for saying my day was so bad. however, one of the MAIN things that could have gone wrong today may have happened. i will, however, continue on as planned and write about it...and then i can look back at the rest of the stuff for when i'm having a semi-crappy day.
worst day:
- mom/dad call saying someone close to me died but i'm not allowed to miss school for the funeral
- parents tell me they're dropping me financially
- connie's taken away from me
- i have to pay for school, books, etc
- dad tells me i'm a disappointment to him
- chris breaks up with me
- erin tells me i'm the worst roommate in the world
- fanatics drop me because i'm not "spirited" enough
- i fail all my tests
- my bed falls in the middle of the night breaking my monitor, printer, speakers, "love" mug from mina, and pictures of me and chris along with the one of me and daddy
- i fall out of bed, break my leg and arm, crack open my head but don't die
- i get mono
- i get stuck in the STUPID elevator (i hate elevators)
- i fall in a drain
- college inn burns down and we get stuck, without any of our stuff, in elliot hall room 124
- i go to jail
- i get kicked out of school and mom and dad won't let me move back home
that's about all i can think of right now... pretty crappy day, huh? makes mine not sound so bad. maybe not bad, but i'm going to write about it anyway, so if you don't want to listen to a whine-fest, STOP NOW!!! (that was your warning) - fell out of bed this morning. i missed my chair, tried to catch my foot on my desk but missed that too, managed to kick almost everything off of the corner of my desk, stepped onto/into the trashcan, knocked over a bag and ended up with cuts on my arm
- i skipped my first class of the semester this morning. i didn't go to exercise physiology this morning because i fell out of bed...and i didn't feel very ok
- i went into my prevention of diseases test totally blind because i didn't study at all...and coughed and sniffled the whole way through it
- came back to the room and was going to sleep but didn't...
- talked to chris on my way down to jowers and the convo ended NOT too pleasantly...
- went to beg. weight training and today we did power cleans...and guess who couldn't do them. guess who was the ONLY one in the class that couldn't do them. guess who had the professor helping her. guess who had everyone in the class laughing at her. YEP!!! YOU GUESSED IT!!!! ME! talk about embarrassing...
- didn't feel like eating lunch today but ate half a personal pizza and a chocolate chip cookie anyway
- cried in the lbj when erin asked what was wrong...not cool
- came back and got on my computer...only to have chris get mad at me again...then he went to work and...bad stuff...
- put up an away message that i was in bed crying which didn't exactly receive high marks from the judges...who yelled at me for crying all the time
- cried myself to sleep...for 2 hrs...
that's probably all the not so pleasant stuff that's happened today. but, at least i've figured somethings out, some things have been put into perspective for me...mainly because the person that put them into perspective doesn't talk to me like he/she did today. *sigh* it's all going to be ok. i'm going to change for you. i'm going to be a different person because you want me to. i'm going to be the person you want me to be. i'm going to make you happy. i love you.
7:39 PM
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haha...wow! i've figured it out! i know (part of) why i've been crying sooo much recently. i really am just totally and completely sleep deprived. my body is crying as it's only source to "recover" since i don't get enough shut eye at night. don't get me wrong, i figured this was one of the reasons, but today...getting in bed i didn't think i was going to actually sleep. i thought i was going to lie there miserable. amazingly enough, after crying myself to sleep, though, i got a good hour and a half...TRUE sleep. something i don't get too much of around here anymore. no, that's not true. i sleep in 2-hr intervals really well...but that's not very healthy. that means i go to bed at midnight, wake up at 2, 4, 6 and depending on when i have to get up 7 or 8. for the most part those 2 hrs are interrupted, though, so that's a good thing...
crying feels good...that's why i do it. everyone's heard the story of a mother's tears; mine are just "female tears".
i hate PMSing...it's such a crap feeling. seems like everyone turns against you for the week...guys just don't understand.
sorry to all of you who have witnessed my (1) bitchiness, (2) crying, (3) doubtfulness, (4) depression, (5) hatred, (6) cold-shoulder, etc. it's almost gone...but now that i've slept over it, i think it's going to be better. i had a conversation with someone today and he/she really put things into perspective for me. it was like a slap in the face, which is something that i've probably been needing for a long time. no more obsessive, clingy, overbearing, over-reacting miree...she's gone. (or at least she'll stop telling people how she really feels.) all that's left is going to be a dry, decisive...me!
6:37 PM
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wow...such a familiar feeling. i've been here before. maybe this time, though, i'll go get help before i get out of control. depression sucks...i hate myself.
2:57 PM
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just got finished with a WAY good...WAY long convo with my awesomely awesome roommate. thanks for being so understanding, erin. i love you...and you know what that means! i'm going to miss this stuff next semester when you're at UT but you'll find your nitch. things are going to work out...for all of us...in everyway. hopefully we'll both sleep better tonight after that...
1:53 AM
mercredi, octobre 06, 2004
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Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right -Brandy good lyrics...good lyrics. but what happens when they're not just lyrics anymore? what happens when those words ring loud and clear in your life? what do you do when those words REALLY hit home...right in the heart? that's how i feel. i love somebody so much it makes me cry. i need him so bad i can't sleep at night. everytime i try to tell him, it comes out wrong...we get in a fight. so what am i supposed to do? someone please tell me...please?! "Absence does for love what the wind does for a flame: it extinguishes the weak and feeds the strong." -unknown
10:50 PM
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no more promises. they always get broken.
3:59 PM
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doesn't that just SUCK!? yeah... oh well, i guess that's life, right?
chris isn't coming this weekend. he has to attend a musical for his theater appreciation class so he's going to do that instead. good choice. instead, i think i'm going to lay low and, i guess, catch up on some sleep?! wow... yeah. so, i guess the countdown is up to 9 now.
is it just me or does anyone else cry ALL the time...for no apparent reason...just...cry? i think it's just me and it's starting to bother me. someone will ask what's wrong and i HONESTLY don't know. i just start crying. i'm not PMSing or anything...not yet. i shouldn't be overly emotional...not yet. i think it's the darn birth control... maybe mom was right. maybe i do need to go talk to urano about it. maybe i'm not on the right one or something...or maybe, just maybe...nah. couldn't be.
sent mom a package today at the post office then when i got back, dad's check was in my mailbox. convenient, huh? yep...so there's another 37 cents that i could have saved. ...at least he paid for it... you know, postage could go up and i'd probably never know...not until i received millions of letters unsent because i don't have the right amount of postage. crazy isnt it?! anyway, so i wrote dad's check out and i'm going to send it to him so he can deposit the one the university wrote to me and then he'll be reimbursed for Bobcat Fanatics bowling. he's soo great!!!
i have a cold. it's no good. chris sent me to bed with my medicine last night at 10:15...and it was 6 hr medicine so guess who was up at 2:15 this morning with the coughs and the snuffles?! YOU GUESSED IT!!! ME!!! and then i couldn't go back to sleep...and didn't want to take more incase it made me groggy this morning. i got in the shower early today since i was already up when erin was getting ready. usually we don't see each other until AFTER class, but today i got to see her before class.
you know what i hate most about having a stuffed up nose? i can't breathe through my nose, obviously, so i have to breathe through my mouth...which means my mouth is constantly open...and gets dry and...yeah. i hate it when my nose gets stuffed up...but when i try to blow all the yuckies out, nothing comes and then 2 seconds later, i feel the same way. my head's SOOO full of gunk...it can't be good for me.
i went to crockett elementary school today to get my criminal history background check thing in. hopefully next week i will be able to go do observation hours, but we'll see.
wow...i really am depressed... i thought it was going to be a great weekend. now, even if we DO win the games...i'll still be sad cuz i'll be lonely. *sigh* that's life!
3:23 PM
mardi, octobre 05, 2004
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yay for the thing with coach tonight!!! ok...so i KNOW this is wrong for me to say since i'm FROM louisiana, but coach made a funny today at the thing. someone asked about out scholarships or our team or something like that and he was like "our admissions standards are really hard." (and for those of you who DON'T know...texas state admissions standards are the 3rd highest in the state.) "we're not like la schools who have the hershey bar test...you stick the chocolate bar under your arm and if it melts you're in." ok, ok...i know...that's horrible of me. but it was REALLY REALLY funny! ok...sorry...i'm finished...
8:20 PM
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1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Miree Janelle Dornier
2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? grey "workout" shorts...surprised?!
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Shallow Hal on my tv...on my computer...
4. WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU ATE? hha...so twizzlers bites
5. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? every once in a while...not in a bit of time, though...
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? blue (?!)
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? nice. it's supposed to be raining, but no rain yet!
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? just got off the phone with mike
9. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? i stole it from erin's lj...does that count!?
10. HOW OLD ARE YOU TODAY? 7276 days old...19 years, 10 month, 30 days, i think (my birthday is in 30 days...you figure that out!)
11. FAVORITE DRINK? hehe...lately?! pink lemonade, water and ROOT BEER!!!
12. FAVORITE SPORT? i like to watch football...i like to swim
13. HAIR COLOR? brown...poop brown...
14. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yep
15. SIBLINGS? FOUR AWESOMELY AWESOME BROTHERS!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
16. FAVORITE MONTH? july!?
17. FAVORITE FOOD? pizza...
18. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? uh...i guess shallow hal since that's what i'm watching right now...
19. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? july 4 or january 1...or january 23 (but only one of you will understand THAT one...)
20. WHAT DO YOU DO TO VENT ANGER? cry...run
21. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? when you say "toy" i'm assuming that stuffed animal counts. in that case, it would PROBABLY be bear bear or noel. bear bear is a stuffed bear that sings christmas carols that my Godfather gave me for my first christmas. noel was from my Godmother...same christmas. now, however, it's probably rover or philvert.
22. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer, hands down
23. HUGS OR KISSES? i'd rather hug. i like the closeness...plus the love of my life gives THE BEST hugs in the whole world...although he IS a good kisser as well...
24. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Chocolate
25. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE/E-MAIL BACK? ya...everyone fill this out. i actually read these things and its interesting to compare answers. (i agree with erin...everyone fill it out!!!)
26. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? no one...but it's still fun
27. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? uh...everyone?!
28. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? roommate: Erin. suitemates: Jess and Britt. College Inn, room 870. San Marcos, TX. 78666.
29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? today after talking to sammy when i was explaining it to chris...good cry, though...
30. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? my desk and everything on it (comp, printer, pencils, CD's, picture frames, etc)...my bed is lofted (yep, they are!!!)
31. WHO IS THE FRIEND YOU HAVE HAD THE LONGEST? WEEEEEELL...technically, i guess it's chris since he's been my best friend since 8th grade. but i've known monica the longest (since we were, like, 2)...and we still talk. and sammy (since age 6) and erin...well...see...yeah. that's a really difficult question. chris is the only one of those that i still talk to on a daily basis...ok, take that how you want!
32. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? went to the fanatics meeting, ate dinner with some fanatics, went to david's, made brownies, studied for my exercise physiology exam, talked to chris, slept...kind of...
33. FAVORITE SMELLS? dad and chris...very comforting
34. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? yes
35. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? drains... haha...not very deep, i know. no, seriously? i'm deathly afraid of being alone forever.
36. PLAIN, BUTTERED OR SALTED POPCORN? buttered
37. FAVORITE CAR? connie's pretty cool, but i want an SUV. i want either a tahoe or a trail blazer...dark blue!
38. FAVORITE FLOWER? i'm not a big flower girl...
39. NUMBER OF KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? 7
40. CAN YOU JUGGLE? haha...uh...have you SEEN my lack of hand eye coordination? i'd KILL myself
41. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? friday since it tends to mean i get to see chris!
42. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? went to class...
43. HOW MANY STATES HAVE YOU LIVED IN? two. louisiana and texas
no YOU fill it out!!!
6:47 PM
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it's COOOOOOLD out side in san marcos. (and by cold i mean 70 degrees...when it was, like, 98 yesterday...)
11:43 AM
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sorry, i know it's been a few days since i blogged last but things have been crazy busy here. mondays are ALWAYS busy days, though. anyway, something about today...
as you may or may not know (depending on whether or not you read my away message last night) i went over to david's last night to make brownies for his mom's birthday (he's allergic to the protein in raw eggs so he can't touch them) and to study for my exercise physiology exam. well, i think i left around 11:30 or 11:45...somewhere around there. ok, so i wake up this morning from a HORRIBLE nightmare. turns out, i had a dream about being at david's/leaving david's apartment last night. ok, so i'm leaving and thought about calling someone so i wouldn't have to walk across the parking lot (not very big) to my spot alone. well, i changed my mind because i knew nothing was going to happen...which would make it pointless, plus it was midnight-something and i didn't want to call and wake someone up. anyway, so i walked down the stairs and there were 2 guys at the bottom. i tried not to think anything of it because...well...it's their apartment complex so i figured i'd just get to my car and leave. so i got to the bottom of the stairs and the one closest to the stairs grabbed me by the neck and said something about some girl and where was she and what had i done or something like that. ok, at this point i was hysterical because i (1) didn't know the guys (2) didn't know who they were talking about and (3) wasn't on the phone with anyone so if something happened to me, no one would know...but would anyone care?! anyway, so i was trying to convince the guy that i didnt know what he was talking about and some other guy walked up (i think...it's all kind of blurry now...4.5 hrs later) and the guy that HAD been holding me by the neck told him to mind his own business or whatever. i ran. i knew my car wasn't that far and i already had my keys out so i just ran for it. ...bad idea... he pulled this gun out of nowhere and shot the guy that was trying to make sure i was ok. i screamed. WHAT ELSE WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO!? i think he shot at me but i was running (not very fast...like in a horror film) away so i was a moving target...and he couldn't shoot me because i'm the main character! anyway, i was running and he shot the guy then started running after me...and caught my foot so i tripped, i think. i don't really remember what happened, but some how i got up and got away enough to get into my car...and then my alarm went off. nice thing to wake up to right before a killer test, huh? NOT SO MUCH!!!
ok, so as for the test...we got to use our books. good. we didn't have to know the krebs cycle. good. we did have to know LOTS of other stuff, though. alright. i didn't know 12 of the questions. bad. IFF i only missed those 12 questions i can still have a 76. not too bad, i suppose. i don't know if i can bring that up to an "A" by the end of semester, though. it's going to be REALLY tough since we only have 2 tests (plus the final). ok...so my exercise physiology class grade is set up like this...3 tests (2 "normal" plus a "final"), 100 points for participation (which i will not receive because i fall ASLEEP in class almost everyday...except today because i was taking a test) and 100 points for our 10 quizzes...which SO FAR are not looking very optimistic for me. *sigh* and i really need an "A" in this class because i don't think i'm going to get an "A" in fundamentals of ESS and...yeah... ok...back to my ex phys grade...assuming that the lowest grade i get on this test is a 76 and i only have 30 out of 40 points on my quizzes, i have to make all 100 participation points, i have to make a 100 on the next test AND the final...just to get an "A". chances? NOT GOOD! *sigh* i know, i know...i should have thought of that earlier. BUUUUT if he lets us use our books on all of the tests, then i might have a chance. i'm going to start doing what he suggested at the beginning of the semester. i'm going to print off all of the powerpoints and bring them to class instead of trying to write everything down. that way, i'm just adding TO his already accurate notes and then i can highlight all that stuff in the book and add the extra stuff into my book ;) and then i'll have everything i could POSSIBLY need in my book for the test...plus i'll read...i hope. yeah...so that's the GOOD, STUDIOUS miree attempting to make the grade. see...had i thought of all this at the beginning of the semester, i'd be just trying to keep my grade up instead of PULLING my grade up. well, i've done it before...maybe i can do it again!? we'll see...
speaking of tests...i have another one on thursday in prevention of disease (over cancer) and one friday (tentatively) in ESS. maybe i should read for those instead of spending so much time online... NAH! prev. of disease isn't going to be too bad. i'll just look over my stuff like i did last time. i got a 94...i can do it again!!! ...i hope...
ok, so the geese here...crazy animals. i think one of our big geese, though, has a limp. it's sad. i think it's the male goose because it has that thing that hangs down...and it's the only one that has one...and it's always making lots of noise and then the other ones follow. AAAND yesterday when i was walking to lab, i saw one of the ducks chase off 3 of the younger ducks (you know, the ones i tell you about sporadically). it was crazy. i wanted to be like, "DON'T LET HIM RUN YOU AWAY!!! STAND UP...THERE ARE THREE OF YOU FOR GOODNESS SAKES!!!" but i didn't. i just watched as they ran. aaaaand the squirrels here are going nuts...literally. it's funny to see them chase each other way from their stashes. hahaha
hmmm...i should have more to say...but i don't really.
chris is coming on friday!!! YAY!!!! :-D
i get to see chris b and ann in...*counting*...(december 16 at the latest...i hope...) 73 days. ok, chris, i think it's still a little too soon to start the countdown. maybe we should wait until november?!
10:59 AM
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(good email...)
I've learned....
That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
I've learned....
That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.
I've learned....
That money doesn't buy class.
I've learned....
That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.
I've learned...
That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
I've learned....
That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can?
I've learned....
That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned....
That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.
I've learned...
That love, not time, heals all wounds.
I've learned...
That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.
I've learned....
That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.
I've learned...
That there's nothing sweeter than sleeping with your babies and feeling their breath on your cheeks.
I've learned....
That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.
I've learned...
That life is tough, but I'm tougher.
I've learned...
That opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.
I've learned....
That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.
I've learned...
That I wish I could have told those I cared about that I love them one more time before they passed away.
I've learned....
That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.
I've learned....
That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.
I've learned....
That I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.
I've learned....
That when your newly born child holds your little finger in his little fist, that you're hooked for life.
I've learned....
That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.
I've learned ...
That it is best to give advice in only two circumstances; when it is requested and when it is a life threatening situation.
I've learned....
That the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.
10:56 AM
dimanche, octobre 03, 2004
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thank God for a good weekend...finally.
i miss my family. already. i just saw them. i want to go back home. i don't feel welcome or wanted or anything here. i want to be around people that want to be around me. i'm sick of feeling like an outsider in my own room. but...whatever...i guess that's part of being the only "non-chi o" in the room, right?
richard bought my ticket today. i'm really going...and i'm really glad. i leave nov. 5 at 3:58 (pm)and get back nov. 7 at 11:15 (pm). i brought my dress back (actually, i brought two because mom thinks it's going to be easier to pack one than the other because she doesn't want me to check any luggage incase it gets lost...which would SUCK!) but almost forgot to grab it...which would have meant i had to go home again (the 15th) to get it...oh darn...
chris is coming this weekend. i'm really excited about it. i really need boyfriend time right now... i know...it's pathetic...what can i do, though?
i'm going to bryan this weekend when chris leaves. i'm going to follow him to bryan then he's going to either a) go with me to doug's or b) continue on to nac and i'll just talk to him later. i'm going to go pick up some pictures that doug has from banquet, or something like that.
my tummy hurts...i don't feel good. my throat hurts and my nose is runny and i have a lump in my throat. it's no good.
i don't understand why there are always guys in here...*sigh* they come over so late. i just don't get it. so much for sleep. i'm glad i got my weeks worth this weekend.
i miss home. :-(
10:19 PM
samedi, octobre 02, 2004
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yay for klein football. that's two football games in two weeks where one team has won by a field goal with 4 seconds left. YAY for that! hehe...yeah. i had a "side line pass" today for the football game and hung out with ms. cook (the atheltic trainer). crazy stuff... she went to swt and had dr. patton too! dr. patton's class is the one i got a 50 on the test in. she said that his tests ARE hard...she got a "B" in that class...but...yeah. so...yeah. i'm not too worried about it anymore, i don't think.
after the game, david and i went to marble slab for some ICE CREAM!! (yes, karen. i got some...)
the band looks good. i'm soo proud of my babies. but...scott...what happened? i'm not gunna see you on the 15th now...*sigh*
i got to talk to katie today. that was nice... 'nuff said.
I SLEPT LAST NIGHT!!!! 9 HRS!!!!! IT FELT SOOO GOOD!!!! :-D
7:53 PM
vendredi, octobre 01, 2004
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if american's drive on the right and (for the most part) walk on the right...does that mean that people that drive on the left also walk on the left? does that cause problems when they come here/we go there? oh...i'm so confused...
6:57 PM
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